• The Dark Side 💕 Welcome Guest 💕
    Posting Rules Bluelight Rules
    Notable Threads Urgent Hotlines
    Bereavement Mindfulness
    Suicide Support Anger Management
  • TDS Moderators: AlphaMethylPhenyl | paranoid android

Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 9

Status
Not open for further replies.
maryjaneforever said:
U calling me a liar? Maybe that’s why your on zyprexa. Paranoid schizophrenia or something.
Read and weep skeptic

www.theguardian.com

‘Urgent’ action needed after Melbourne woman’s near decade in solitary confinement in mental health facility, judge says

Woman remains in seclusion after being found not guilty of assault due to mental impairment in 2015
www.theguardian.com www.theguardian.com
Click to expand...

I actually dont currently have any clinical diagnoses besides anxiety and PTSD so no i dont have paranoid schizophrenia.

I was wrong the guardian is a good source. This story is disgusting me! The people that work in these places are generally awful . How do all these people that work there not help this woman? This is disgusting

foodcrisis said:
yeah.. i managed to keep pretty cool in the psychward. i have a total flight response and don't really hit people, so i'm pretty good.. like i have this thing when i'm tripped out where i totally want to avoid contact and will move to the corner of a room or whatever to get my own space. i get scared in a way... but a couple times i like randomly growled and kind of got into a trance for a second when in my own space cause of anxiety and just being generally super pissed off at the situation.. it only happened a couple times... i yelled for a quick second one time after going on this few minute spiel about my faith and how i didn't believe in these drugs for the people that were there when i was in the room by myself out the door at the staff.. in my head i was like "i know they are going to drug me", so i couldn't stay cool. i think if i didn't freak out, they might've let me out with out medicating me.

i remember i was in the psychwrad for a week one time before and i was just super hyper active and happy the whole time. they let me have a hand held radio and i did kareoke like adam sandler or tenacious d to the rock station like way too much for me to understand not being drugged.. there was this big hall way and i was spending time flicking chekers off a table and then running down the hall way trying to collect all the checkers as fast as possible. then i was like crying out of my mind at other moments.. that hospital was pretty weird. like i was nice to the staff the whole time and could make sense to them that i was just bored and trying to recover from being anxious... i didn't really harrass any body and kept to myself.. but idk. i was acting pretty weird. i think some doctors might've drugged me with how i was acting.
Click to expand...

Ya your best bet is to keep cool and try not to assault anyone lol. When i got injected with invega and my psychosis went away i learned to keep my head down then could smoke all the weed and cigs i wanted in there. I kust focused on getting the fuck out of that horrile place. Being in that place was far worse then being injected with invega. It was fucking traumatizing.
 
paranoid android said:
I actually dont currently have any clinical diagnoses besides anxiety and PTSD so no i dont have paranoid schizophrenia.

I was wrong the guardian is a good source. This story is disgusting me! The people that work in these places are generally awful . How do all these people that work there not help this woman? This is disgusting



Ya your best bet is to keep cool and try not to assault anyone lol. When i got injected with invega and my psychosis went away i learned to keep my head down then could smoke all the weed and cigs i wanted in there. I kust focused on getting the fuck out of that horrile place. Being in that place was far worse then being injected with invega. It was fucking traumatizing.
Click to expand...
I still don't understand how you could smoke weed after psychosis/ invega. It must have been a loose psych ward to get weed into as well. No chance in hell imwe could smoke or get weed into the ward i got locked on.
 
IOSIP said:
I still don't understand how you could smoke weed after psychosis/ invega. It must have been a loose psych ward to get weed into as well. No chance in hell imwe could smoke or get weed into the ward i got locked on.
Click to expand...

Weed worked fine with me when i was o invega. I fact one of the first things i did when i woke up after getting a invega injection and my psychosis ended was smoke a joint. That psych ward was very loose. We had weed, cigs and takeout. Noone ever got searched there.
 
paranoid android said:
Weed worked fine with me when i was o invega. I fact one of the first things i did when i woke up after getting a invega injection and my psychosis ended was smoke a joint. That psych ward was very loose. We had weed, cigs and takeout. Noone ever got searched there.
Click to expand...
The ward i ended in was like a prison. Completely locked down from the outside world no escape. Could only see family after being lead through several locked doors. Met them in a locked room.

Man thinking about it gives me anxiety. What a fucking nightmare.
 
Lol just got into a major major fight with my entire family. It is clear we won't be speaking for many months to come. Idgaf I'm used to being alone. All my friends cut me off after they found out im "crazy" and now ive had enough with my own family calling me crazy when I go on angry outbursts about psychiatry and issues going on in Palestine. Sucks I lost the only support I have but I have God , he is the only one I need.
 
TonyTonyChopper said:
Lol just got into a major major fight with my entire family. It is clear we won't be speaking for many months to come. Idgaf I'm used to being alone. All my friends cut me off after they found out im "crazy" and now ive had enough with my own family calling me crazy when I go on angry outbursts about psychiatry and issues going on in Palestine. Sucks I lost the only support I have but I have God , he is the only one I need.
Click to expand...
Only crazy people understand crazy people. There’s no point wasting your breath with “normal” people.
That’s why you have angry outbursts about psychiatry with us, your fellow crazy people ;).
 
I often get in fights with my father. Trying to explain why everything is a waste of fucking time in this state
 
Lol I talked all about antipsychiatry today to my chinese family doctor. He said I use the internet too much and have weird thought pattern and im getting into conspiracy theory territory hahaha. I literlly just wanted an MAOI but idc i got something better. I got him to see the evil of psychiatry and even showed him the article of his own country arresting and injecting ppl who criticize the chinese communist government. He thinks im crazy now but idgaf got my point across. Now its time to meet my current child molesters psychiatrist and ask why he touches kids and why he prescribes antipsychotics which murder thousands of people per year. Oh I also want an MAOI from him which he probably wont give me. Eh, might as well try again.
 
IOSIP said:
The ward i ended in was like a prison. Completely locked down from the outside world no escape. Could only see family after being lead through several locked doors. Met them in a locked room.

Man thinking about it gives me anxiety. What a fucking nightmare.
Click to expand...

Jesus christ that is insane. Where you in the forensics unit of the psych ward or the regular part? If the regular part was like that it's fucked. Your psych patients not convicted criminals. There ws no searches in our psych psych ward at all and honestly if you wherent violent there it wasent that bad.Some of the nurses there where total cunts for sure but some like that old guy we had just left us alone.

I just cant believe that they treat psych patients like criminals
 
TonyTonyChopper said:
Lol I talked all about antipsychiatry today to my chinese family doctor. He said I use the internet too much and have weird thought pattern and im getting into conspiracy theory territory hahaha. I literlly just wanted an MAOI but idc i got something better. I got him to see the evil of psychiatry and even showed him the article of his own country arresting and injecting ppl who criticize the chinese communist government. He thinks im crazy now but idgaf got my point across. Now its time to meet my current child molesters psychiatrist and ask why he touches kids and why he prescribes antipsychotics which murder thousands of people per year. Oh I also want an MAOI from him which he probably wont give me. Eh, might as well try again.
Click to expand...

Did you perhaps stop and think that you are perhaps coming off as abit unstable here? Calling your shrink a child molester and asking him why he touches kids is just going to come across as insane i am sorry. Why are you calling him a child molester for god sakes?
 
Does anyone else wake up each day and just not want to get out of bed because of that invega feeling? Like i lay in bed awake not wanting to get up becuase it's just another day of absolute anhedonia and nothing to look forward to.
 
paranoid android said:
Jesus christ that is insane. Where you in the forensics unit of the psych ward or the regular part? If the regular part was like that it's fucked. Your psych patients not convicted criminals. There ws no searches in our psych psych ward at all and honestly if you wherent violent there it wasent that bad.Some of the nurses there where total cunts for sure but some like that old guy we had just left us alone.

I just cant believe that they treat psych patients like criminals
Click to expand...
I was in thenpaet you go to when your and involuntary patient. I got brought into hospital in handcuffs because I was that off my face.
 
paranoid android said:
Did you perhaps stop and think that you are perhaps coming off as abit unstable here? Calling your shrink a child molester and asking him why he touches kids is just going to come across as insane i am sorry. Why are you calling him a child molester for god sakes?
Click to expand...
Look up his CPSO it literlly says "restricted". Trust me this idiot psychiatrist told me one day that he will give me a pamphlet on MAOI , SSRI , SNRI and he will let me choose between one of them on the next appointment. Well next appointment comes and I say I want the MAOI and he says " no no no , MAOI are dangerous I can't give you that one" like what? why the fck did he lie to me? . I mean he is LGBT and Arab. Cant expect more tbh.
 
TonyTonyChopper said:
Look up his CPSO it literlly says "restricted". Trust me this idiot psychiatrist told me one day that he will give me a pamphlet on MAOI , SSRI , SNRI and he will let me choose between one of them on the next appointment. Well next appointment comes and I say I want the MAOI and he says " no no no , MAOI are dangerous I can't give you that one" like what? why the fck did he lie to me? . I mean he is LGBT and Arab. Cant expect more tbh.
Click to expand...

What does him being LGBT and Arab have to do with it? You maybe see why you come off as abit unstable here?
 
TonyTonyChopper said:
Look up his CPSO it literlly says "restricted". Trust me this idiot psychiatrist told me one day that he will give me a pamphlet on MAOI , SSRI , SNRI and he will let me choose between one of them on the next appointment. Well next appointment comes and I say I want the MAOI and he says " no no no , MAOI are dangerous I can't give you that one" like what? why the fck did he lie to me? . I mean he is LGBT and Arab. Cant expect more tbh.
Click to expand...
So did he give you anything at all?
 
TonyTonyChopper said:
Look up his CPSO it literlly says "restricted". Trust me this idiot psychiatrist told me one day that he will give me a pamphlet on MAOI , SSRI , SNRI and he will let me choose between one of them on the next appointment. Well next appointment comes and I say I want the MAOI and he says " no no no , MAOI are dangerous I can't give you that one" like what? why the fck did he lie to me? . I mean he is LGBT and Arab. Cant expect more tbh.
Click to expand...
I really don't think and maoi is going to be the thing that saves you tony. I think your grasping at straws.
 
IOSIP said:
I really don't think and maoi is going to be the thing that saves you tony. I think your grasping at straws.
Click to expand...
Like I wish it would but I think that you just need more time to heal. We all do. This shit is totally fucked.
 
Status
Not open for further replies.
Top