Stay far away from hard drugs. Use only what mother earth created. Weed(low thc best), Psylocybin, meskaline, ayahuasca they are divine. Hard drugs are demonic!
Just being honest here 1st rushing to a neighbour while also he is with his daughter to be a "witness" is something that I did while I was manic and stuff.Haha my mother rushed into my room i was chilling and the doors were key locked and they opened it and started attacking me for some pity reason and wanted to use the false schizophrenia diagnosis against me because she sees me feeling better and she knows what that means. I was lucky my neighbour who is a lawyer was entering his home with his teenage daughter i rushed to him and begged him to be a witness of this situation while they attacked me in my room and tryed to tell everyone im the bad guy. Me having a witness turned this evil abusive narcissist mother from nazi ss man to innocent little girlPlease guy pray for me and i will pray for you because i want to expose story publicly. I need God will to do so and your prayers. The psychiatric industry is mostly torture and people need to know. Amen, Inshallah, Namaste. God please protect me from my family and the system, and let all these guy here heal. Love you guys
I clearly said to her i want to meet psychologist that i choose not her and i want face to face meeting and she does not like it because it expose the whole story about how my cptsd from abuse (not blaming) been diagnosed as schizo. I would not care but these injections are nazi ways of helping us thats why i need witnesses because my life is at stake, its not embarassing to ask for help when she wanna use the diagnosis against me when im totally calm. Love is the way but my parents stick with Lucifer not Jesus brother.
Thank you brother. Love your spiritual approach. But if my mother lies and manipulate and lucifer is a king of false and manipulation and knowing these injections are really heavy on the brain its kinda evil to act like that towards your own son. There is a movie American Beauty
where there is a healthy guy with schizophrenia diagnosis and later we see his home where father was psycho violent and mother seemed like she went crazy so knowing i reacted with anger to the similar abuse because my father also was violent they instead of validating my anger they hospitalized me to these false prophets that poison our beautiful bodies. So i Love Jesus but my parents clearly does not.
i noticed the psychward was like hell no to weed, but when i'm with all the therapists they send me to afterward i tell them my experience and they don't really tell me not to... i think there is just a specific procedure to the psychward where they don't really listen to people and just prescribe drugs. it's pretty fucked up.
I hope everything works out for you. I'm glad you at least have someone who has your back nearby.
Thank you sister
its not easy living with narcissistic castrating mother that does not like you being heterosexual man with a wife... Such mother create these diagnosis but i been touched by angel called doctor "no naming doctors" that took the cage off my balls that my mother put on and that's how i survived. Most psychiatrist are evil but she was an angel working in the system not playing the babylon game. God Bless her 
Marie Louise Von Franz the Jung student was talking about mother sexualy repressing the sons and these boys end up in the system because the cage on the balls hurt and they end with fake schizo diagnosis haha love yall. 
Love you bro, expose that evil industry and especially that evil mother. Once the world see's the truth they will have no option but to remove that fake schizophrenia diagnosis. Smoke up some good weed and forget what happened to you today.Haha my mother rushed into my room i was chilling and the doors were key locked and they opened it and started attacking me for some pity reason and wanted to use the false schizophrenia diagnosis against me because she sees me feeling better and she knows what that means. I was lucky my neighbour who is a lawyer was entering his home with his teenage daughter i rushed to him and begged him to be a witness of this situation while they attacked me in my room and tryed to tell everyone im the bad guy. Me having a witness turned this evil abusive narcissist mother from nazi ss man to innocent little girl
Thank you sister
No no listen, Freud when he was talking about this teories he had to use slang because the people would call him crazy when he actually was a genius, the concept of castrating mother is real. Its a despotic narcissistic mother that emasculates the son and sexualy represses him aswell. They usualy get schizo diagnosis when they trynna heal the frozen nervous system which per polyvagal theory by profesor Stephen Porges can heal the freeze. Thats why the disney movie is called "Frozen' because mother is covert narcissist. Eliot Hullse Youtuber has a video about it its called Dark Mothers. You can watch. Will be glad if someone can emphatise with me because living with mother that does not want me to be married to beatiful wife is aint easy...
