Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 9

[maryjaneforever]

I had 3 months worth of invega shots so thats like 6 i think isnt it? I also had about a year and a halfs worth of abilify injections. Then i went on latuda which i did recover somewhat from invega and abilify on but not 100%. I also developed horrible akathesia from the latuda. When i finally got off the latuda and got on zyprexa instead i recovered 100% i would say. My attention span was the last thing to come back



No but i did towards the end when i was on latuda

lol

 

[InvegaAnon]

I think I'm having normal orgasms consistently! It feels like a miracle! I'm still erogenously blunted though. I wish that would stop. Porn and fantasies are waaaaay better.

 

[maryjaneforever]

Yes this is what started it. I told you to stop being racist and that didnt sit well with you

Now your just making things up lol

You never said don’t be racist.

You just didn’t agree with my own political point ABOUTMY OWN COUNTRY.

You engaged in dispute about said political issue then when you didn’t agree you pulled out the serious and warnings.

You have views on my country because you have ONE friend who lives in Adelaide LOL

Like come on

 

[paranoid android]

Now your just making things up lol

You never said don’t be racist.

You just didn’t agree with my own political point ABOUTMY OWN COUNTRY.

You engaged in dispute about said political issue then when you didn’t agree you pulled out the serious and warnings.

You have views on my country because you have ONE friend who lives in Adelaide LOL

Like come on

Here is what you said and what i said is right underneath it. Let your own words speak for you

https://www.bluelight.org/community...-injections-v-9.939792/page-361#post-16219355

I simply said the vast majority of Australians dont agree with you. Certainly none that i know anyway

 

[paranoid android]

Now your just making things up lol

You never said don’t be racist.

You just didn’t agree with my own political point ABOUTMY OWN COUNTRY.

You engaged in dispute about said political issue then when you didn’t agree you pulled out the serious and warnings.

You have views on my country because you have ONE friend who lives in Adelaide LOL

Like come on

Your right i didnt explicitly say dont be racist but i am sure thats implied.

 

[maryjaneforever]

Yes this is what started it. I told you to stop being racist and that didnt sit well with you

Your right i didnt explicitly say dont be racist but i am sure thats implied.

See you don’t even know what you’re on about.

Maybe my policital views on my own country didn’t sit well with you, as you only know ONE Australian, and that’s when you entered into a power trip on conflicting views.

I think you are in the wrong here mate.

 

[paranoid android]

See you don’t even know what you’re on about.

Maybe my policital views on my own country didn’t sit well with you, as you only know ONE Australian, and that’s when you entered into a power trip on conflicting views.

I think you are in the wrong here mate.

Here is what i said "What do Indians going to Australia have to do with anything?"

I see what i as doing there i was trying to be nice. I wont make that mistake again

And wht did Indians going to Australia have to do with this? Never once have i heard any of my Aussie friends say anything about Indians. Thankfully you havent soured my opinion of your country at all and i am still going there someday

How am i in the wrong here? Because i dont have anything against Indians and dont support your racist views?

 

[maryjaneforever]

Because your abusing your power mate

 

[paranoid android]

Because your abusing your power mate

How am i doing that? I asked for examples and got none.

 

[maryjaneforever]

You can’t engage in political convo and then when you don’t agree start pulling out warnings and bans and deletions. No. That’s dictatorship. You engaged. And didn’t agree.
And I don’t agree with anything you say. And you can’t handle people disagreeing with you.

 

[maryjaneforever]

It would be different if the convo was between me and someone else and you had to intervene. But the convo was between you and me and you pulled the power card. AFTER engaging in discussion.
Point proven. See ya

 

[paranoid android]

It would be different if the convo was between me and someone else and you had to intervene. But the convo was between you and me and you pulled the power card. AFTER engaging in discussion.
Point proven. See ya

All i said was "The place i most want to visit though is Australia. I wanna move there if i ever get the chance. If i ever get the money i wanna get a house in the outback and grow my own weed and opium. Being locked up in the psych ward and seeing the worst of people really makes me hate western society even more. I dont want to be a part of a society that treats its most vulnerable the way ive seen them be treated. I just want to live in the outback away from western society." end quote. Then out of nowhere you said and i quote "Sorry can’t, we just had mass immigration of Indians, no more room for deserving people like you and tony" end quote.

It is people like you that i want to move in the Australian outback away from. You should move to Alberta you would get along fine there.

 

[maryjaneforever]

All i said was "The place i most want to visit though is Australia. I wanna move there if i ever get the chance. If i ever get the money i wanna get a house in the outback and grow my own weed and opium. Being locked up in the psych ward and seeing the worst of people really makes me hate western society even more. I dont want to be a part of a society that treats its most vulnerable the way ive seen them be treated. I just want to live in the outback away from western society." end quote. Then out of nowhere you said and i quote "Sorry can’t, we just had mass immigration of Indians, no more room for deserving people like you and tony" end quote.

It is people like you that i want to move in the Australian outback away from. You should move to Alberta you would get along fine there.

Yeah I take back what I said. No more room for undeserving dictators like you.

It’s my country. And we don’t want you here anyway lol

And your still engaging proving that you are arguing with me and when I say something you don’t like you issue warnings and deletions.

Take the warning back.

As you can clearly see the warning is for disagreeing with moderators personal opinions.

Power trip much.

Don’t engage and then when you get your kickers in a twist pull the power card

 

[maryjaneforever]

@TonyTonyChopper
I retract my comment of “lol go hard or go home” I replace it with “mate go hard or go home”
I’m in so so so much trouble for this.
Hopefully you choose the latter and are not dead as paranoid Andrew is concerned I was convincing you into death.
I have received warnings and deletions due to me telling you to go hard or go home.
Choose the latter. Don’t let me be punished anymore. Go home buddy. Don’t die. Paranoid Andrew is so highly invested in where you are and how you’re doing, but is yet to offer any help or phone numbers or support services where you could stay or what you could do.
His only suggestion is that homeless people should stay in the psych ward because he had a great time smoking weed and cigarettes in his stay in the psych ward.
He’s just dictating “GO HOME”
Please do not GO HARD as I have suggested. Only GO HOME as you have been dictated to do so.
You are always welcome at my home in Australia.
Unlike that other pos.

Kind regards
Maryjane

 

[maryjaneforever]

You have been issued a (0 pt) warning for the following post:

Nope never fuck those Zionist abusers

lol go hard or go home

This warning was issued to you by paranoid android for the following reason:

MODERATORS: INSERT EXPLANATION HERE PLEASE

WHERES THE EXPLANATION???

There’s a warning with no explanation. No clarification.

Just a power trip. For six words.

WHATS THE REASON? SHOW ME THE RULE I HAVE BROKEN FOR SIX WORDS!

 

[maryjaneforever]

@TonyTonyChopper
Please accept my apology

 

[paranoid android]

Yeah I take back what I said. No more room for undeserving dictators like you.

It’s my country. And we don’t want you here anyway lol

And your still engaging proving that you are arguing with me and when I say something you don’t like you issue warnings and deletions.

Take the warning back.

As you can clearly see the warning is for disagreeing with moderators personal opinions.

Power trip much.

Don’t engage and then when you get your kickers in a twist pull the power card.

I have issued you exactly 1 official warning. I did however warn you multiple times before you got the official warning. I dete posts very rarely such as wen i issue a warning or infraction i dont just because i disagree with someone. You have resorted to name calling multiple times yet i did not issue a official warning. If i was going to give you warnings for me disagreeing i would issue them for you calling me a idiot i think. As you can see i did not.

Go back to thinking you were dead lol

You inspire me to only continue living and to speed up my goal of moving to Australia. Honestly ive never heard anyone from there that was actually like this. Though im sure they exist like in any other country. But then again i just wouldnt know those kinds of people. I have 2 other bler friends from Aussie and 1 is a Anarchist from Sydney the other is pretty left wing to also from Sydney.

I dont really want to live in the cities anyway i wanna live in the country as me and the city dont really get along here. I much prefer the country here anyway

@TonyTonyChopper
I retract my comment of “lol go hard or go home” I replace it with “mate go hard or go home”
I’m in so so so much trouble for this.
Hopefully you choose the latter and are not dead as paranoid Andrew is concerned I was convincing you into death.
I have received warnings and deletions due to me telling you to go hard or go home.
Choose the latter. Don’t let me be punished anymore. Go home buddy. Don’t die. Paranoid Andrew is so highly invested in where you are and how you’re doing, but is yet to offer any help or phone numbers or support services where you could stay or what you could do.
His only suggestion is that homeless people should stay in the psych ward because he had a great time smoking weed and cigarettes in his stay in the psych ward.
He’s just dictating “GO HOME”
Please do not GO HARD as I have suggested. Only GO HOME as you have been dictated to do so.
You are always welcome at my home in Australia.
Unlike that other pos.

Kind regards
Maryjane

How was i umm convincing him into death? Ok maybe because you are from Australia you dont understand why i told him to get inside as opposed to staying outside. I have been in -30c (when i lived in Toronto then Ottawa it doesent get that cold where i live) and you dont have hours to get inside you have minutes. I live way away from Ontario where tony lives hence why i couldnt offer him any help on phone numbers to get services because i live in a completely different part of the country. Here alot of the time its not lethally cold in winter but in Ontario it is very lethally cold. If he had taken your advice and stayed outside he would be dead.

You have been issued a (0 pt) warning for the following post:



This warning was issued to you by paranoid android for the following reason:





WHERES THE EXPLANATION???

There’s a warning with no explanation. No clarification.

Just a power trip. For six words.

WHATS THE REASON? SHOW ME THE RULE I HAVE BROKEN FOR SIX WORDS!

Thats because the reason is because of your past behaviors not this post. Now why did i pick this post you ask? well theres a easy answer its cause im fucking lazy and couldnt be bothered going back to any of your multiple posts that could have been enough for a warning but i didnt warn you. So i picked a random one sue me

 

[foodcrisis]

Go back to thinking you were dead lol

i think this and the "Go hard or go home" might be breaking this rule which is one of the first one "

• Treat others with respect; i.e. no "flaming," "trolling" or posting of "memes.""

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i think this thread there is border line breaking this rule a lot.. "

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not really seeing a lot of good from these threads and threads of invega posters.

 

[maryjaneforever]

I have issued you exactly 1 official warning. I did however warn you multiple times before you got the official warning. I dete posts very rarely such as wen i issue a warning or infraction i dont just because i disagree with someone. You have resorted to name calling multiple times yet i did not issue a official warning. If i was going to give you warnings for me disagreeing i would issue them for you calling me a idiot i think. As you can see i did not.



You inspire me to only continue living and to speed up my goal of moving to Australia. Honestly ive never heard anyone from there that was actually like this. Though im sure they exist like in any other country. But then again i just wouldnt know those kinds of people. I have 2 other bler friends from Aussie and 1 is a Anarchist from Sydney the other is pretty left wing to also from Sydney.

I dont really want to live in the cities anyway i wanna live in the country as me and the city dont really get along here. I much prefer the country here anyway


How was i umm convincing him into death? Ok maybe because you are from Australia you dont understand why i told him to get inside as opposed to staying outside. I have been in -30c (when i lived in Toronto then Ottawa it doesent get that cold where i live) and you dont have hours to get inside you have minutes. I live way away from Ontario where tony lives hence why i couldnt offer him any help on phone numbers to get services because i live in a completely different part of the country. Here alot of the time its not lethally cold in winter but in Ontario it is very lethally cold. If he had taken your advice and stayed outside he would be dead.


Thats because the reason is because of your past behaviors not this post. Now why did i pick this post you ask? well theres a easy answer its cause im fucking lazy and couldnt be bothered going back to any of your multiple posts that could have been enough for a warning but i didnt warn you. So i picked a random one sue me

You’re such a liar. You got your kickers in a twist for go hard or go home and then started you shit from there.
It was always that post. Oh you’re too lazy to do your job? Too lazy so I just gave you a warning a random post that I picked. No sorry you went back and could quote my Indian post, and ALL my other posts, but I just randomly picked that post COZ IT HAD LOL IN IT!!! NO THATS NOT HOW IT WORKS. YOU HAD AN ISSUE WITH GO HARD OR GO HOME AND CHOSE TO WARN ME ON THAT POST WHICH WASNT IN VIOLATION OF THE RULES LOL

SORRY YOU DONT UNDERSTAND MY AUSTRALIAN CULTURE AS YPUVE NEVER BEEN HERE AND THATS HOW WE SPEAK. CHAMP.

Can you read? I said you said I was convincing him into death, not you. When did I ever convince him to stay in the cold? Ever? I said go hard or go home.

Go hard could mean go on an adventure. I never once convinced him to stay in the cold.

You are wrong and you abuse your power when you get your kickers in a twist.

NOT JUST WITH ME. SOOOOOOO MANY PEOPLE HAVE SAID THIS!!!!!! SOOOOOO MANY!!!!!

Lol you know 3 people from Australia. Haha congratulations, you must know everything about my country.

Have you finished your power trip yet? Or u want to keep going? You think you know it all and you don’t. I have proven you wrong soooooooo many times. So many! You just always pull the mod card and think your opinion is more superior. Sweetie it’s not I hate to break it to you.

 

[Ammarishot]

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