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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 9

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Youwillrecover said:
The fact that you could feel euphoric is huge step into beleieving of full recovery. Just keep pushing. Cant you go to random psychiatrist? Just say you have anxiety they will 100% prescribe it its not benzo. You will love it. Stuff legit makes you euphoric af
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Yes true it means my dopamine receptors are not dead yet and dopamine can make into them but idk it doesnt make sense cuz im at 6th half life now so most of invega should be gone yet i feel no dopamine . Either it means my receptors are damaged @t_xeplionhell mentioned in v5 that when invega bings to dopamine receptors it bends them so much that invega does significant damage so it takes a long time to repair. Idk how true his research was. Also even if i tell a doctor i got anxiety there is no gurantee he will give me pregabaline. If i suggest it he wont give it, they have ego here.

Youwillrecover said:
60% thc jesus brah. From my ganja knowledge if there would be no cbd you could go psychotic from such high dose. But might be wrong. I know cbd is great for soothing the nervous system and its antipsychotic so i dont get it why they make these strains with 1% cbd. Its stupid
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i smoked 70% cart in october with 1% cbd and i didnt go psychotic lol. I know my limits once i get to 80 and higher i start to have delusions which i did cuz in nov i did 80% and i start getting delusions but it went away as soon as i stop smokin.
 
TonyTonyChopper said:
Yes true it means my dopamine receptors are not dead yet and dopamine can make into them but idk it doesnt make sense cuz im at 6th half life now so most of invega should be gone yet i feel no dopamine . Either it means my receptors are damaged @t_xeplionhell mentioned in v5 that when invega bings to dopamine receptors it bends them so much that invega does significant damage so it takes a long time to repair. Idk how true his research was. Also even if i tell a doctor i got anxiety there is no gurantee he will give me pregabaline. If i suggest it he wont give it, they have ego here.


i smoked 70% cart in october with 1% cbd and i didnt go psychotic lol. I know my limits once i get to 80 and higher i start to have delusions which i did cuz in nov i did 80% and i start getting delusions but it went away as soon as i stop smokin.
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I was at private psychiatrist. It costed 400 zł. When you go private they 100% prescribe cause you give them money. And about that i saw plenty recovery stories and many of them claimed recovery was suden. So like you wait 11 months and suddenly at 12 month you feel much better recovered almost. Thats how it is.
 
TonyTonyChopper said:
Yes true it means my dopamine receptors are not dead yet and dopamine can make into them but idk it doesnt make sense cuz im at 6th half life now so most of invega should be gone yet i feel no dopamine . Either it means my receptors are damaged @t_xeplionhell mentioned in v5 that when invega bings to dopamine receptors it bends them so much that invega does significant damage so it takes a long time to repair. Idk how true his research was. Also even if i tell a doctor i got anxiety there is no gurantee he will give me pregabaline. If i suggest it he wont give it, they have ego here.


i smoked 70% cart in october with 1% cbd and i didnt go psychotic lol. I know my limits once i get to 80 and higher i start to have delusions which i did cuz in nov i did 80% and i start getting delusions but it went away as soon as i stop smokin.
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Good but why they make 1% cbd is stupid. Cbd soothes the nervous system sooo good. The sleep is amazing after cbd
 
Youwillrecover said:
I was at private psychiatrist. It costed 400 zł. When you go private they 100% prescribe cause you give them money. And about that i saw plenty recovery stories and many of them claimed recovery was suden. So like you wait 11 months and suddenly at 12 month you feel much better recovered almost. Thats how it is.
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here all psychiatrists are free its not like the us. the waitlist is like 1-2 years and they treat u like trash , i fkn hate my current psychatrist the way he talks pisses me off . im not homophobic but that disgusting psychiatrist is 100% a closeted homo from the way he talks.

I pray i feel much better in 2 months . im very close to 1 year. Imagine what u say really happens liek i have no anhedonia blank mind , motivation in january but in feb it all changes I PRAY PRAY PRAY that happens. But unlikely since i had 10 invega and 3 haldol. Most likely will happen is i heal in september at 18 months
 
TonyTonyChopper said:
here all psychiatrists are free its not like the us. the waitlist is like 1-2 years and they treat u like trash , i fkn hate my current psychatrist the way he talks pisses me off . im not homophobic but that disgusting psychiatrist is 100% a closeted homo from the way he talks.

I pray i feel much better in 2 months . im very close to 1 year. Imagine what u say really happens liek i have no anhedonia blank mind , motivation in january but in feb it all changes I PRAY PRAY PRAY that happens. But unlikely since i had 10 invega and 3 haldol. Most likely will happen is i hear in september at 18 months
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Its gonna be okay. The recovery is sudden. You in hell and the next day all gone heaven full recovery thats what they say. If you have money you can go to private one im sure they exist. Its worth it believe me. You will thank me that i reccomend it to you. It really takes off the suffering after injections. The euphoria is so good after 300 mg on empty stomach
 
Youwillrecover said:
Its gonna be okay. The recovery is sudden. You in hell and the next day all gone heaven full recovery thats what they say. If you have money you can go to private one im sure they exist. Its worth it believe me. You will thank me that i reccomend it to you. It really takes off the suffering after injections. The euphoria is so good after 300 mg on empty stomach
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The injections might block dopamine and serotonine but you still feel amazing after pregabaline that's why believe me get it 🤣 its amazing. Helped in my recovery a lot. It makes you high and also kills your anxiety and i have a lot of it since i have cptsd
 
Youwillrecover said:
Its gonna be okay. The recovery is sudden. You in hell and the next day all gone heaven full recovery thats what they say. If you have money you can go to private one im sure they exist. Its worth it believe me. You will thank me that i reccomend it to you. It really takes off the suffering after injections. The euphoria is so good after 300 mg on empty stomach
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yeah private exists here i just looked it up but their waitlist is very long. my current psychatrist not private im part of a program called epi its for adults who experience their first episode of psychosis. I'm guna leave this program though if they dont give me an maoi for my anhedonia. He gave me zoloft and effexor but im not stupid enough to take it cuz im scared of pssd so i jsut flush it. I doubt he will give me pregabaline cuz i told him before i have 0 anxiety.
 
TonyTonyChopper said:
yeah private exists here i just looked it up but their waitlist is very long. my current psychatrist not private im part of a program called epi its for adults who experience their first episode of psychosis. I'm guna leave this program though if they dont give me an maoi for my anhedonia. He gave me zoloft and effexor but im not stupid enough to take it cuz im scared of pssd so i jsut flush it. I doubt he will give me pregabaline cuz i told him before i have 0 anxiety.
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Long wait list to private in Canada? Bro im in Poland and supposedly Canada is higher in economy but here in Warsaw you have literally thousands of psychiatrist avalaible at any time you want today tommorow just gotta pay some złoty. Find someone. believe me its worth it you feel bad. Pregabaline is soo GOOOD
 
Youwillrecover said:
Long wait list to private in Canada? Bro im in Poland and supposedly Canada is higher in economy but here in Warsaw you have literally thousands of psychiatrist avalaible at any time you want today tommorow just gotta pay some złoty. Find someone. believe me its worth it you feel bad. Pregabaline is soo GOOOD
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Yeah very long like 9 months for 1 psychatrist. i think its because we dont have alot of them here and we got rapidly increasing population. they also dont take moeny from patient they get it from government which isnt alot. My brother got pregabaline for pain in his thigh that might be easier to fake and tell them im having nerve pain in my thigh and they might give it idk i wanna feel something 😭
 
TonyTonyChopper said:
Yeah very long like 9 months for 1 psychatrist. i think its because we dont have alot of them here and we got rapidly increasing population. they also dont take moeny from patient they get it from government which isnt alot. My brother got pregabaline for pain in his thigh that might be easier to fake and tell them im having nerve pain in my thigh and they might give it idk i wanna feel something 😭
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TRUST ME this stuff is so good. Im not overrreacting. Search "pregabaline" on Reddit and see what people are saying. They aint lying. Shii awesome. What town you live in? Imma find u someone avalaible haha im good at research
 
Youwillrecover said:
TRUST ME this stuff is so good. Im not overrreacting. Search "pregabaline" on Reddit and see what people are saying. They aint lying. Shii awesome. What town you live in? Imma find u someone avalaible haha im good at research
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lol if you can find one in toronto thats were lots of psychatrists are or in my town in kitchener, there arent lots of psychatrists here. You got me hyped on pregabaline now i must try it to feeel something. My brother literlly has it and didnt report euphoria so i dont think he is at 300 mg like u maybe at 75 mg which is what they start u on


Youwillrecover said:
Hahaha BROTHER you literally said what Hawkins said. "The high vibrational art takes us to higher states of conciousness, it affects our energy thoughts all that" ur right. This pic is ultra beautiful art of Jesus Mother Mary
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oh thats mother of jesus part May god be pleased with her. There is actually a whole chapter named after her in the Koran. God in there says she is the best or one of the best women on whole earth and is chosen something like that. If i have a daughter im naming her mary or the muslim version maryam.
 
TonyTonyChopper said:
lol if you can find one in toronto thats were lots of psychatrists are or in my town in kitchener, there arent lots of psychatrists here. You got me hyped on pregabaline now i must try it to feeel something. My brother literlly has it and didnt report euphoria so i dont think he is at 300 mg like u maybe at 75 mg which is what they start u on



oh thats mother of jesus part May god be pleased with her. There is actually a whole chapter named after her in the Koran. God in there says she is the best or one of the best women on whole earth and is chosen something like that. If i have a daughter im naming her mary or the muslim version maryam.
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Brother so happy to see you realize the divine wisdom. You made my hyped about that part in Koran. Imma google it along with the psychiatrist in toronto or kitchener haha
 
Youwillrecover said:
Brother so happy to see you realize the divine wisdom. You made my hyped about that part in Koran. Imma google it along with the psychiatrist in toronto or kitchener haha
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Bro google up learn expand ur knowledge. I used to read the old testament and the new testatement after smokin on purple kush to expand my knowledge , i felt more spirutual and close to God. Too bad invega ruined weed and spirituality for me but lately its actually getting better maybe thats invega dying in my body. And yeah lmk brotha
 
Also 2 hours ago I went to get some food and my sister wanted chips. I raelly didnt wanna get chips cuz the only convenience store open right now is also where i used to get my vape juice and coils. I thought i was guna relapse if i got her chips but I went anyway . Thank god I fought the massive urge to get more vape juice and coil because I'm determined to heal my lung and not vape once in 2025. THE YEAR OF HEALING I PROMIS GUYS.
 
TonyTonyChopper said:
Bro google up learn expand ur knowledge. I used to read the old testament and the new testatement after smokin on purple kush to expand my knowledge , i felt more spirutual and close to God. Too bad invega ruined weed and spirituality for me but lately its actually getting better maybe thats invega dying in my body. And yeah lmk brotha
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That's why Hawkins is mystic. He calibrated New Testament as truth despite the books of revelation and old testament as false despite "In Truth vs Falsehood, Doctor Hawkins wrote that "Although the books of the Old Testament (with the exception of Psalms, Proverbs, and Genesis) calibrate below 200, many individual verses do calibrate quite high:" and he wrote that there are "10 verses calibrate at 1,000" I am wondering if Doc ever cited these 10 verses, does anyone know whether he did or didn't?" Someone posted it at the group. New testament he Calibrated at 880 if you delete the books of revelation which was at 70. Bhagavad Gita at 910. And Koran at 700. Remember that everything above 200 is HIGH. So 700 is ultra high. But yeah Gita and New Testament calibrate higher cause Jesus and Krishna were both avatars. Full divine conciousness in human flesh.
 
TonyTonyChopper said:
Bro google up learn expand ur knowledge. I used to read the old testament and the new testatement after smokin on purple kush to expand my knowledge , i felt more spirutual and close to God. Too bad invega ruined weed and spirituality for me but lately its actually getting better maybe thats invega dying in my body. And yeah lmk brotha
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https://torontoprivatementalhealth.com.au/specialists/dr-stuart-saker what about this guy? Tell him you get anxiety symptoms after these forced drugging on ilness you dont have (if you pay them they treat you good) and your buddy said nothing helps him as pregablin. There is number call them
 
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