Trigger Warning Hello bluelight friends ❤️

[Tranced]

er, no!

(only because I've consumed multiple dabs of live resin in the last half an hour which is mixing with my home-made approx 50mg thc edible eaten 3 hours ago, so my own compehension of anything out of my own immediate HEAD is somewhat depleted at this very moment, see)

when one is not floating on the (quite spider-webby I have just noticed) ceiling, then, and only then, will one attempt to decrypt the sped up erstwhile Brummy legend to the satisfaction of the flummoxed Geordie hero (or is it Mackem? nah I'm going for the former)

I need a fucking jaffa cake, but there is no chance of one

Geordie not mackem, it's right there in the location! I'd accuse of some kind of made up tomfoolery, but I did just see you confirm you are spaced out of your mind in nmi.

I should know this but what is live resin? How does it compare to the thc that goes in edibles?

 

[ageingpartyfiend]

Geordie not mackem, it's right there in the location! I'd accuse of some kind of made up tomfoolery, but I did just see you confirm you are spaced out of your mind in nmi.

I should know this but what is live resin? How does it compare to the thc that goes in edibles?

It's just a concentrate made from plants that are frozen after harvesting - will have a much more rounded high to it than what I think you are referring to, which is thc distillate (not keen on it personally, have got a tube of it that just doesn't ever seem to get used had it quite a while now

Genuinely didnt know Geordie/Mackem...but now I know you're sensitive about it, that could be fun (I mean you lot all are eh Bit like a manc would be if called a scouse, ahem. (plenty love for both cities from me) I've never looked at your details, why would I? Is it expected? I never look at anyones, but think I'll have a good nose around now you've piqued my interest. And even though I am indeed spectacularly high this evening any tomfoolery would be on a much better level than that!

I can say though, hand on heart, that I have a preference for Newcastle too (over Sunderland anyway, place has a low vibe somehow, imo anyhoo)

 

[Tranced]

It's just a concentrate made from plants that are frozen after harvesting - will have a much more rounded high to it than what I think you are referring to, which is thc distillate (not keen on it personally, have got a tube of it that just doesn't ever seem to get used had it quite a while now

Genuinely didnt know Geordie/Mackem...but now I know you're sensitive about it, that could be fun (I mean you lot all are eh Bit like a manc would be if called a scouse, ahem. (plenty love for both cities from me) I've never looked at your details, why would I? Is it expected? I never look at anyones, but think I'll have a good nose around now you've piqued my interest. And even though I am indeed spectacularly high this evening any tomfoolery would be on a much better level than that!

I can say though, hand on heart, that I have a preference for Newcastle too (over Sunderland anyway, place has a low vibe somehow, imo anyhoo)

No I just mean it's literally right under my name!

Sorry but you won't get me on geordie/mackem thing like many, I couldn't give a fuck about that shit!

Just I'm born in, and have lived in Northumberland (and also Newcastle) about ten miles North of Newcastle city centre; if I was to go in either direction I'd start hearing weird border Sclttish twang before I heard mackem twang. I'm not even that familiar with Sunderland tbh!

 

[ageingpartyfiend]

No I just mean it's literally right under my name!

Sorry but you won't get me on geordie/mackem thing like many, I couldn't give a fuck about that shit!

Just I'm born in, and have lived in Northumberland (and also Newcastle) about ten miles North of Newcastle city centre; if I was to go in either direction I'd start hearing weird border Sclttish twang before I heard mackem twang. I'm not even that familiar with Sunderland tbh!

It isn't right under your name though! At least not on my screen - under your name it merely says 'Bluelight Crew' then join date and messages. Not even the remotest inkling of whereabouts in the Far North East Wye-Aye-Land your good self resides (not that it's important or owt, we have already established that you dgaf about any of that, you are most insistent in fact that you do not give the slightest shit about any of that, quite emphatic even! (doth the lady protest too much?. shirley not

If I hover my cursor (ooh err missus) over your name well, that's different! That's when I can see that you are most definitely not from the place you don't give a hoot about anyway.

But,, not being a natural cursor-hoverer I had never hovered over you previously, so did not know your (uncared for, yessir) location - capiche? (I don't ahhah). I will make sure to hover in future, so nobody does (or mos def does not) get upset or begin to believe in some kinda locational-conspiracy-windup

Pass the bong, Wilfred - let's go down high together (It's been a long day at work, I'm frazzled)

 

[steewith2ees]

@steewith2ees , just so you know that you're not universally unintelligable - I understood 100% of your post for sure

I only feel at home on here as a safe space to interact while actually high. But i can only ask for peoples blind faith that I was considered to be genuinely good company by most and only got fucked over by one of the few who could.... blah blah - I have just spent an hour writing two posts about the above but deleted them both as it has nothing to do with my inability to compose a post, I just write what I want to actually say when high, deleting most when I realise people have no interest in who I used to be, especially considering that I have nothing relevant to say about anything in the present. If not for your encouragement, which i take at face value coming from one of the real adults still in the room, I would not have even interacted with anything involving another member without deleting all of the posts I bamboozled Tranced with. Having such an intense passion for music I can no loner share, I have become to dumb to realise that anyone into the scene probably still has a life that does not need some junky who thinks anyone wants to hear about this period of my life thats probably bullshit anyway and even if it is not, they would not want to risk any attempt by me to try and socialise at some disco or festival they might bump into me at and realise how bad there luck is.

I'm going on again, I have plenty to say but thankfully no one can hear me scream in digital spaces and knows better than to take a phone call from some dick. I will try and do better before I speak to anything that I consider progress, as most probably would consider it nothing more than being a bit less of fuck up, but a fuck up none the less.

I do appreciate the post though, It may have made sense due to its gist more than its composition.

xx

 

[steewith2ees]

@Pissed_and_messed - I appreciate the boost and support but I think you responded to a post that I ended up trashing. If you have the chance to read what it ended up becoming I understand if you change any reaction, but as a forum Mod you should have access to all the drivel I have abandoned. Reading the other drafts may improve or confuse the issue, but thankyou all the same x

 

[Tranced]

I only feel at home on here as a safe space to interact while actually high. But i can only ask for peoples blind faith that I was considered to be genuinely good company by most and only got fucked over by one of the few who could.... blah blah - I have just spent an hour writing two posts about the above but deleted them both as it has nothing to do with my inability to compose a post, I just write what I want to actually say when high, deleting most when I realise people have no interest in who I used to be, especially considering that I have nothing relevant to say about anything in the present. If not for your encouragement, which i take at face value coming from one of the real adults still in the room, I would not have even interacted with anything involving another member without deleting all of the posts I bamboozled Tranced with. Having such an intense passion for music I can no loner share, I have become to dumb to realise that anyone into the scene probably still has a life that does not need some junky who thinks anyone wants to hear about this period of my life thats probably bullshit anyway and even if it is not, they would not want to risk any attempt by me to try and socialise at some disco or festival they might bump into me at and realise how bad there luck is.

I'm going on again, I have plenty to say but thankfully no one can hear me scream in digital spaces and knows better than to take a phone call from some dick. I will try and do better before I speak to anything that I consider progress, as most probably would consider it nothing more than being a bit less of fuck up, but a fuck up none the less.

I do appreciate the post though, It may have made sense due to its gist more than its composition.

xx

You're sound.

 

[ageingpartyfiend]

You're sound.

agreed, we all agree with that I reckon, apart from Stee

 

[Bleaney]

agreed, we all agree with that I reckon, apart from Stee

Also agreed.

I hope any amateur armchair psychologist comments aren't crossing any bounds by too far, but many of Stee's post's seem to reflect what any such person might easily brand as things like negative self image, non existent self-esteem, self loathing etc.

But I'm sure Stee already has that self awareness, and I know it's so much easier said than done, but if there's anyway of looking into mitigating such patterns of thought, it can only help.

Could well be symptomatic of depression, which is where i need to stop, as I've probably already said too much.

I only wish him well, that is all.

 

[Pissed_and_messed]

Hey Stee, you are great.



just be yourself, it is fine!

 

[Shambles]

Just to prove that Tranced (*waves at Tranced*) isn’t the only auld geezer around these parts…

Hiya!



(I will say the mobile interface is still mighty fishy… but compared to yesteryear it’s night and day… so maybe gloaming at best… still a significant improvement… I digress…)