chainsawkidd
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Nov 28, 2023
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I have worked my way up to now 100mg of methadone daily. I am on a program & getting ''Takeaway'' doses takes a very long time, so many reviews, urine tests, constant contact with key workers ect. The way I was explained the OST program did not seem this way. I am not here to blame anyone but myself for my actions, I just now see that my life while on this program is so lonely, because of needing approval just to leave town, I face discrimination from healthcare workers (Was accused of faking pain & an injury when I asked for an X-ray because they found out I was on the program) My life and my mental health has taken a far bigger hit now, than it ever did while I was ''active addiction'' I am grateful for the hard reduction aspect of course, its just that not to mention the side effects of methadone on the body. Example- Low-zero Libido, constipation, Low Testosterone.... and those are only to name a few. Anyway, I am just wondering if anyone has found themselves in my shoes before and can suggest some SYNTHETIC OR NON SYNTHETIC substances that could hypothetically help someone to rapidly taper off methadone without suffering the full pain of withdrawals. Something to take with a somewhat similar opioid feel possibly.
I am using every fibre of my soul to hold back from using, I have never known or felt the full force of addiction in terms of craving like this before, I am on 100mg which should be taking care of those cravings, but its not enough, it is so intense, using is on my mind every waking second, I am asking to help, anything at all I will take on board, thankyou BL. I will accept direct messages also.
I am using every fibre of my soul to hold back from using, I have never known or felt the full force of addiction in terms of craving like this before, I am on 100mg which should be taking care of those cravings, but its not enough, it is so intense, using is on my mind every waking second, I am asking to help, anything at all I will take on board, thankyou BL. I will accept direct messages also.