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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 9

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Everyone will heal with time, it’s not possible for the drug or poison to stay in the body forever. Looks like no one gave themselves enough time to recover. Everyone who recovered got off the forums and stop updating they’re status to live they’re lifes in real life so everyone is going to recover and I am too
 
That’s a lot of recovery stories, that shows that everyone will undoubtedly recover from this shit just need time and all the things to help the progress
 
My sexual function getting ultra satisfying on high cbd low thc edibles. Trully reccomend cannabis to everyone that want to find a relief. Just please aim for low thc so you dont end up psychotic
 
Where do I find all the recovery stories? I’m desperate to find some positivity and hope of getting off this drug
 
How much more time or months will it take me to fully recover back to normal or better? It’s been about 4 months since my last injection( 4 shots in total) im positive and sure im returning to my normal self eventually I just wanna know how much longer it will take because I want to drink and smoke again and live life like before I had a good life until the poison robbed me of everything but I know god will bring me back to normal and even better than before 🙏
 
Seriously life on earth = hell. I can't believe how fucked i am and the doctor treating me is just treating me like a second class citizen. There is almost no hope left for me. I might never be able to work again this akathisia is a nightmare
 
I'm a shell of my former self I'm just devastated this has happened to me. I don't think I'll ever recover.
 
julianlz7 said:
How much more time or months will it take me to fully recover back to normal or better? It’s been about 4 months since my last injection( 4 shots in total) im positive and sure im returning to my normal self eventually I just wanna know how much longer it will take because I want to drink and smoke again and live life like before I had a good life until the poison robbed me of everything but I know god will bring me back to normal and even better than before 🙏
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8-12 months. I was still very bad at 6 months.
 
Earth = hell. Because surely suicide isn't the only option for me and yet it feels like an option. I'm so sick of loving like this guys.
 
IOSIP said:
I'm a shell of my former self I'm just devastated this has happened to me. I don't think I'll ever recover.
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You will recover, the drug or poison won’t stay in your body forever there’s an end to this hell and pain
 
julianlz7 said:
You will recover, the drug or poison won’t stay in your body forever there’s an end to this hell and pain
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It's so scary though, every day I feel the same. Devoid of life anxious no pleasure no reason for living. Akathisia from the start to the end of the day.
 
It's my birthday tomorrow I turn 38. I couldn't care less i dont want birthday messages from people. I just want this nightmare to stop. But it isn't stopping it just keeps going.

I'm just so scared guys that I'm going to live in poverty the rest of my life with a disability either that or i kill myself which I can't stomach the thought of.

Why did this happen, what is this reality we live in. God cannot exist surely.
 
Past 2 nights i haven't even been sleeping just laying there all night with my eyes closed. This is awful I'm so over it.
 
Earth = hell. Just turn on the news and look at all the horrible ways people die every day all across the world. Look at the wars. Look at the murder. God has forsaken us. We are being punished already. I'm scared for what awaits us when we die. There is no guarantee it's going to be any better.
 
IOSIP said:
It's my birthday tomorrow I turn 38. I couldn't care less i dont want birthday messages from people. I just want this nightmare to stop. But it isn't stopping it just keeps going.

I'm just so scared guys that I'm going to live in poverty the rest of my life with a disability either that or i kill myself which I can't stomach the thought of.

Why did this happen, what is this reality we live in. God cannot exist surely.
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Keep going and be strong I know how hard it is too because I have 20+ horrible side effects and also can’t sleep at all some nights 0 hours 0! But I know I will recover and be stronger than the doctor who did this to us you will recover too the brain and body has ability to heal after time even tho right now it feels like eternity
 
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