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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 10

YogirisingKundalini said:
Because narcissistic families fear being exposed the most like the worst case scenario for them and because they were using the diagnosis against me when i was calm i wanted to post all the story of what they doing and what kind of abuse been at home to the Facebook with all their friends family and neighbours so they created this case
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Who pays for your new unit?
 


People like this fucking psycho are the reason they injected people with this poison schizophrenia and stopped taking his pills ended up killing his mom dad and sister because they were possessed.

Fuck this drives me mad. He killed his whole family like a month after being dis charged from a mental hospital.

Bit I don't think they injected him.

Imagine his reality when he comes out of psychosis and realised what he's done. They will lock him up and inject him for sure.

Actually sad and makes me feel somewhat sorry for the guy. Gets to come out of psychosis to the reality he murdered his whole family.

Funnnnn....
 
laurarab said:
When does the feeling of being poisoned go away?
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The median (“middle”) apparent half-life of paliperidone, the active ingredient in INVEGA HAFYERA, following administration of a single dose of 1,092 mg and 1,560 mg was 148 days and 159 days, respectively. The half-life for an individual may not fall exactly within this range.

@laurarab in my experience you need to get to thr half life point for the effects to dismiss enough for life to be bearable from your last dose. It's fucked i know but that's the truth.
 
IOSIP said:
The median (“middle”) apparent half-life of paliperidone, the active ingredient in INVEGA HAFYERA, following administration of a single dose of 1,092 mg and 1,560 mg was 148 days and 159 days, respectively. The half-life for an individual may not fall exactly within this range.

@laurarab in my experience you need to get to thr half life point for the effects to dismiss enough for life to be bearable from your last dose. It's fucked i know but that's the truth.
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Thank you! My last dose was 75 mg on January 22nd :(
 
I was in such a good place prior to all of this happening. I have videos and photos on my phone that I can't look at anymore. I was so fit. I went to the gym 4 times a week. I had girlfriends. I was getting paid 140,000 dollars a year.

Now I have nothing. I'm fat. I'm lazy. I'm a shell of myself.

I want to die still. I am so unhappy with what I have become. My brain is different from what it used to be. And I'm scared ill never be the same again.
 
rawbanana said:
I don’t understand how you people had the willpower to get through months of this. I’m almost four months out and seriously thinking of ending it all
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it is not willpower. just time heals. I thought I might end my life someday. but I endured and survived.
 
IOSIP said:
I was in such a good place prior to all of this happening. I have videos and photos on my phone that I can't look at anymore. I was so fit. I went to the gym 4 times a week. I had girlfriends. I was getting paid 140,000 dollars a year.

Now I have nothing. I'm fat. I'm lazy. I'm a shell of myself.

I want to die still. I am so unhappy with what I have become. My brain is different from what it used to be. And I'm scared ill never be the same again.
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I think about where I was before this and I want to cry because I’m convinced I’ll never be the same. Even if my brain recovers I’ll always have this trauma. I’m a changed person.
 
IOSIP said:
I was in such a good place prior to all of this happening. I have videos and photos on my phone that I can't look at anymore. I was so fit. I went to the gym 4 times a week. I had girlfriends. I was getting paid 140,000 dollars a year.

Now I have nothing. I'm fat. I'm lazy. I'm a shell of myself.

I want to die still. I am so unhappy with what I have become. My brain is different from what it used to be. And I'm scared ill never be the same again.
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I really relate to this.. im sorry for you, i too cant look at my old photos, it bring so much pain and wishful memories.

Most of us got the same damage and fears.. its so hard to be around people that knew you before the injections and try to act the way you were before.
 
rawbanana said:
I think about where I was before this and I want to cry because I’m convinced I’ll never be the same. Even if my brain recovers I’ll always have this trauma. I’m a changed person.
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I had alot of trauma from the psych ward mainly from being in solitary but i got over it. It fades with time. Now im doing better then before i was in the psych ward
 
One thing I’ve noticed is psychiatrists don’t even know what they’re prescribing. After I was only off of it for a month and a half I had multiple doctors try to gaslight me and tell me it was out of my system. These people are not educated on the dangers of these drugs they just give it to you without a second thought. It’s pure evil.
 
rawbanana said:
I think about where I was before this and I want to cry because I’m convinced I’ll never be the same. Even if my brain recovers I’ll always have this trauma. I’m a changed person.
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You will recover in time. The trauma does stick around a bit, but in my case I forgot a lot of the experience. I think because when we're in the midst of invega, we dissociate a lot and don't form memories properly
 
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