The lazy part I mainly meant for today, with no opiates at all, but somewhat for back when I could get them with ease too. I took on a lot of responsibility at a young age and while opiates did give me some drive it never lasted very long. I think my ever increasing doses just made it hard to function, and there was always an addition of another downer(or alcohol) thrown in to try to combat taking more and more, which just results in higher doses of both and higher doses of whatever stims I was on lol.
Luckily I’m experienced enough that I didn’t let it ruin my life, but meth grabbed onto me a lot easier than I thought it would. I’m still the same ol’ me, just a bit skinnier but I just tell everybody it’s because I quit drinking lol. Which is in part true, it definitely helped a lot but honestly I think the sex has contributed more to my weight loss than lack of nutrition or anything from meth use as I still do eat well, most days. My girl likes it long/hard/rough even without smoking, on the shit we can literally fuck all night and at first that shit was putting my beer gut to work

she’s the first girl I’ve been with that can go for as long as I want(or am able to lol) I won’t toot my own shit or go into detail but most other girls I’ve been with always tapped out long before I was done
Only problem now is, after getting off subs the “long” part is getting shorter. Guess I didn’t realize how much opiates had related to my returning rider rate(I’m almost always on the receiving ends of the booty calls) Luckily I locked this one down with a ring though, don’t think she’s gonna go anywhere. In 18 years of having sex, these last few weeks are the first I’ve had it without being on some form of opiate. Not that I’m cumming in seconds like some American Pie shit, but if I don’t focus real hard on not busting the meeting adjourns real early ya know lol