I really agree with thisshowed me it is the little, friendlier brother of 2C-E:
I haven't tried 2C-P yet, but I plan to soon so will be able to compare all three.
How about?I'm very much struggling with your poetic metaphors, but I agree that (for me anyway) 2C-D and 2C-E feel worlds different. I don't think 2C-E really has a little brother. Certainly nothing I've tried is very much like it at all. It has a tremendous depth and intensity. It is perhaps the least recreational of the common phenethylamines. I haven't tried 2C-P yet, but I plan to soon so will be able to compare all three.
I do admit that part of my conclusion may be tainted by bias, wanting to put all the 4-alkyl 2Cs into one neat box. Yes, theI'm fascinated by people finding any similarity between 2C-D and 2C-E. For me, 2C-D is a brisk wind, a bracing slug of iced tea on a hot day, the smell of fresh orange rind. 2C-E is an old scratchy wool sock drug off as bedding to a wolf's den..
Had another go with the substance recently, at 30 mg 2C-D HCl p.o..
(with 47 mg) After failing with the task (related to psychedelics/drugs) I had set for the day due to impatience, I got disappointed in myself. The previous days I had decided that it would be time for another more psychedelic journey, and I had either a ~50 mg of 2C-D or some 12 - 14 mg 2C-E in mind. As it was late in the evening, I had just eaten and because 2C-D is more amicable, the decision was easy. Originally, there was a plan to trip on this weekend, this was thwarted by some complications and then spontaneously decided for it again. Maybe not the best circumstances, as it seems like I need some preparation these days.
Anyways, the 2C-D was taken and this time it punished me with a bit of nausea, which was expected due to the meal being so close to ingestion. Otherwise the body was fine, except for some neck tension. But after the come up, I did not end up in any even somewhat comfortable mental state. I questioned many of my choices and actions, but without coming to any real solutions. Looking into the mirror, which under the influence often fills me with self-acceptance and love, despite my many short-comings, had the polar opposite result. I looked at a very tired and disappointed version of myself, with blue eye rings (not the case when sober!). I came to the realisation that I may still be deep in depression, despite claiming the opposite for most of the last year. Have I lied to myself? In any case, it became clear that there are some deeply routed flaws, and that I wouldn't get any wiser from further trips. I was disappointed in myself for wasting so much time with drugs, even with psychedelics. Why do I always need a new toy? Aren't the old toys enough? Haven't I found enough tools now to look into myself? When would I start actually applying what I learned? It feels disheartening, as I seem to lack the strength and time is running. I also realised the amount of self-isolation and dangers that come with my interest for all drugs.
I should probably try to strengthen old friendships and build new ones. And I need to spend the time that seems flying nowadays more efficiently and structured. The rest of the trip was spent mostly distracting myself, which may not have been the best choice. Maybe I should've tried pondering the enigma that I am to myself more. When the danger for rekindling a psychedelic wildfire seemed low enough, thoughts were drowned out by vaporising some cannabis. The next day was spent lethargic and depressed. Now I have a cold and am naturally lethargic. Damn.
n = 3 now, with just a 33 % success quote. The third time, I didn't puke immediately, but at a later point. I don't think the puking was due to the 2C-D, but it may have amplified some of the nausea either way. I did have a headache resolve with 2C-T though recently... This guy (me) will do anything not to go to a doctor to get triptans!As this is n=1, an attempt at a repeat trial was made with similar headaches that couldn't be resolved by ibuprofen. Unfortunately, the solution was puked right out in a sudden attack of nausea caused by introducing anything to the stomach (even tap water without drug some hour later was expelled from the system right away). No effects of the 2C-D were felt and the headaches progressed with the usual strength until they naturally disappeared.
No, and I don't think I have cluster, just relatively frequent migraines. I got a diagnosis for migraines when I was a teenager. Haven't been to a doctor again, but it would probably be worthwhile to get some triptane prescribed. I kind of missed this question, not that it matters much.This is a fairly dumb question, but you don't have a cluster headache diagnosis, right?
I don't know if these pellets are adequately dosed, and I think I'm a little more sensitive than the average tripper, but I found 50 mg 2C-D HCl orally plenty for me. Maybe equivalent to somewhere in the realm of 30 mg 2C-B for me, but much more introspective, much more neutral. Not as friendly, but certainly not unfriendly. While there was none of the terrifying mind loops acid gives me, I was a bit reminded of it in terms of depth. Although less spiritual, more pertaining to the work I have to do myself, and not what the cosmos and afterlife is like. I think 60 mg should be a decent dose. I wish I had the confidence to push 2C-D beyond 50 mg, but for me it seems to be kind of the edge between sanity and insanity, which makes the trip exciting, but also makes me a bit wary of solo-sessions. I like the waving of wooden texture on it, very gentle and nice. Not too advanced in terms of visuals, except for that one time it did the 2C-E oil-painting thing + peacock eyes in the trees while hiking on a "mere" 30 mg.A lovely substance.
Next time I wanna try 2C-D on it's own.
I got 2x 60mg pellets left. Maybe a whole 60mg in nature?
No, and I don't think I have cluster, just relatively frequent migraines. I got a diagnosis for migraines when I was a teenager. Haven't been to a doctor again, but it would probably be worthwhile to get some triptane prescribed. I kind of missed this question, not that it matters much.
I don't know if these pellets are adequately dosed, and I think I'm a little more sensitive than the average tripper, but I found 50 mg 2C-D HCl orally plenty for me. Maybe equivalent to somewhere in the realm of 30 mg 2C-B for me, but much more introspective, much more neutral. Not as friendly, but certainly not unfriendly. While there was none of the terrifying mind loops acid gives me, I was a bit reminded of it in terms of depth. Although less spiritual, more pertaining to the work I have to do myself, and not what the cosmos and afterlife is like. I think 60 mg should be a decent dose. I wish I had the confidence to push 2C-D beyond 50 mg, but for me it seems to be kind of the edge between sanity and insanity, which makes the trip exciting, but also makes me a bit wary of solo-sessions. I like the waving of wooden texture on it, very gentle and nice. Not too advanced in terms of visuals, except for that one time it did the 2C-E oil-painting thing + peacock eyes in the trees while hiking on a "mere" 30 mg.