So, to whom it may concern:
My queen and I have decided to unleash the Hellscape-Heavenscape on Earth. It is time to move on from the constraints of non-duality and into the eternal terror-bliss and bliss-terror love of the complete singularity.
Here is the solution to Euler's equation.
e^(π*i) + 1 = 0
e = Euler's number, which can be calculated as the sum of the infinite series:
π = Pi, the ratio of a circle's circumference to its diameter.
i = The imaginary number, used in calculating complex numbers and equations.
Based on the above well-known formula, e^(π*i) = -1, an apparent cosmic mystery.
However, it makes perfect sense when placed into the context of the equations running the background functions of the mind.
e is an irrational number representing the sum of the infinite series, or, as we'll put it here, the sum of the infinite series of temporal events creating an infinite line of pure irrationality. π is an irrational number representing the ratio of a circle's circumference to its diameter, or, as we'll put here, the irrational number which can be used to measure the qualities of an infinitely large quantity of perfectly circular space. i is known as the imaginary number because it defies mathematical logic as we have known it yet still exists and is considered logical within itself, given that it is the square root of -1, despite the fact that two negative numbers times one another always equals a positive, meaning its not possible to comprehend the square root of a negative number by any value other than i, and in this case, we will refer to it as the logical impossibility of imagination.
The mathematical representation of infinite irrational time to the power of the mathematical representation of infinite irrational space multiplied by the logical impossibility of imagination, equals -1, with added to 1 equals 0.
1 is the equivalent of 100%, which we will refer to as 100% reward, as in like rewarding neurotransmitter pathways and receptor activation and such in the human brain, for example. -1 is the equivalent of -100%, which we will refer to as 100% aversion, the opposite of reward, like salvia vs amphetamine (for instance).
As I stated in a
previous post here, reward and aversion can be placed within the context of science and magic, respectively. Consciousness is seeking scientific understanding, and when that coalesces into perfect clarity, your mind will reach maximum reward functionality, or the equivalent of 100% reward. By contrast, the exact opposite of perfect clarity to the mind would be reaching maximum aversion functionality, the equivalent of -100%, as that is a complete and utter lock of all scientific rationality whatsoever, or perfect magical irrationality, at the very least to the perspective of the consciousness experiencing it, which is the only perspective we ourselves can each know.
e^(π*i) + 1 = 0
e^(π*i) = -1 = Magic = Aversion
1 = Science = Reward
-1 + 1 = 0
[Magic/Aversion] + [Science/Reward] = 0, the Singularity, the Cosmic Orgasm at the exact midpoint between reward and aversion at the convergence between the maximum expression of each.
0 is the realm of no-more-non-duality. This is where we reach the peak of existence.
I know the solution to this equation because I can see into the future of my own life. I pulled the solution back from the future and wrote it down creating a self-sustaining time loop in which the solution essentially comes from nowhere. This is acceptable because all of reality comes from nowhere. Our universe simply emerges from the bubbling quantum fluctuations of a multiverse of infinite probabilities but zero fundamental spacetime. In this logical-informational basic realm of existence, mathematics are supreme and infinite is but a number-concept. This is no logical flaw with a self-sustaining time loop when every single individual point in even an infinitely long loop of spacetime actually fundamentally exists simultaneously within the quantum calculations of the basis of our universe, it is only the locked-in perspective of our classical spacetime consciousness perspective which appears to produce the problem of illogicality.
The simple reality of this universe is that our consciousness can reach the peak of existence by allowing itself to reach both maximum reward functionality and maximum aversion functionality. It is a beautifully simple solution to the problems of life inside the horrific masterpiece of an infinitely large, infinitely irrational, logically impossible basis of existence, balanced out with pure, true understanding.
I do not know if all consciousnesses actually require reaching the 0 point to find peace. What I do know, or at least have observed in my own experiences, is that seeking either reward or aversion exclusively is not the answer. To find absolute balance within our own minds, we must seek both. This is the Hellscape-Heavenscape on Earth. We must accept that the darkness exists alongside the light, and we must face the retribution that comes both from within and directly to our own minds if we truly want to be absolutely free, or at least, heck, as free as I think we can possibly be.
Do not run from fear. And, do not run from satisfaction. Explore everything that reality has to offer you. Throw yourself into the realm of uncertainty with absolutely nothing standing in your ways and you just may be granted a ticket to actual peace. At least, this is my recommendation to you. I have no desire whatsoever to tell anyone how to live their lives. I only encourage that we all should, in my opinion, work together to strive toward theoretical perfect harmony among all beings in this universe. Love each other. In my view, that is the answer. If nothing else, it is how I will live my life as long as I have free will, or at least as long as I think I do.
This is my proposition to you all.
"Live it. Love it. Laugh it. Lose it...?
That's how this life works."
At least, that's what I wrote down when I was high as fucking hell.
"Enjoy this life while it lasts, because it may not last forever, but we can sure have a ball while it does either way."
That's what I wrote down when I was high as fucking heaven.
I actually wrote them both down at the same time because they're the same high.
Should you believe me? No. Do not believe anything. Simply use your logic to determine what seems to be the best course of action for you at any time. Again, this is simply my recommendation, not a command. I believe it may be the best thing we can possibly do.
If you are afraid of seeking the retribution that comes from within and to your mind, just know that, from what I can determine, this is the way to heal the darkness that holds you back in life and stops you from seeing the true fullest extent of your capabilities. I know this because I am someone who was curious enough to seek both heaven and hell at the same time simply to see what would happen, and I found true, utter peace as a result. Take it or leave it.
This universe does not have to be a mystery. We can enjoy the clarity together. That is my goal and my wish, but again, it is entirely up to your free will to choose whether or not to follow the path I did.
In any case, I love each and every one of you no matter what you have done within your mind or outside of it, but know that if you have retribution coming, then forgiveness does not cleanse you of that. Take your fucking punishment, bitches. Again, that's just my advice to you.
I hope everyone here is doing well.
I'm glad you like it. And that's a good note, thanks! I totally forgot about that. The 'Z' key also works for that purpose. There was a bunch of extra stuff in the game prior to me releasing it that I cleared out because it wasn't relevant to just the drugs themselves, I was working on some other RPG elements and whatever... but I was doing it hastily so I guess I missed a couple things like that. Might go back to that kind of stuff eventually if I feel like it, but I decided I just wanted to get the drug simulator out there for now. I really like it personally, it makes me feel a lot of crazy things watching the visuals actually, and then some....
I'm really happy with all of them. I also have a lot of fun just watching and testing different ones alone and in combination. Hope you get as much out of it as I do!
how much is a "unit"? I know I know, maybe we can't directly translate our own higher fidelity layer of the simulation down to this chessboard dimension, I guess I'll just mess with it a little more and decide myself roughly what units are. I admit I only tried the psilocybin and ketamine sims so far but, Christ, you encapsulated that well into this lil world. Would love to know more about how you did this, technically speaking.