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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 9

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wbga said:
I came off already last year's august. I am off 6 months.
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If its any consulation it took me a year or more to feel totally normal. Howver my recovery was delayed by shitty latuda which gave me akathisia really bad
 
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wbga said:
I am getting better every month.

I am waiting 1 year mark.

I should be back to normal.
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My attention span was the last thing to come back but that could have just as easily have been the akathisia from the shitty latuda
 
InvegaAnon said:
I never had a great attention span. It had gotten better, not sure if it's normal yet.
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Mine hasent been great in awile. No doubt zopiclones affect on memory is somewhat to blame
fenec said:
We're all a danger to society or we wouldn't have received these injections mdrr
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Not true. Atleast not in Canada anyway. You need only be a danger to yourself to be committed involuntarily here. When your involuntary and you refuse meds you get thrown in solitary and injected with ativan i think. Or atleast i think thats what they shot me up with. With it had been midaz instead lol

fenec said:
Lol it seems you are children of heart we are all in the same boat and have hatred we have
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He is likely very mentally ill so its perhaps not best to judge him to harshly. I had alot of hatred when i first came out of the psych ward. I was pissed off at being taken off all my meds most importantly the benzos and morphine, pissed at being locked up for 6 months in a place that sucked balls worse then i could ever imagine anything besides jail would. When i got out the first thing i did was call my coke dealer and get a few grams delivered just so i could forget all that bullshit. That sort of worked until i oded on coke one day, had a seizure and scared the fuck out of everyone.

Now i am back on my meds just in lower doses because im not addicted anymore. I havent done coke now in about 2 or 3 years and i dont miss it really. Psychedelics and s ketamine are far better drugs to take and far safer. Im no longer pissed off really as im doing better now then before i went inside. It just takes time really
 
maryjaneforever said:
You cannot say that if you’ve never been to jail.
I’ve been to both. Jail is worse.
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lol I'm not it's how prisons are in America but here in France your TV cannabis is your head, in psychiatry isolation tied to the bed plus strangled poison etc and so on you're a fucking zombie
 
wbga said:

Federal Law​

Under U.S. federal law, threats of violence, including death threats, are punishable offenses.

(1) 18 U.S. Code § 875 – Threats in Interstate Communications​

  • It is a crime to use the internet, phone, or other forms of communication to threaten to harm or kill someone.
  • If convicted, the offender can face up to 5 years in prison.

If someone has made a direct and specific online threat to kill their mother, the FBI has the authority to investigate, as this is a federal crime.
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Traitor, Article 22 everyone does what they want
 
wbga said:
Where did he go?

Is crazy monkey circus over?
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What's the point of humiliating people and taking the piss out of them? Why don't you leave him alone instead of making things worse? You say he's just a kid, but you're playing games.
 
TonyTonyChopper said:
talking to that retard literlly gave me psychosis no joke. I added him on facebook and I started talking about everything. He is so manupilative and tried to veer me off my religion and believing polythiesm which is literlly evil . and I dont remember the details but I was angry and pissed from talking to him. Blocked him on facebook and stopped using that site full of misinformation.
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A OK to yeah weird
 
fenec said:
Traitor, Article 22 everyone does what they want
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There is NO "Article 22" that allows people to do whatever they want, especially when it involves threats or violence. Calling someone a "traitor" doesn't make threats legal. Actions have consequences, and this statement is simply wrong.
 
wbga said:
6 months off//

I don't feel much regrets and depression as used to until 4 months
but I feel no interest in anything yet.

I don't want to walk.
I don't want to learn.
I don't want to meditate.
I don't want to watch netflix or youtube anymore. -> This made me endure some pain for few months.

I lost all that ambition about getting money, achieving something etc.
I am tired of everything.

Just want to rest entire life.

I don't need recognition.
I don't need much money just peace.

I don't need a girl(Although I have one)
just tiring.

I guess this feeling is also side effect of invega.

I don't have sputum in the morning anymore like I used to.

There is still shortness of breath.
I can't still lose my weight I gained after invega although I eat only once a day.

So there is still the effect of invega going on.

Life feels so much more blunt and grey.

I just want peace.
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I too had noticed spitting before but I always sneeze in the morning, inchallah you will heal courage I wish you to be at peace with yourself
 
paranoid android said:
Mine hasent been great in awile. No doubt zopiclones affect on memory is somewhat to blame


Not true. Atleast not in Canada anyway. You need only be a danger to yourself to be committed involuntarily here. When your involuntary and you refuse meds you get thrown in solitary and injected with ativan i think. Or atleast i think thats what they shot me up with. With it had been midaz instead lol



He is likely very mentally ill so its perhaps not best to judge him to harshly. I had alot of hatred when i first came out of the psych ward. I was pissed off at being taken off all my meds most importantly the benzos and morphine, pissed at being locked up for 6 months in a place that sucked balls worse then i could ever imagine anything besides jail would. When i got out the first thing i did was call my coke dealer and get a few grams delivered just so i could forget all that bullshit. That sort of worked until i oded on coke one day, had a seizure and scared the fuck out of everyone.

Now i am back on my meds just in lower doses because im not addicted anymore. I havent done coke now in about 2 or 3 years and i dont miss it really. Psychedelics and s ketamine are far better drugs to take and far safer. Im no longer pissed off really as im doing better now then before i went inside. It just takes time really
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I speak for society we're a danger yes me neither I didn't need this shit and my fucked up solitary confinement
 
wbga said:
There is NO "Article 22" that allows people to do whatever they want, especially when it involves threats or violence. Calling someone a "traitor" doesn't make threats legal. Actions have consequences, and this statement is simply wrong.
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I invented this is Article mdrr you're a sheep my brother
 
wbga said:
There is NO "Article 22" that allows people to do whatever they want, especially when it involves threats or violence. Calling someone a "traitor" doesn't make threats legal. Actions have consequences, and this statement is simply wrong.
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JUSTICE FUCKS ITS MOTHER THE LAST JUDGE I SAW HAD MORE VICE THAN THE DEALER IN MY STREET
 
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