Hey @anything else 
I'm glad you were able to read my vibes. Myself and others here may come off as blunt. Just know we are all here talking to you because we care about your happiness.
I believe drugs or "psychoactive substances" have a time and a place in our existence as humans. Research reveals more or less that not only humans, but animals also have engaged in psychoactive experiences since before recorded history. I don't pretend to understand what it all means. I do however feel that there is undeniable value in these experiences. Even if it were as simple as "this drug has changed my perspective slightly"... that's huge.
Even Alcohol, which is such a huge drain on society, has its place. Most people who use Alcohol do so "responsibly". Who knows how many of us never would've been born if our parents hadn't had one too many drinks in an evening.
I'm not going to go so far as saying Crack Cocaine has the potential for societal good, but you probably understand my point by now.
If you use drugs to give you inspiration, that's fine. Artists have been using substances since before history. However, if you say something like "I need Methamphetamine to accomplish my goals as a musician and as a person" you are disturbing the balance. These drugs are meant for glimpses into something different, they're not supposed to replace your life.
Use whatever you're going to use. Take what you can and leave everything that might bring you down.
Methamphetamine and Amphetamine i.e. "Adderall" are not that much different from one another. Yes, the former is more potent and thus can cause more harm, faster, but as I've said elsewhere, I think the biggest issue is that Adderall is a pill with a defined dose and Methamphetamine is a loose powder/granules/crystals.
If you struggle with ADHD, I would highly recommend trying to get a prescription.

I'm glad you were able to read my vibes. Myself and others here may come off as blunt. Just know we are all here talking to you because we care about your happiness.
I believe drugs or "psychoactive substances" have a time and a place in our existence as humans. Research reveals more or less that not only humans, but animals also have engaged in psychoactive experiences since before recorded history. I don't pretend to understand what it all means. I do however feel that there is undeniable value in these experiences. Even if it were as simple as "this drug has changed my perspective slightly"... that's huge.
Even Alcohol, which is such a huge drain on society, has its place. Most people who use Alcohol do so "responsibly". Who knows how many of us never would've been born if our parents hadn't had one too many drinks in an evening.
I'm not going to go so far as saying Crack Cocaine has the potential for societal good, but you probably understand my point by now.
If you use drugs to give you inspiration, that's fine. Artists have been using substances since before history. However, if you say something like "I need Methamphetamine to accomplish my goals as a musician and as a person" you are disturbing the balance. These drugs are meant for glimpses into something different, they're not supposed to replace your life.
Use whatever you're going to use. Take what you can and leave everything that might bring you down.
Methamphetamine and Amphetamine i.e. "Adderall" are not that much different from one another. Yes, the former is more potent and thus can cause more harm, faster, but as I've said elsewhere, I think the biggest issue is that Adderall is a pill with a defined dose and Methamphetamine is a loose powder/granules/crystals.
If you struggle with ADHD, I would highly recommend trying to get a prescription.