Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 9

[JoshuaGuillory36]

From what I've seen, it looks like once people basically feel (somewhat) normal, they fully recover within 2 to 4 months. It could be less or more, but definitely somewhere in the 2 to 4 month range.

Peace and Love! And God bless you all!

 

[JoshuaGuillory36]

We know the Sun is real, exists, and is conducive to health. But only by trusting or believing it to be those things do we get to fully experience it (or do we get the full experience of it). If we doubt the knowledge we have of it, it becomes less helpful in our lives: because our consciousness and emotions play a part in our experience of it. Although one may view Lucifer as a teammate of Jesus, some may view Lucifer as the Devil or Satan, a fallen angel. In that case, the Devil knew (keyword KNEW) Jesus, or GOD, or Jehovah, or Allah, etc., but no longer does he believe in him. No longer does he get to truly experience him. He doesn't believe in God's goodness. So he no longer knows that GOD is all-powerful and the right way to go, be, or believe in.

belief (39)= faith | candle (39)= knowledge | angel (39)= the one who believes and knows and thus experiences

39 is the gematria or numerical value of each of those words.

Faith fuels knowledge. And knowledge fuels faith.

Peace and Love! And God bless you all!

 

[JoshuaGuillory36]

Years ago I shared a quote of mine online and it went viral. It may help you. I'll include it below. Also, I'll include an excerpt of one of my poems, which was composed in the quatrain form. It's the last stanza of that poem. If you can figure out the key to the quote and stanza, you will gain victory over your situation.

"Slavery is hell. Freedom is heaven. Deception is warfare. Honesty is peace."

"Through dedication true,
With shamelessness and zeal,
The best that I can do
To please God is my will."

 

[JoshuaGuillory36]

I have great news. I was speed walking and GOD told me to keep declaring that I am Healed, that I am Fully Recovered, that I have fully regained my emotions, among other things. Whether or not it was those exact words, it basically was those things. And after declaring it, while I was walking GOD gave me a revelation about the angel GABRIEL, something to do with gematria, and no, it's not something anyone would figure out without the inspiration of GOD, just in case someone tries to link a number to GABRIEL (like 54, Gabriel). The revelation is more than that. It was many things, several things, he revealed to me, being, of course, connected to the number and other numbers. And as I got the revelation, it felt like a hand gently opened up an area in my chest and my emotional blunting decreased. Remember, I said I may still have a small amount of emotional blunting, and what do you know, it was removed. Whether or not, that was the last of the emotional blunting, I know I feel so much better and more and more completely like me. (And I will keep declaring that I fully have my emotions, and there is no more emotional blunting in me, and that there never was, I'll even take it to that level, as if the emotional blunting was an illusion or something temporary and not eternal. Truth is eternal. And in some cases, truth is temporary, too.) I also experienced a decrease in that heavy feeling in my brain. GOD is so amazing. Praise the LORD. I'm going to go tell my mother soon. I will call her on the cell phone and tell her of the good news. Please, people, don't give up on GOD. Kiaf tried, and still tries, to tell you all to keep the faith in GOD. To keep declaring victory. So does Maymay. Both of them have been doing a good job. GOD is for real. God is real. And GOD still heals people. He's the same yesterday, today, and forevermore. Amen. Hallelujah. The highest praise to our good GOD, LORD, and SAVIOR, Jesus Christ, who's one with him, and thus is him.

Like I said years ago, "When you turn your intention towards success, success will turn its intention towards you." The same goes for GOD, who is success. The same goes for you and your relationship with GOD. When you turn your intention towards GOD, GOD will turn his intention towards you. Another quote of mine comes to mind, praise the LORD: "I will succeed, not surrender." Amen.

A shrinkage in emotional blunting. I feel so good. Goodness will keep manifesting. Everything I say, think, do and feel, etc., is a spell, is a prayer, is a declaration of truth, faith, and knowledge in GOD, and my Victory, our victory.

MY DECLARATIONS:
I am fully recovered.
I am fully healed.
I fully have and experience my emotions.
I am perfect always.
GOD is perfect always.
Everything I do is right and perfect in God's sight.
My sexual function is perfect.
My sleeping is perfect.
I have no more insomnia.
I have no more sexual dysfunction or problems.
I have always been healed and perfect in JESUS' name. Amen.

You can do the same. I'm so glad that GOD decreased that emotional blunting. Amen. Thanks, GABRIEL, you are one of the highest and main expressions and angels of GOD. Amen.



P.S. I wouldn't be surprised if RAPHAEL had a part in it. Amen.

 

[JoshuaGuillory36]

Minutes ago I checked a project I had started in 2023, using Vegas Pro 21.0, and there's certain parts in it, that before the Gabriel experience, I wasn't able to feel as much, and now I'm able to really feel it emotionally (it's way stronger now). So, yes, there's the proof. I have had an emotional extension. This is amazing. The angelic touch was like the touch of a cute little baby in my chest or heart area. I use the picture or words "it felt like a hand gently opened up an area in my chest..." to illustrate an opening. Whatever it was, I think an opening is one of the best ways to describe it. I'm so happy. Life is so easy. I always win. You can win, too. Just keep speaking in faith that everything is alright. That everything is perfect. That everything is going your way. That you are special forever. Peace and Love!

And if anybody is struggling with appreciating my testimonies because I appear to them as arrogant or conceded, (or too perfect, ha-ha) consider the following:

"Early in life I had to choose between honest arrogance and hypocritical humility. I chose the former and have seen no reason to change" (Frank Lloyd Wright).

"For what is modesty but hypocritical humility, by means of which, in a world swelling with vile envy, a man seeks to beg pardon for his excellences and merits from those who have none? For whoever attributes no merit to himself because he really has none is not modest, but merely honest" (Arthur Schopenhauer).

"With people of limited ability modesty is merely honesty. But with those who possess great talent it is hypocrisy" (idem).

And, finally, a quote from me, which I composed or coined during the early part of 2017: "It strengthens me to lift myself up when other people try to knock me down. Arrogance is thus a virtue."

I will continue lifting myself up, whether or not people try to knock me down. And I will continue to lift up JESUS higher and higher. I will continue to do the same with or for GOD as well.

Peace and Love! And God bless you all!

 

[UnluckyXeplion]

"So many blessings came to me as a result of praying for the Lord’s people. The presence of the Holy Spirit was with all of us. However, I knew I was not quite where I needed to be with the Lord. A short while later another miracle occurred. This time the miracle was for me. It was December 16, 2002 when I awakened suddenly. It was three AM. I was wide awake and noticed a glow at the foot of my bed. I realized it was an angel. I was not dreaming. I was not alarmed in the least. I then heard these words, “John, it’s time to go home.” I answered simply with, “Okay!” I was not afraid, I felt at peace. In an instant I felt myself going straight up. No space shuttle could match that speed. In a fleeting second, I could see the earth below my feet getting smaller and smaller. The angel was on my right and holding my arm. I know now that was my guardian angel. We were moving so fast and then suddenly stopped. I saw a beautiful white wall of clouds in front of me. I could not see over, under or around them and without a doubt, I knew Heaven’s gate was on the other side of it. There were still so many people depending on me on earth, including hundreds of people I had yet to meet. There was that one thing in my life that I did not want to meet Jesus with, but I would have been allowed to enter despite my imperfection. My angel then said, “John, you can go in or you can go back.” I answered with, “I better go back.” My spirit wanted to stay because I have never felt that kind of peace before. Words cannot describe what I saw and felt. Next thing I knew, I was back in my bed. Some people will think that this was just a dream, but it wasn’t. My confirmation to this truth was that the Holy Spirit stayed with me for three days and nights after that. I felt like Moses after being in God’s presence. I was walking in Heaven on earth" (John Taylor, idem).

You gonna like this picture:

Let's all heal in the name of god, Amen.
(I'm Jewish btw, just like Jesus haha)

 

[JoshuaGuillory36]

You gonna like this picture:

Let's all heal in the name of god, Amen.
(I'm Jewish btw, just like Jesus haha)

And, if you like truth, you're going to like this: "And his feet like unto fine brass, as if they burned in a furnace; and his voice as the sound of many waters." - Revelation 1:15

"And as Paul was to be led into the castle, he said unto the chief captain, May I speak unto thee? Who said, Canst thou speak Greek? Art not thou that Egyptian, which before these days madest an uproar, and leddest out into the wilderness four thousand men that were murderers?" - Acts 21:37-38

"I am black, but comely, O ye daughters of Jerusalem, as the tents of Kedar, as the curtains of Solomon." - Song of Solomon 1:5

I'm a TRUE JEW! Healing to us all!

The phrase "The Jews" is a code word for "The Wise." If one scrambles it, they will see it. J is interchangeable with i and y. JEWS or WISE. The Wise.

"The way of life is above to the wise, that he may depart from hell beneath." Proverbs 15:24

Jews are Wise! The Jews are The Wise!

Peace and Love! And GOD bless you all

 

[UnluckyXeplion]

And, if you like truth, you're going to like this: "And his feet like unto fine brass, as if they burned in a furnace; and his voice as the sound of many waters." - Revelation 1:15

"And as Paul was to be led into the castle, he said unto the chief captain, May I speak unto thee? Who said, Canst thou speak Greek? Art not thou that Egyptian, which before these days madest an uproar, and leddest out into the wilderness four thousand men that were murderers?" - Acts 21:37-38

"I am black, but comely, O ye daughters of Jerusalem, as the tents of Kedar, as the curtains of Solomon." - Song of Solomon 1:5

I'm a TRUE JEW! Healing to us all!

The phrase "The Jews" is a code word for "The Wise." If one scrambles it, they will see it. J is interchangeable with i and y. JEWS or WISE. The Wise.

"The way of life is above to the wise, that he may depart from hell beneath." Proverbs 15:24

Jews are Wise! The Jews are The Wise!

Peace and Love! And GOD bless you all

Thank you for the love brother

 

[JoshuaGuillory36]

Thank you for the love brother

You're welcome, and thank you!
You are perfect love, brother.

 

[invegafuckedmeupmeow]

Guys so I know I stated I recovered, because I was recovered right before I went to the psych ward and during my stay in the psych ward. So basically in April i was recovered ended up in a psych ward, left the psych ward stopped the meds and ended up in another paych ward. The second time the day they started me on lithium I went numb again, like being in invega again. Thing is its late August right now I got out early June and I am still numb. I cant feel coffee get high or get exercise highs. Nicotine is air.
But I seriously was recovered right before I went to the psych ward. Very confused what is going on with me.

 

[JoshuaGuillory36]

Guys so I know I stated I recovered, because I was recovered right before I went to the psych ward and during my stay in the psych ward. So basically in April i was recovered ended up in a psych ward, left the psych ward stopped the meds and ended up in another paych ward. The second time the day they started me on lithium I went numb again, like being in invega again. Thing is its late August right now I got out early June and I am still numb. I cant feel coffee get high or get exercise highs. Nicotine is air.
But I seriously was recovered right before I went to the psych ward. Very confused what is going on with me.

Hang in there, dear soul. Put your faith in Jesus Christ, he is the way, truth, and the life forever.
He is the secret mystery of all ages. He is the GOD who can appear as a White man, a Black man, a Chinese man, etc.
He can even appear as a large bird, huge lion or even a baby bear. Jesus is all colors and beyond colors. Jesus is all things and beyond things. He is the Sun of God. And he is the Son of God. He is the Word of God that moves in, as and beyond the Sun in the sky, etc. He is the secret mystery of all ages. He was known as Heru (Horus) in the Egyptian religion or society. Peace and Love! And God bless you all!

P.S. When you pronounce the name of Jesus, you hear the letter G sound, G being the first letter of God. He will lift you up, or Gimel you up, forever. He is the "wise" "light" forever.

 

[UnluckyXeplion]

 

[fenec]

my head feeling really disappeared what a relief it was really unpleasant

 

[JoshuaGuillory36]

I want to tell everyone that if you were someone who was able, for instance, to come up with a lot of jokes in your mind, one after the other, and, though it caused you much joy while doing it, it also caused you much anxiety, and even somewhat at times a lightheadedness and like you may eventually pass out because of the extreme humor and revelatory thoughts that come to you, that all comes back. I experienced that while taking a bath this morning. That's when it use to happen a lot (while I take a bath, and soak in the tub). It's not that I have to take a bath to experience it, but that's one of the ways. It's almost like an uncontrollable levity you experience. I'm so glad I experienced it. I had to get out of the tub, and that feeling went away to a great degree or completely. Even a lot of sexual thoughts may be a part of the comedy and revelations you get. Maybe not always, but sometimes, at least.

Peace and Love! God bless you!

 

[JoshuaGuillory36]

I was talking with my Dad yesterday, and I remember in 4th grade I was selected/chosen to be the class president. I think I remember the name of my primary teacher now. It may have been Ms./Mrs. Wilson. Her first name could have been anything. Tina, Tracy, Traci, Tammy, Tony, etc. I had thought maybe her last name could have been Thomas/Thompson or Rivers/Brown/Turner/Smith, etc. I remember I had a teacher before her that quit because the students in my class did something bad, said something bad, or wrote something bad on paper that made her cry. I liked her too. I knew it was close to Williams (my primary third grade teacher) but not the same name. So Wil(son) and Wil(liams) is close. Also I remember Mrs./Ms. Worthy (math teacher), Mrs./Ms Melanson (writing/english), however her name is spelled. She may just have been Writing but not English, and maybe Wilson (who was a female basketball player in college) may have been English. But English and Writing may have been the same class. Feel free to give this message or post an idc (cat). ha-ha. I would have married that white woman Ms./Mrs. Wilson if we would have kept contact. There was a special relationship between her and I, nothing sexual, but an affinity or rapport for one another, which could have escalated into a marital or romantic relationship had we kept in touch. Maybe even a Mary Kate Letourneau kind of thing. But possibly not. Nothing may have ever happened between us, but she loved me and I loved her, and, of course, we still do love each other I think or suppose.

Peace and Love! And God bless you all!



P.S. Her name may not be Mrs. Wilson though.

 

[UnluckyXeplion]

For those of you who are retaining their semen and in love with spirituality, may god bless you.

 

[JoshuaGuillory36]

What's going on between Johnson and Johnson and your experience due to Invega is like what went on in the movie "Death and the Maiden" between my bay-bee Sigourney Weaver as Paulina Escobar and Ben Kingsley as Dr. Roberto Miranda. And Stuart Wilson as Gerardo Escobar may represent those people who love and support you but at times may know and not know what to do (to help you in the situation you're going through).

Paulina Escobar = You
Dr. Roberto Miranda = Johnson and Johnson, Janssen Pharmaceuticals, and the Psychiatrists, Doctors, Nurse Practitioners, etc.
Gerardo Escobar = The people who love you and support you.

May God bless you all! Peace and Love!

 

[JoshuaGuillory36]

Spirituality has to do either with the spiritualization of (the) flesh or spiritual asceticism.
You can either engage or not engage in things, neither makes you holy or just, but having goodness in your heart and mind, and bringing to the experience peace, love, joy, and faith in GOD through Jesus Christ, etc.)

(For in Jesus Christ neither circumcision availeth any thing, nor uncircumcision; but faith which worketh by love. - Galatians 5:6)

"But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, longsuffering, gentleness, goodness, faith, Meekness, temperance: against such there is no law" (Galatians 5:22-23).

"For one believeth that he may eat all things: another, who is weak, eateth herbs" (Romans 14:2).

"To the pure all things are pure, but to those who are defiled and unbelieving nothing is pure; but even their mind and conscience are defiled" (Titus 1:15).

Peace and Love! God bless you all

 

[JoshuaGuillory36]

Spirituality has to do either with the spiritualization of (the) flesh or spiritual asceticism.
You can either engage or not engage in things, neither makes you holy or just, but having goodness in your heart and mind, and bringing to the experience peace, love, joy, and faith in GOD through Jesus Christ, etc.)

(For in Jesus Christ neither circumcision availeth any thing, nor uncircumcision; but faith which worketh by love. - Galatians 5:6)

"But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, longsuffering, gentleness, goodness, faith, Meekness, temperance: against such there is no law" (Galatians 5:22-23).

"For one believeth that he may eat all things: another, who is weak, eateth herbs" (Romans 14:2).

"To the pure all things are pure, but to those who are defiled and unbelieving nothing is pure; but even their mind and conscience are defiled" (Titus 1:15).

Peace and Love! God bless you all

"It is not abstinence from pleasures that is best, but mastery over them without ever being worsted." - Aristippus

"Let us pluck life's sweets, 'tis for them we live: by-and-by we shall be ashes, a ghost, a mere subject of talk." - Persius

Peace and Love! God bless you all

 

[JoshuaGuillory36]

I was talking with my Dad yesterday, and I remember in 4th grade I was selected/chosen to be the class president. I think I remember the name of my primary teacher now. It may have been Ms./Mrs. Wilson. Her first name could have been anything. Tina, Tracy, Traci, Tammy, Tony, etc. I had thought maybe her last name could have been Thomas/Thompson or Rivers/Brown/Turner/Smith, etc. I remember I had a teacher before her that quit because the students in my class did something bad, said something bad, or wrote something bad on paper that made her cry. I liked her too. I knew it was close to Williams (my primary third grade teacher) but not the same name. So Wil(son) and Wil(liams) is close. Also I remember Mrs./Ms. Worthy (math teacher), Mrs./Ms Melanson (writing/english), however her name is spelled. She may just have been Writing but not English, and maybe Wilson (who was a female basketball player in college) may have been English. But English and Writing may have been the same class. Feel free to give this message or post an idc (cat). ha-ha. I would have married that white woman Ms./Mrs. Wilson if we would have kept contact. There was a special relationship between her and I, nothing sexual, but an affinity or rapport for one another, which could have escalated into a marital or romantic relationship had we kept in touch. Maybe even a Mary Kate Letourneau kind of thing. But possibly not. Nothing may have ever happened between us, but she loved me and I loved her, and, of course, we still do love each other I think or suppose.

Peace and Love! And God bless you all!



P.S. Her name may not be Mrs. Wilson though.

I'm starting to think now her name could be Mrs./Ms. Terry. Definitely not Williamson.

Anyways, God bless all of you going through Invega. You will recover soon. "Steph" from version 2 of Coming Off Invega basically waited without doing much of anything and she fully recovered. You can find her story also on the schizophrenia.forum (website).

Peace and Love! God bless ya.