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Feeling hypnotic, tranquilized and euphoric and laying down on a pallet on the floor watching Netflix with my girl (just got the baby down)

Cowboy killers
150mg caffeine
3 grams of high quality bud thru a bong
100mg diphenhydramine
1.8 grams gabapentin
200mg butalbital
4mg clonazepam

Absolutely blissfully happy spending time with my wife
 
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Feeling hypnotic, tranquilized and euphoric and laying down on a pallet on the floor watching Netflix with my girl (just got the baby down)

Cowboy killers
150mg caffeine
3 grams of high quality bud thru a bong
100mg diphenhydramine
1.8 grams gabapentin
200mg butalbital
4mg clonazepam

Absolutely blissfully happy spending time with my wife
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Added 1.5mg more of klonopin plus 3 more big bowls of bud and another Benadryl

Maybe that'll get me to sleep but who tf knows with my insomnia lol
 
Cannabis
Nicotine
Caffeine

Ate very well all day and made myself move around. 2 days into alcohol withdrawals. Hoping I sleep better tonight. Major sleep disturbances last night.

Listening to some beats before I lay down into some freshly washed comfy blankets to some TV.
 
Had a stressful fuckin day it's time for my damn meds lol

Several bowls of quality bud
Cowboy killers
3 cups of coffee
150mg butalbital
3.5mg clonazepam SL
100mg diphenhydramine

Feeling it all kick in as I type this and already feeling the euphoria of my psychotic episode stop thank God 🙏

Hope y'all are well and safe👋🏼
 
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Had a stressful fuckin day it's time for my damn meds lol

Several bowls of quality bud
Cowboy killers
3 cups of coffee
150mg butalbital
3.5mg clonazepam SL
100mg diphenhydramine

Feeling it all kick in as I type this and already feeling the euphoria of my psychotic episode stop thank God 🙏

Hope y'all are well and safe👋🏼
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Added another 3.5mg of clonazepam and 100mg of Benadryl🙄

Well at least I'm decently buzzed lol gonna watch some turn your brain off shit like Rick and Morty or some shit

night folks 👋🏼
 
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Sup peeps. 😎

It's chill mode tonight, took the regular night meds early and about to settle in for a smoke, some dinner, then more smoke and some good rest.

10mg olanzapine
5mg apixaban
50mg diphenhydramine
15mg melatonin
Nicotine vape
Plus been hitting this d8/d9 vape and smoking a bowl of some primo Green Crack flower now before I go down for dinner here in a few. Probably have a cup of chamomile valerian tea afterwards. 🙂

Hope everyone is having a chill or wild Friday, whatever the goal may be, but safely. 😉 ❤️
 
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Chillin real good and happy my BL family

Watchin my boys/nephews today (which I helped raise a lot) along with my step daughter

Daughters asleep and boys are watching Adventure Time with me otw to sleep (nothing like late night TV with kids😁) before too long my girl will be in my arms too ❤️

Had several shots/drinks of 99 proof and feeling fine and fuckin dandy especially after those 2 175mg gummies and appreciating life for the first time in a long time

Much love my fellow addicts ❤️❤️❤️
 
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Sugar!
I'm diabetic (for arguments sake type 1 since NOBODY knows that type 3c is) and gotten into a bad habit of having a lot of sugar and not taking insulin before going to bed 'cause if my blood glucose is very high, I can sleep for like 14 hours, easy.
[I do make sure I'm not ketotic, though]
 
Pulled a split double shift at work today but got off early on the second round, now on the walk home, just smashed some ice cream and gonna roll a nice fat joint on the porch as soon as I get home, a mix of Blueberry Sugar and Dante's Inferno. Then it's the nightly meds and lights out. 😴

Have fun, stay safe out there.

Edit. On second thought, I'm just gonna roll a fatty of the Dante's. It's better weed and I need to make sure this gets done right. 😉
 
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Been on a bit of a dry spell in terms of substances. Purely financial reasons. Have been attempting a kratom taper though. Goes well during the work week but I fuck up on my weekends because I find myself bored.

Today I've taken 5.5g of White Maeng Da every 4 hours (will switch to Red Indo closer to bedtime)
Nicotine Vape all day
100mg of Caffeine (so far)

Tomorrow I go back to work and will drop to 5g of Kratom every 4 hours. Hoping that I can drop my doses 500mg every week so that I can be off of it completely in a few months
 
Crazy busy but good day at work today, really good. 👍 Smoked a 2g Northern Lights moon rock pre-roll about 2 hours ago, as soon as I got off lol, then took the nightly meds upon getting home - 10mg olanzapine and 5mg apixaban - then dinner, 10mg melatonin and now sipping on a double cup of chamomile valerian tea with honey and smoking some bowls - Dante's Inferno and Blueberry Sugar flower this evening. 🔥

Hope everyone has a safe and happy Thanksgiving. 🙂 ❤️
 
Was bad again today. Took 6g of White Maeng Da upon waking (so 1g more than I should have). Did my scheduled 5g for my next dose, but my last dose I took 7g with the excuse that I have to wake up early tomorrow so I have to try and get sleepy earlier than usual. Pretty lame excuse but tomorrow is another day. I'll at least be preoccupied for a portion of the day tomorrow. I'll have to keep myself busy once I get home and not fall victim to my usual excuses. I wish I could afford to take time off of work and cold turkey but that's not a possibility for me right now.

Anyways, today I took my Kratom every 4 hours as usual.
Just did an hour at the gym (started exercising after trying everything else for depression, turns out there's merit to it). About to shower then eat.
Had nicotine throughout the day as well as caffeine in the form of Coke Zero up until 9pm.
Tempted to take a hit or 2 of weed but I'm prone to freaking out these days.
Will Take 5g of Red Indo kratom at 1:30am along with some Lavender Chamomile Tea w/ Probiotics.

I also take 1mg Finasteride and 20mg Omeprazole nightly, as well as a Multivitamin and Vitamin D in the morning.

I hope that everyone who celebrates Thanksgiving has a wonderful holiday and to the people that don't, well I wish you a fantastic day anyways :)
Can't wait for my post feast nap tomorrow
 
Slow night at work tonight, finagled my way out an hour early, and with the day off tomorrow. 🔥 🥳

Stopping to smoke a joint by the pond in my neighborhood before I head home, then popping my zyprexa and going to bed. Couple beers in the cut to take the edge off tomorrow while I kick off a much procrastinated but unavoidable t-break. 😕
 
Today I was finally able to stick to my 5g every 4 hours dosing plan for kratom, so that's what my daily fix has been. As well as my near constant nicotine and caffeine.
Just had a good workout at the gym. Going to hop in the shower then brew some chamomile tea to have with my dinner (left over Thanksgiving food ofc)
 
Woke up from a long, accidental nap about an hour ago, popped 10mg olanzapine and 100mg diphenhydramine, now smoking a couple bowls, Venom OG and Double Stuff, preparing to lay it back down for the night.

Didn't really get shit done that I needed to today except rest, but that was the biggest thing needed doing lol. That 'nap' a little bit ago, the same length as a typical day at work for me where I didn't move a single muscle, waking in the same position. That good rest. 😅
 
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