3mg of Etizolam alongside 8-10mg of tizanidine intranasally, a bunch of fresh grapefruit juice, and the usual caffeine and bupropion. Earlier I took meclizine after my bupropion and had a truly difficult time with things like body temperature and mood. ~8 Grams of kratom so far today and a couple dabs too. I can tell that if I push the benzos any harder I'll stop forming memories, but blackout me looks out for future me in a FAR superior way compared to when I'm not blacked out. It's pretty peculiar.
I'm ~5 days deep into the point of having a dangerously low amount of medical supplies necessary for my survival, and FedEx kept telling me that my home address does not exist. It does, I'm in it right now. We even have two mailboxes with two different addresses, and they denied the existence of either until we called them, then they acknowledged it. If these supplies don't roll up soon I have no idea what I'll realistically do but it's going to be some bullshit driving 8-10 hours each way to go get these things that I paid to have overnight shipped a week ago. Sorry for the bitching and moaning, just a brief background as to why my usual psychedelic/stimulant antics have flipped into an "I need to calm the fuck down before I put putrescine in a squirt gun and go hogwild" kind of deal.
I'm ~5 days deep into the point of having a dangerously low amount of medical supplies necessary for my survival, and FedEx kept telling me that my home address does not exist. It does, I'm in it right now. We even have two mailboxes with two different addresses, and they denied the existence of either until we called them, then they acknowledged it. If these supplies don't roll up soon I have no idea what I'll realistically do but it's going to be some bullshit driving 8-10 hours each way to go get these things that I paid to have overnight shipped a week ago. Sorry for the bitching and moaning, just a brief background as to why my usual psychedelic/stimulant antics have flipped into an "I need to calm the fuck down before I put putrescine in a squirt gun and go hogwild" kind of deal.
How does counterflipping affect you? I use bupropion daily so DXM doesn't metabolize into DXO for me, it mostly just remains as DXM, leading to different effects. I recently hit a mid-second plateau dose of DXM with about 150mg of diphenhydramine (I weigh ~225 lbs) and the closed eye visuals were fascinating landscapes, but with my eyes open the visuals were like a circus-y take on 3-MeO-PCP or 2C-B. The headspace was neat, but it felt pretty migraine-ish on the comedown.Bring on hell.