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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 10

rawbanana said:
I can’t feel divine energy anymore. In fact I can’t feel “vibes” at all anymore. Life feels completely flat. I’m not Christian but I do pray because I’m desperate but it doesn’t make me feel better anymore because part of me blames God for this happening in the first place. But I shouldn’t blame God because it’s my fault.
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God caused this to you to experience suffering.
God is evil at times.
 
wbga said:
It will take more time for you to feel any improvement.

at 4 months I didn't feel that improved at all.
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Yeah i can at least play video games now. If not much else. That anhedonia when this all started i couldn't even do that. If yall recall all I could do was watch tik toks for months.
 
IOSIP said:
Yeah i can at least play video games now. If not much else. That anhedonia when this all started i couldn't even do that. If yall recall all I could do was watch tik toks for months.
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I calculated half life and there is 4 percent left in the body.

which is around 13mg
 
It's like everyday I'm searching for something that's missing and I can't quite put my finger on it. Fuck this shit
 
IOSIP said:
Yeah i can at least play video games now. If not much else. That anhedonia when this all started i couldn't even do that. If yall recall all I could do was watch tik toks for months.
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Funny. I got rid of my computer because I never game anymore anyway. Maybe there is something to that anhedonia business.
 
I've been playing so much ps5 I got ducking stick drift on my controller. Grrrrr.
 
wbga said:
God caused this to you to experience suffering.
God is evil at times.
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Yogananda says those evil things happen to focus ourselves on God and make US humble. Matthew 23:10-12
12 For those who exalt themselves will be humbled, and those who humble themselves will be exalted
 
IOSIP said:
It's like everyday I'm searching for something that's missing and I can't quite put my finger on it. Fuck this shit
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How do we explain there are people who love their injections and there are many od them? Check bipolar schizophrenia psychosis sub
 
YogirisingKundalini said:
How do we explain there are people who love their injections and there are many od them? Check bipolar schizophrenia psychosis sub
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Because there brains produce to much dopamine without drugs. I had drug induced pyschosis. Those people are built different. Everyone on this forum seems not to have schizophrenia. Those suffering from invega here at least.

God doesn't interfere in the mortal realms if God exists.
 
IOSIP said:
Because there brains produce to much dopamine without drugs. I had drug induced pyschosis. Those people are built different. Everyone on this forum seems not to have schizophrenia. Those suffering from invega here at least.

God doesn't interfere in the mortal realms if God exists.
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Yeah i just find it mindblowing we cry so much because of them while there are soo many of them loving it. I saw a girl years on maintena and claiming IT helps her. But those people are low vibe almost always. Awakaned people dont need big pHARMa but saying this David Hawkins was a psychiatrist and was giving antipsychotics in acute cases. They can help sometimes if used appropiately meaning low dose and short time
 
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