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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 9

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destroylonely said:
how painful can it get for you? i have asthma so this makes it so much worse for me.
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So basically what this medicine does in summary is that it blocks the energy flowing in our body system, fuck up our immune system.

I had bad skin when I was young and healed fully after but this brought me back this skin disease and it is making me really hard to breathe.

It is just severe discomfort that I can't breathe especially in the morning.

Even now I can't breathe properly.
 
wbga said:
So basically what this medicine does in summary is that it blocks the energy flowing in our body system, fuck up our immune system.

I had bad skin when I was young and healed fully after but this brought me back this skin disease and it is making me really hard to breathe.

It is just severe discomfort that I can't breathe especially in the morning.

Even now I can't breathe properly.
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Sauna detoxes it maybe and exercise .
 
wbga said:
So basically what this medicine does in summary is that it blocks the energy flowing in our body system, fuck up our immune system.

I had bad skin when I was young and healed fully after but this brought me back this skin disease and it is making me really hard to breathe.

It is just severe discomfort that I can't breathe especially in the morning.

Even now I can't breathe properly.
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it's also worse in the morning for me as well. i truly hope it isn't permanent because i can't live with this wheezing and shortness of breath.
 
julianlz7 said:
That’s why I’m losing my mind because suffering is bad enough but not being able to sleep is the icing on the cake of suffering that’s why I truly do believe I’m in hell like IOSIP said I just want to be able to sleep again but I’m wide awake 247 I can’t take this anymore I never knew pain like this existed until I’m experiencing it right now
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Suffering like that is out of this world, none can get close to imagining it or understanding it. Worst nightmares if multiplied by millions in severity would not fit the definition of the pain, it is too far out of scope of imagination and comprehension.

I'm now 80% recovered. This is a huge milestone and if someone like me who is a gradual recoverer can get to this point after so many years then there's hope for almost everyone going off invega/neuroleptics. My recovery is still ongoing but differences become noticeable only at a larger timescale, but it was always gradual and I never had sudden improvement.
 
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Youwillrecover said:
Broooooooo i just wanna die even tho your advice is great and thank you for trying. But... Im broken. I cannot and dont want to experience this anymore. I never been this bad in my life and thats where they abuse me the most. You have no idea what it means to live with psycho parents. Combine it with constant fight or flight because they threaten me i cannot go independent because i barely have energy to clean my room. I live with monsters who are called mother and a father for some reason.
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Move out. Simple. No one is going to change your life but you. Move out. Do something. Other than whinge as you so meanly picked on IOSIP for whinging while he’s two months out.
Move out. Get on with your life. It’s time to grow up you’re an adult now.
 
maryjaneforever said:
Move out. Simple. No one is going to change your life but you. Move out. Do something. Other than whinge as you so meanly picked on IOSIP for whinging while he’s two months out.
Move out. Get on with your life. It’s time to grow up you’re an adult now.
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Nah you dont understand that i have strongly traumatised nervous system and they threaten me while i been through hell in these hospitals and misdiagnosis and forced drugging. I cannot move out in such state
 
Youwillrecover said:
Maybe we should not but calling someone trying take his own life pathetic is pathetic. Dude i been abused by the system and evil family wants to see me suffer and constantly threaten me. Idgaf. Im out. Where do i order this sodium nitrite shit
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Get a girl to hug you or something
 
Power of love can heal cells literally. But you need to be into David Hawkins and deepak chopra to realize it
 
Youwillrecover said:
Nah you dont understand that i have strongly traumatised nervous system and they threaten me while i been through hell in these hospitals and misdiagnosis and forced drugging. I cannot move out in such state
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I was homeless upon leaving the psych ward. I have moved twice in the last 12 months while brain dead and traumatised from Invega.
There’s no excuses. If you have a serious problem remove it from your life. Move out. Time to put your big boy pants on and see what the real world is like.
IOSIP said:
Get a girl to hug you or something
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Loooooooool
 
maryjaneforever said:
I was homeless upon leaving the psych ward. I have moved twice in the last 12 months while brain dead and traumatised from Invega.
There’s no excuses. If you have a serious problem remove it from your life. Move out. Time to put your big boy pants on and see what the real world is like.

Loooooooool
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Yeah everyone is exactly the same as you. Chill
 
Youwillrecover said:
Yeah everyone is exactly the same as you. Chill
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I would love for you to get to experience an invega injection just for a day. For all the stuff you say you really have no idea how lucky you are not to have been injected with invega. It's actually causes side effects that would make you suicidal

All your problems are external you perceive everything around you as an issue.

Your not suicidal your just attention seeking
 
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