Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 9

[Youwillrecover]

"Yeah i know its fuckin bullshti i was in shock for years idiot i spent my whole life playing football and had it all dissapear in an instantt and was zombified 100x worse than u now look at me and u wanna bitch?" Mark who was forced 5 years of invega send me this. He claims he live fully normal life now xD @TonyTonyChopper . Looks happy smile. Good form. Said it took him one year +. Lol

 

[Youwillrecover]

He literally said month before hospitalisation where i had maintena to dont react with anger with my parents or i will fuck myself and i did. This world funny

 

[Youwillrecover]

https://www.reddit.com/r/Antipsychiatry/s/jM0wvWu5hr if anyone needs strong motivation this guy popped one month ago and got me happy. Saw him crying all time and he said he feels fine after 8 months.

 

[ahmed-93140]

Les gas je suis maintenant a environ 7 mois sans invega et je vient de avoir une petite amélioration de l'énérgie je peut a nouveau faire des traction et des pompe bien que je souffre toujours sévèrement de anhêdonie et j'ai remarqué une amélioration niveau sexualité j'ai l'impression l'orgamse il est comme avant même si j'ai un dysfonctionnement éréctile et que j'ai pas beaucoup de libido ! Mais tout c'est améliorer !

 

[InvegaAnon]

My psychiatrist is incompetent's he said my prolactin is high but it isnt as high to require medical attention. In males normal prolactin levels is less than 20 and mine is 26 he said medical intervention isnt necessary unless prolactin is in the 1000s and I already tried asking 6 doctors for dopamine agonists and they all refused because dopamine agonist can cause me another psychotic episode so no stimulants , no cabergoline nothing.


Well my brain was destroyed by too many antipsychotics. I took 1-2 weeks of olanzapine + 2-3 shots of 5mg haldol + 10 invega shots ( read signature for the different doses) so ofcourse I won't heal in just 10 months, my case is looking at 18-24 month recovery most likely.


Man thc flower is soo healing. Till this day the craziest high I got was from my first 2 joints I was travelling between time and space + crazy levels of euphoria . Carts never gave me the same high but they did give me euphoria and pleasure but because I hide smoking weed from my family I often stick to carts but theyre damaging .

Abilify reduces prolactin. It might worsen you temporarily. You know, weed increases prolactin.

 

[TonyTonyChopper]

Abilify reduces prolactin. It might worsen you temporarily. You know, weed increases prolactin.

Its funny you mention abilify because my psychatrist brought it up so we can try it for my anhedonia but no chance I'll ever agree to take another antipsychotic . I dont have schizophrenia the only times I gotten psychosis was when trying thc vape pens which thc levels above 90% . Tbh it could be the reason my prolactin is high because the last time i smoked was november 25th and it is still in my system probably.

Mark who was forced 5 years of invega send me this. He claims he live fully normal life now xD @TonyTonyChopper . Looks happy smile. Good form. Said it took him one year +. Lol

Mark is amazing , i hope to recover like him one day I will be very very happy once I feel dopamine rush and motivation

 

[stolensoul]

There is this woman called Radiant prompt on reddit whom you have probably seen comment in every invega post about not recovering from invega in 17 months. She would literlly be in every invega post you look up and complain how her life was over from invega. She commented on my post that she is finally seeing improvements from invega at month 18 . She only had 4 injections. Don't be discourged that it took her this long to see improvements because she is in her mid 40s while most of us are in their 20s so we might recover quicker.

Yeah I've seen her. Glad she's seeing improvement, there is hope still

 

[paranoid android]

Its funny you mention abilify because my psychatrist brought it up so we can try it for my anhedonia but no chance I'll ever agree to take another antipsychotic . I dont have schizophrenia the only times I gotten psychosis was when trying thc vape pens which thc levels above 90% . Tbh it could be the reason my prolactin is high because the last time i smoked was november 25th and it is still in my system probably.



Mark is amazing , i hope to recover like him one day I will be very very happy once I feel dopamine rush and motivation

Abilify gave me just as bad anhedonia as invega did. The sexual side effects and akathisia is just as bad really. If you have to take any a antipsychotic i would strongly suggest zyprexa. Weed, clonaz, bromazepam, zopiclone, S ketamine and shrooms all work fine on it. With shrooms you just got to skip a day or 2 then they work fine

 

[Youwillrecover]

Abilify gave me just as bad anhedonia as invega did. The sexual side effects and akathisia is just as bad really. If you have to take any a antipsychotic i would strongly suggest zyprexa. Weed, clonaz, bromazepam, zopiclone, S ketamine and shrooms all work fine on it. With shrooms you just got to skip a day or 2 then they work fine

They all shit

 

[paranoid android]

They all shit

I haven't gotten any side effects from the zyprexa. I actually took some extra zyprexa tonight to stop the godawful itching i get from morphine and also to help me sleep abit. It sucks for sleep but right now im out of zopiclone

On the topic of antipsychotics some antipsychotics like thorazine and compazine aka stemetil actually increase the euphoria of opiates quite abit. I took 100mg's of thorazine with 120mg's of morphine after my shrink took pity on me and scripted me me thorazine for the attack of trigeminal neuralgia i was having. I nodded hardcore the whole way home (my mom was driving) and it really helped my TN pain. Compazine had much the same effect for me

 

[TonyTonyChopper]

Fuck man i miss crying. I legit have not cried 17 months FUCKK. I remember I watched a transformers movie in july 2023 after I was released from the hospital and idk why but I cried in once of the scenes like full on emotions flowing and bawling my eyes out. Then I got hospitlized few days later and given haldol and more invega. Have not cried at all since and I been to 2 funerals and read sad news all the time. Once I'm able to cry again I will never take it for granted.

 

[paranoid android]

Fuck man i miss crying. I legit have not cried 17 months FUCKK. I remember I watched a transformers movie in july 2023 after I was released from the hospital and idk why but I cried in once of the scenes like full on emotions flowing and bawling my eyes out. Then I got hospitlized few days later and given haldol and more invega. Have not cried at all since and I been to 2 funerals and read sad news all the time. Once I'm able to cry again I will never take it for granted.

That emotion took awile to come back for me. I knew i was able to recover that though when my cat died 2 years ago and i wasn't able to stop crying for about a week. Even with high dose benzos and also alcohol i still cried

 

[Youwillrecover]

My recovery is amazing but my parents threatening me constantly give me sucidal ideation. They should kick me home before these hospitalization happened. Not now when they broke me. Why i was born into evil family

 

[TonyTonyChopper]

That emotion took awile to come back for me. I knew i was able to recover that though when my cat died 2 years ago and i wasn't able to stop crying for about a week. Even with high dose benzos and also alcohol i still cried

Man emotions is one of the first things im really looking forward to come back. Like I can't feel sadness for whats going on in Palestine and it makes me so ashamed. Sorry about your cat RIP. My cat dying in march 2023 is what spiralled me into deep psychosis like I couldn't deal with the emotions and grief and it fucked me up mentally.

 

[TonyTonyChopper]

My recovery is amazing but my parents threatening me constantly give me sucidal ideation. They should kick me home before these hospitalization happened. Not now when they broke me. Why i was born into evil family

Yeah I feel bad that you were born into evil family but as sad it is , there are people who were dealt a worse hand like being born orphan or some shit. Learn from this experience and when you have a family of your own one day you will always cherish them. I can tell you will be an amazing father I know it bro.

 

[paranoid android]

Man emotions is one of the first things im really looking forward to come back. Like I can't feel sadness for whats going on in Palestine and it makes me so ashamed. Sorry about your cat RIP. My cat dying in march 2023 is what spiralled me into deep psychosis like I couldn't deal with the emotions and grief and it fucked me up mentally.

Ya your emotions slowly come back but it takes awile. I came close to ending up back in the psych ward when my cat died. I was having bad anxiety, akathisia like symptoms and some psyuchotic like symptoms. My brother called a nurse about it and she snitched me out and called the paramedics. Thankfully the paramedics where understanding and the medic wrote down that i just had a panic attack. I was in and out of that jospital in a few hours but ut was still lobg enough to give me flashbacks to being in the psych ward.

Im sorry about your cat to man and i totally get you

 

[Youwillrecover]

 

[TonyTonyChopper]

@DrZaius1 any improvements from you?

 

[InvegaAnon]

Its funny you mention abilify because my psychatrist brought it up so we can try it for my anhedonia but no chance I'll ever agree to take another antipsychotic . I dont have schizophrenia the only times I gotten psychosis was when trying thc vape pens which thc levels above 90% . Tbh it could be the reason my prolactin is high because the last time i smoked was november 25th and it is still in my system probably.

I know quitting is hard, I'm still smoking on and off. I'm dedicating some time to not smoking until 4/20, I might be completely healed by then if the antibiotics don't fuck me up. It's been a week since I smoked and my PSSD symptoms have lessened again. I feel way more emotional, I feel my nervous system now! I feel the warmth in my nerves when I'm nervous or after I get moving for the day. I remember that warmth going out with the first loading injection.

 

[invega7654321]

My psychiatrist is incompetent's he said my prolactin is high but it isnt as high to require medical attention. In males normal prolactin levels is less than 20 and mine is 26 he said medical intervention isnt necessary unless prolactin is in the 1000s and I already tried asking 6 doctors for dopamine agonists and they all refused because dopamine agonist can cause me another psychotic episode so no stimulants , no cabergoline nothing.


Well my brain was destroyed by too many antipsychotics. I took 1-2 weeks of olanzapine + 2-3 shots of 5mg haldol + 10 invega shots ( read signature for the different doses) so ofcourse I won't heal in just 10 months, my case is looking at 18-24 month recovery most likely.


Man thc flower is soo healing. Till this day the craziest high I got was from my first 2 joints I was travelling between time and space + crazy levels of euphoria . Carts never gave me the same high but they did give me euphoria and pleasure but because I hide smoking weed from my family I often stick to carts but theyre damaging .

I can’t get high after invega even after over a year being off of it. Can you?