Meth Rhabdomyolysis I strongly believe I have now but missing one symptom

[Juicewrldfan]

I relapsed on ICE and this guy gets such strong stuff I underestimated it and he warned me…

Well, I lost my mind completely not long after and came to having realized I’ve just been standing in the same little room cleaning and talking to walls for hours on end likely tho most the time using the same muscle group.

Yet I realized much later in the day that I had pain in my thighs and lower back and left triceps hurts when I press on them and literally almost can’t get up from a sitting position. Not without using my hands to lift off something. That’s how bad the pain is at that point.

I also (mostly when stressed or I assume spike in BP) I get severe burning pain in my right side of chest. Guessing my lung but I don’t smoke it or anything bitumen oral and sublingual these days. Gotta stop that too tho so bad for insides.


Nothing else I can think of explains it yet I don’t have a change in urine color. It’s still hydrated color light yellow.

Also usually I eat and stay up on that and hydrated but I literally lost myind for hours.

And I mean maybe 6 on my feet and in that little bathroom like a lunatic.
So sad to think about.

I am going to another program but I still have a lot of this stuff considering the potency.

Trying to not take any because I need more rest than 3 today and 5 yesterday if my body has a chance at healing.

On a side note I also have pharmacy grade GHB. I have almost no experience with GHB. Do you think it will help with a slight mood lift and the pain from my large muscle groups? What dosage for this purpose on average! Let’s just assume I have zero exp.

Do you think this is Rhabdomyolysis? It makes me think it is is all the muscles that hurt and when I press on them definitely painful and gently yet firmly pressing:

K just really trying to make it thru this until I get to impatient but I dunno too much ice all around my house hidden but not from me ahahhahaha. Is a terrible thing tho.
I can't drive to the hospital. I don’t think ambulance is necessary

 

[Juicewrldfan]

Home remedies? For Rhabo?

I’m guessing adequate sleep, food, fluids, and idk what else tho?

I do have access to baclofen in house?

 

[Electrum1]

I had Rhabdomyolysis last month. If that's what you have then yeah you just gotta drink a ton of water

 

[Juicewrldfan]

I had Rhabdomyolysis last month. If that's what you have then yeah you just gotta drink a ton of water

Thanks man. I’ll keep trying that pretty sure that’s how I guy here I’m the firat place : not eating and drinking because I was incoherent.

It doesn’t help that I was fucked up and and dude that sold me the GHB told
Me the dosing wrong. He said small doses go well with ice to smooth the edges, acts as a sedative. Large doses are what you don’t want.

Dude I didn’t want to stack stimulation. I wanted a bento like affect. Based on reading up on it just now it’s ky quite like that

 

[HoldBack]

I’m not a tweaker so my one or two uses of crystal per year always lead to muscle breakdown with the telltale brown urine.

Sure you can take G but unless you’re trying to fuck or sleep, not going to get you anywhere.

Any extended use of crystal will break down your muscle but hella rare that it rises to any level of significance that going to sleep won’t fix…

 

[Quasimoto]

Home remedies? For Rhabo?

No bro, if you truly have rhabdo you need to be in a damn hospital, because you're literally dying at that point. The enzymes that cause your urine to turn brown during rhabdo also destroy your liver and other organs, it's a cascading effect.

I had rhabdo once, brown urine for 48 hours. The other major symptom being my sweat smelled so bad, like ammonia, because my liver was unable to break down the natural ammonia your body produces, so it came out in my sweat. You could smell my dirty clothes from 100ft away, no joke, it smelled that badly. Not like regular body odor, they smelled of chemicals. It was very bad.

 

[Juicewrldfan]

I’m not a tweaker so my one or two uses of crystal per year always lead to muscle breakdown with the telltale brown urine.

Sure you can take G but unless you’re trying to fuck or sleep, not going to get you anywhere.

Any extended use of crystal will break down your muscle but hella rare that it rises to any level of significance that going to sleep won’t fix…

Thanks man. That’s encouraging. I was worrying because it seemed to be getting worse but has leveled out as my mind has more or less returned to me.

I think that’s the key here is I was out of my mind overdosed because not used to the purity and didn’t hydrate or eat a cannibalism of my muscles started.

And i only slept 5 hours in two or three days. So I’m going to let myself drift off to see music videos on YouTube and small incremental amounts of ghb until I’m out.

I binge so not a daily user but everyone knows I don’t have much control when I use stims.

Im proud of myself today tho because I actually didn’t take ANY stimulants. Though I have a significant amount of the purest ice I’ve ever known hidden in and outside of my house in the yard.

I get paranoid about cops and insanely so when I’m high at times so stashed it everywhere.

I’m confident if I keep taking it right now I’ll get fill on kidney failure if I don’t letyawlf
Rest and I go to a 30 day tomorrow impatient treatment so hope I’ll throw it away but will probably sneak it in with me.

Just rehabs aren’t geat for meth use at all lol.

 

[ageingpartyfiend]

Flush that meth if at all possible man - you have plenty left, it's strong and you're already thinking you may have serious health issue from it

All the best mate. Bin that shit. No point going to rehab and taking it in with you, waste of everyone's time. Bin.

 

[Juicewrldfan]

No bro, if you truly have rhabdo you need to be in a damn hospital, because you're literally dying at that point. The enzymes that cause your urine to turn brown during rhabdo also destroy your liver and other organs, it's a cascading effect.

I had rhabdo once, brown urine for 48 hours. The other major symptom being my sweat smelled so bad, like ammonia, because my liver was unable to break down the natural ammonia your body produces, so it came out in my sweat. You could smell my dirty clothes from 100ft away, no joke, it smelled that badly. Not like regular body odor, they smelled of chemicals. It was very bad.

That may be why I was getting pain albeit minor in right under my left and right breast bones and liver area as well. Yet my urine is still the right color.

Idk what it is then I’m don’t have other symptoms although that may be perhaps because I only been taking it orally to try to be less tweaked and more functional.

K second dose of GHB kick in so my fall asleep at the keys soon.

 

[ageingpartyfiend]

Make SURE no other depressants with the GHB please

 

[Juicewrldfan]

Make SURE no other depressants with the GHB please

For sure. Yeah I wanted trie benzodiazepines because I’m well versed in those and don’t haven’t he issue with stims with those and he only had this and he is part of certain circles so they tend to carry these two drugs.

So that is to say, I don’t have access to amy other depressants aside from if you would call prescribed maintenance suboxone one and I don’t think we woild because the tolerance to opioids.

But I say that because I don’t know as link as you all do about this so I cooks be wrong . I haven’t taken it yet today. I do t notice it unless I am in withdrawal because I’m on maintenance.

Also taking half teaspoons of the pnarlqcygr as e GHB that starts with a X mixed with water according to instructions.

Oddly I find myself more awake. Dosing this stuff for effects seems tricky

 

[AngelsandFairiesarereal]

Hope you’re okay amigo. Sounds like you overdid it in a number of ways and your body is feeling it. I think rest, fluids, food, and time to recover will help.

Please be safe. Always rooting for you
Big hug

 

[Keif' Richards]

The @Juicewrldfan chronicles continue

I've developed a small place in my heart for you after all this time. You get beat down but you keep getting up and I admire that. I know from personal experience that the "well, I've fucked up again, I might as well keep going" mentality is an easy one to get into.

Please, if you make any decision for yourself my friend, do not use the Meth. If that's the only step you can get yourself to take right now, that's fine. Do the other drugs, but please don't get wrapped up in Meth.

What you're describing is not an uncommon issue with long-acting stimulants like Amphetamines. You could just be extremely sore from using your muscles, but it could be Rhabdo. Dark urine would be considered one of the hallmarks of the condition.

At any rate, you should just continue to hydrate aggressively. I'm assuming you're not eating regularly right now, so make sure to consume electrolytes with the large quantities of water. I'm a fan of pedialyte brand, but gatorade and other sports drinks are fine too. In the absence of any of these options, add a small amount of salt and sugar to your tap water. Your muscles really need protein to repair themselves, so you would do yourself a favor by throwing in a protein drink.

Your muscles will recover. If things don't improve or get worse, then I'd get checked out, but you should be alright just relaxing and hydrating.

 

[Juicewrldfan]

I actually barely took any Thursday. Maybe 50 - 100 mg. The damage was primarily from the day before. So I was slamming food left and right yesterday lol. And yes mostly protein. Not the best kind. I mean it was chicken but patties and nuggets and what have you.

I did end up taking 25mg later but I regretted it. Wasn’t enjoyable at all.

I got adequate rest last night though and you all were right. A full nights rest worked wonders. I’m not completely healed but maybe one more night and I will be. Seems like I’m maybe 1/2 healed. I mean last night I couldn’t even walk up the stairs without using my hand on the stair in front of me and one on the rail. Too painful.

I think I am going to push my admittance to inpatient back until Monday. I didn’t realize it was the weekend and my wife is off the weekend (she doesn’t use drugs and never has been one of us).

I did take maybe 50mg orally this morning and seem to be okay. I’m terrified of overdoing it and losing all control because the pain has be experienced keeps me in check and I don’t want to lose my mind.

Thanks to all of you very much for never being judgmental and being supportive/encouraging. Aside from you all, all I have is my wife now. My therapist of going on 8 years who I saw the day after I damaged my muscles badly on zoom because I couldn’t drive is now holding the relationship over my head until i complete a 30 day treatment program—says I need stabilized on bipolar meds or rat her her words were “significant stabilization “ lol. Not funny but all we can do is laugh sometimes at our circumstances as we try to make them better.

I am trying despite what it looks like. And well I am definitely going but sometimes in truly wonder if bipolar is the right diagnosis. I abuse stimulants so I don’t think ppl can get an accurate diagnosis and then I find myself using it as a crutch like “oh well I guess I was manic and had no control” when it’s really more likely I just wanted to get high and chose to and I think if I don’t own that I’ll always be victimizing myself to a disorder that may or not be there.