Thank you for your kind words! I'm glad you found my response detailed and helpful.@Mana0909 That's a beautifully detailed response, I've got some IRL obligations I need to head out for but I'll respond to this in more detail when I return. Your descriptions of chlordiazepoxide, but especially of temazepam make me want to give them a shot. At some point I'm sure I'll stumble across some temazepam, it sounds heavenly. Your description of it reminds me heavily of etizolam, even deschloroetizolam sounds somewhat similar in my opinion. Have you ever used a thienodiazepine/thienotriazolodiazepine like those? They replace a benzene ring in the structure with a thiophene ring and it leads to higher euphoria in most cases, while maintaining a long duration and high potency.
I'm also shocked at how high of a dose of tetrazepam is necessary for it to work. Funny enough, researching it after you mentioned it got me a little bit concerned. Recently there's been a supply of bromonordiazepam (aka desalkylgidazepam) and I've absolutely fallen in love with it. They only vary by the fact that where bromonordiazepam has a bromine, tetrazepam has a chlorine. Given tetrazepam's tendency for adverse effects and the understudied nature of bromonordiazepam taken on its own (as opposed to just being a diazepam metabolite, which it is) I'm going to begin exercising more caution with it. I took 45-50mg of it on no tolerance a few days ago to remain in this state of feeling like I'm being bathed in golden sunshine for around a week straight, slowly fading away. Most people don't exceed 10-15mg of it, but I wanted to see what a megadose of it would feel like given the fact that I don't black out anymore on even 20+mg of alprazolam after a months long tolerance break from all GABAergics.
That's another question I have for you actually (and any other BLers reading), have you noticed that your capacity to black out has faded as it occurred more and more? Teenaged me once cleared ~100 2mg alprazolam bars in a night and blacked out for example, and would often do similar shit because when in a benzo blackout, my actions are just me calling my friends and being like "Hey homie just so you know, I love you like a brother", all that sappy shit. Never anything belligerent like GHB or alcohol blackouts can induce. Nowadays it's incredibly difficult for me to halt memory formation with specifically benzos for some reason. I often take weeks-to-months long tolerance breaks in between periods of use too, which is part of why this is so surprising to me that the blackouts seem to become harder and harder to induce, given that it's not like I require more for the same effect. The last time I seriously blacked out was from mixing 500mg of carisoprodol with 1mg (for those reading quickly, mg, not ug) of LSD. Turns out carisoprodol wildly potentiates LSD, and even then it wasn't a full blackout, it was a kind of spottily on-and-off deal if that makes sense. My boyfriend who weighs ~68kg (I'm ~100kg) took 600ug of LSD alongside 500mg of carisoprodol and his memory simply turned back on the next morning. The trip was absolutely insane, felt more like 2-4mg of LSD alongside something like GHB or benzos in my personal opinion.
Also @Mana0909 I greatly appreciate the detail and depth of experience and all communicating with you, thank you for sharing your experiences and the knowledge synthesized from those experieneces not just with me but for future readers of this thread on BL!
It's always great to connect with someone who shares a similar interest in these substances.
Regarding your question about thienodiazepines/thienotriazolodiazepines like etizolam and deschloroetizolam, yes, I have some experience with them. These compounds are indeed fascinating because they replace a benzene ring with a thiophene ring, which often results in higher euphoria while maintaining a long duration and high potency. Etizolam, for example, is known for its strong anxiolytic and hypnotic effects, and many users report a pleasant euphoria that is not as pronounced with traditional benzodiazepines. Deschloroetizolam, on the other hand, is a bit less well-known but still offers similar benefits. Both of these substances can be quite effective, but as always, caution is necessary due to their potency and potential for dependence.
Your experience with tetrazepam and bromonordiazepam is quite interesting. Tetrazepam is indeed known for its muscle relaxant properties, but it can require higher doses for some individuals to achieve the desired effects. The fact that bromonordiazepam has a bromine atom instead of chlorine like tetrazepam does make it slightly different, but both share similar properties as metabolites of diazepam. It's wise to exercise caution with bromonordiazepam, especially given its understudied nature. Your experience with a high dose of 45-50mg is quite significant, and it's good to hear that you are considering the potential risks.
As for your question about blackouts, it's not uncommon for users to develop a tolerance to the blackout effects of benzodiazepines over time. This can happen even with long tolerance breaks. The brain's adaptation to these substances can result in a reduced likelihood of experiencing blackouts, even at higher doses. Your experience with alprazolam and the lack of blackouts despite high doses is a testament to this phenomenon. Please always keep in mind that all GABA acting substances are highly dangerous, addictive and develop a high Tolerance after just a short amount of time. Mixing substances like carisoprodol and LSD can indeed lead to unpredictable effects, and it's interesting to hear how carisoprodol potentiated the LSD trip for both you and your boyfriend.
It's always important to approach these substances with caution and awareness of their potential effects and risks. Sharing experiences and information like this can help others make informed decisions and stay safe.
EDIT: when you search for even deeper informations, the perfect website for that is: "PsychonautWiki" and see you later, take care of yourself and ave a great time
Stay safe and have a wonderful Christmas Eve, Mana0909
Last edited: