emkee_reinvented
Bluelighter
Since round 2000, ADHD diagnosis. Everything you mentioned minus Strattera I have been on.
Even took Speed/ dl-Amphetamine, which is closest to Adderal probably.
And no match for the super cool easy going dextro isomere. Way to recreative n distracting. 4 me
During this time my life changed and like wise the med the main,
one dextro-Amphetamine [daily max says nothing it 45 here]
Changed, so during my 7- 9 days i could skip weekend s medication.
Never experienced any WD/ adverse effects. Most psychiatrists incouraged it, breaks.
And never ever had any of the side effects of Methyphenidate [MPH], which they will 1-st force on you.
Best was the lack of the rebound & interference with sleep, but basickly it missed all side effect minus dry mouth.
Well normally if you loose your job more time for yourself, most of the times yes.
Or you relocate get kids and a damaged wife, and 7 to 9 becomes 24/ 7.
So the need for meds raised instead of lowered. Didnt matter nevers needed dose raise.
Always had surrplus took less. But as stress/ the complexity of my life reaching higher places.
Work felt like vacation ATT, and i am not even a Mom. So word to the Mothers, deep respect
But then the whole role of taking stimulants changed. Bad marriage, so it became a helper.
Dealing with pretty dark times at same time of the most intense moment of my live, birth of my kids.
They helped me through the day a different way, keeping me upright.
instead of being crushed by the weight on my shoulder.
During this a new (3-rd) Psychiater, one who liked playing around with meds. Gave me a good glimps at,
all the different meds and combo s of em. Started on dex the point i went there renewal off prescription.
But a point i was on MPH XR that shit again, added dex. Better, but still shitty cause of theMPH.
Back on dex alone somewhere Bupropion came in the picture. Tried it, seemed in-active on all fronts.
It did nothing, even had no effect on smoking. for me.
Now anhedonia got me, so with a background of insomnia, thats gone
Without it typing right now no, bit late up as mostly a early bird.
Today slept like a log, right through the .... chrurch bells at 9 so
at the 
If not for dextro-Amphetamine every morning wake would propel me in nothingness,
a feature of depression i assume, total unmotivated almost to the point of moving.
Same drug 3 diff reactions and MPH and BUPROPION ime worthless.
Closing my wake up ritual with hopefully some extra info @MMMKAY?!
Even took Speed/ dl-Amphetamine, which is closest to Adderal probably.
And no match for the super cool easy going dextro isomere. Way to recreative n distracting. 4 me
During this time my life changed and like wise the med the main,
one dextro-Amphetamine [daily max says nothing it 45 here]
Changed, so during my 7- 9 days i could skip weekend s medication.
Never experienced any WD/ adverse effects. Most psychiatrists incouraged it, breaks.
And never ever had any of the side effects of Methyphenidate [MPH], which they will 1-st force on you.
Best was the lack of the rebound & interference with sleep, but basickly it missed all side effect minus dry mouth.
Well normally if you loose your job more time for yourself, most of the times yes.
Or you relocate get kids and a damaged wife, and 7 to 9 becomes 24/ 7.
So the need for meds raised instead of lowered. Didnt matter nevers needed dose raise.
Always had surrplus took less. But as stress/ the complexity of my life reaching higher places.
Work felt like vacation ATT, and i am not even a Mom. So word to the Mothers, deep respect

But then the whole role of taking stimulants changed. Bad marriage, so it became a helper.
Dealing with pretty dark times at same time of the most intense moment of my live, birth of my kids.
They helped me through the day a different way, keeping me upright.
instead of being crushed by the weight on my shoulder.
During this a new (3-rd) Psychiater, one who liked playing around with meds. Gave me a good glimps at,
all the different meds and combo s of em. Started on dex the point i went there renewal off prescription.
But a point i was on MPH XR that shit again, added dex. Better, but still shitty cause of theMPH.
Back on dex alone somewhere Bupropion came in the picture. Tried it, seemed in-active on all fronts.
It did nothing, even had no effect on smoking. for me.
Now anhedonia got me, so with a background of insomnia, thats gone

Without it typing right now no, bit late up as mostly a early bird.
Today slept like a log, right through the .... chrurch bells at 9 so


If not for dextro-Amphetamine every morning wake would propel me in nothingness,
a feature of depression i assume, total unmotivated almost to the point of moving.
Same drug 3 diff reactions and MPH and BUPROPION ime worthless.
Closing my wake up ritual with hopefully some extra info @MMMKAY?!
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