Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 9

[JoshuaGuillory36]

 

[JoshuaGuillory36]

I'm definitely going to expose the pharmaceutical companies whenever I make videos. Please understand, I know some of you are honestly suffering Invega after years. My purpose is to give people hope and good news they'll not have to suffer that long. I was the first person, to my knowledge, to speak about "emotional extensions." So now people will know that most likely for them, they will receive increases in their emotions, and not necessarily an instant increase one time (in other words, they won't, most likely, regain their emotions only one time, it may take several extensions to fully recover emotions). It may happen several or many times, they feel better emotionally. The truth is, I like speaking with faith, I speak that I have regained my emotions, and I truly, realistically, had all the extensions I speak of, but there could still be a certain amount of emotional blunting I'm still experiencing. I'm certain whatever emotional extension I get soon will be the final one, if it hasn't already happened. I somewhat feel like I have improvement to go in the emotions, but a little bit left. Peace and Love! And God bless you all. My next step is to meditate and study what is actually causing the emotional blunting, and not just blocked receptors, but other things, and also to see what herbs or things will remedy this even if I have to mix certain things together. And the same with sexual dysunction, and insomnia, etc. I'll have somewhat of a lab, and I'll start communicating with angels to help speed up the knowledge and understanding. We need something that will jump start sleeping normally again, that will jump start sexual function being perfectly 100 percent, that will jump start full emotions being felt or experienced, etc. I'll be doing some conjuring and praying and mathematical work, speaking in tongues, and symbolism, performing certain rituals that give me 100 percent success. I already did rituals before and I'm certain that is why my recovery has been as quick as it has. I'm African, Creole, etc. I'm a very deep spiritual person. I'm the type of person who would talk to trees, or make friends with the sand, if you know what I mean. Stuff that may sound crazy to some, but which is why the Egyptians ran the world many many many years or centuries and millenniums ago.

 

[JoshuaGuillory36]

I just ran, and I increased my amount of running from the last time I ran, and my energy is better, so that is a very good sign. I believe running will help eliminate emotional blunting and also Invega from your system. I'm not the first to think or know this, but it's good to state it.

 

[UnluckyXeplion]

I was at the psychiatrist office today.
I played their game as usual, just to let him think I'm taking my pills.
He has no clue how much I suffered from these horrible poisons and how my life is completely ruined.
I told him, "If you took those meds, you'll know exactly how it feels".
He almost put me on antidepressant because I told him I have no joy, no desire to do anything or pleasure.
I told him I have no depression at all, which is true, and he said that the antidepressant suppose to increase dopamine levels in the brain.
So I said to him that dopamine level ain't the problem, but the problem is blocked dopamine receptors, so it will do no good, besides more side effects.
He said that dopamine is partially blocked.

Next appointment I will lie and say that I can feel some sort of joy coming back and I'm having fun listening to music, although it ain't true. I'll do it just to avoid him, giving me more harmful chemicals to screw me up even more

He also said I need someone to motivate me...
I told him I never needed anyone, I'm good on my own, I did incredible things on my own and had a lot of motivation before all those injections.
He thinks he is doing good, but in reality, he is a danger.

Avoid psychiatrists like the plague! Jesus fuck!

 

[JoshuaGuillory36]

I was at the psychiatrist office today.
I played their game as usual, just to let him think I'm taking my pills.
He has no clue how much I suffered from these horrible poisons and how my life is completely ruined.
I told him, "If you took those meds, you'll know exactly how it feels".
He almost put me on antidepressant because I told him I have no joy, no desire to do anything or pleasure.
I told him I have no depression at all, which is true, and he said that the antidepressant suppose to increase dopamine levels in the brain.
So I said to him that dopamine level ain't the problem, but the problem is blocked dopamine receptors, so it will do no good, besides more side effects.
He said that dopamine is partially blocked.

Next appointment I will lie and say that I can feel some sort of joy coming back and I'm having fun listening to music, although it ain't true. I'll do it just to avoid him, giving me more harmful chemicals to screw me up even more

He also said I need someone to motivate me...
I told him I never needed anyone, I'm good on my own, I did incredible things on my own and had a lot of motivation before all those injections.
He thinks he is doing good, but in reality, he is a danger.

Avoid psychiatrists like the plague! Jesus fuck!

You're right, UnluckyXeplion, "Jesus fuck!" Jesus For yoU Cares Kindly! I wish you total healing and happiness.

Peace and Love!

 

[JoshuaGuillory36]

I was just proving to my Dad the ignorance of many Christians--how they don't understand words. He thought the Bible was against astrology, divination, casting of spells. No, the Bible is against wicked astrology, wicked divination, wicked casting of spells. One verse proves God wants us to meditate on the heavens (stars, planets, constellations, etc.) because it reveals his genius or glory. Dr. John Dee (a very holy man) done it and successfully predicted the coronation of Queen Elizabeth.

"To the chief Musician, A Psalm of David. The heavens declare the glory of God; and the firmament sheweth his handywork" (Psalm 19:1).

Even the word divination or diviner signifies a "prophet" and the "Divine" or God. Divination means "The art or act of foretelling future events or revealing occult knowledge by means of augury or an alleged supernatural agency." A supernatural agency can be "angels" and not always "demons". A supernatural agency can be GOD. Angels may give messages to men and women, etc. And a "prophet" foretells future events or reveals secret knowledge from GOD. And true prophets are not evil... And pertaining to spells, the great message of the Bible is the GOSPEL or GOSPELL, the spell of GOD, and even Go spell, because the word of God moves to people, that's why so many people believe in Christianity or the so-called gospel of Jesus Christ, because it has moved large distances, to many people.

Bishop Charles Harrison Mason was a diviner and a spell caster. A very holy man of God, who performed miracles using Hoodoo practices and by the Holy Spirit of God in harmony with one another.

Peace and Love and God Bless you all!

 

[JoshuaGuillory36]

I was just proving to my Dad the ignorance of many Christians--how they don't understand words. He thought the Bible was against astrology, divination, casting of spells. No, the Bible is against wicked astrology, wicked divination, wicked casting of spells. One verse proves God wants us to meditate on the heavens (stars, planets, constellations, etc.) because it reveals his genius or glory. Dr. John Dee (a very holy man) done it and successfully predicted the coronation of Queen Elizabeth.

"To the chief Musician, A Psalm of David. The heavens declare the glory of God; and the firmament sheweth his handywork" (Psalm 19:1).

Even the word divination or diviner signifies a "prophet" and the "Divine" or God. Divination means "The art or act of foretelling future events or revealing occult knowledge by means of augury or an alleged supernatural agency." A supernatural agency can be "angels" and not always "demons". A supernatural agency can be GOD. Angels may give messages to men and women, etc. And a "prophet" foretells future events or reveals secret knowledge from GOD. And true prophets are not evil... And pertaining to spells, the great message of the Bible is the GOSPEL or GOSPELL, the spell of GOD, and even Go spell, because the word of God moves to people, that's why so many people believe in Christianity or the so-called gospel of Jesus Christ, because it has moved large distances, to many people.

Bishop Charles Harrison Mason was a diviner and a spell caster. A very holy man of God, who performed miracles using Hoodoo practices and by the Holy Spirit of God in harmony with one another.

Peace and Love and God Bless you all!

I like the gospel of Jesus Christ. God's spell to the world. It moves or goes distances, into the hearts of people. The GOSPEL is the good spell, not the bad one. "And he said unto them, GO ye into all the world, and preach the GOspel to every creature" (Mark 16:15).

Pastors should have me preaching. I'm better than them all. All praise to the LORD God. I would preach the real truth that sets everyone free. But they like to play the game of beating people down and making them subservient to the state or government. That's 100 percent the truth.

 

[JoshuaGuillory36]

(King) David was one of the best spell-casters ever. The book of Psalms is the perfect example of spell casting. Any prayer is a spell. Some people know this, and some people don't.

"But thou, O LORD, be merciful unto me, and raise me up, that I may REQUITE them" (Psalm 41:10).

Requite means to "AVENGE".



P.S. All prayers are spells. All spells are prayers. Peace and Love!

 

[JoshuaGuillory36]

(King) David was one of the best spell-casters ever. The book of Psalms is the perfect example of spell casting. Any prayer is a spell. Some people know this, and some people don't.

"But thou, O LORD, be merciful unto me, and raise me up, that I may REQUITE them" (Psalm 41:10).

Requite means to "AVENGE".



P.S. All prayers are spells. All spells are prayers. Peace and Love!

David wants God to put him in a position, not only above his enemies, but where he can punish them or teach them a lesson. Or where God works through him to carry out the revenge or punishment.

 

[UnluckyXeplion]

I was just proving to my Dad the ignorance of many Christians--how they don't understand words. He thought the Bible was against astrology, divination, casting of spells. No, the Bible is against wicked astrology, wicked divination, wicked casting of spells. One verse proves God wants us to meditate on the heavens (stars, planets, constellations, etc.) because it reveals his genius or glory. Dr. John Dee (a very holy man) done it and successfully predicted the coronation of Queen Elizabeth.

"To the chief Musician, A Psalm of David. The heavens declare the glory of God; and the firmament sheweth his handywork" (Psalm 19:1).

Even the word divination or diviner signifies a "prophet" and the "Divine" or God. Divination means "The art or act of foretelling future events or revealing occult knowledge by means of augury or an alleged supernatural agency." A supernatural agency can be "angels" and not always "demons". A supernatural agency can be GOD. Angels may give messages to men and women, etc. And a "prophet" foretells future events or reveals secret knowledge from GOD. And true prophets are not evil... And pertaining to spells, the great message of the Bible is the GOSPEL or GOSPELL, the spell of GOD, and even Go spell, because the word of God moves to people, that's why so many people believe in Christianity or the so-called gospel of Jesus Christ, because it has moved large distances, to many people.

Bishop Charles Harrison Mason was a diviner and a spell caster. A very holy man of God, who performed miracles using Hoodoo practices and by the Holy Spirit of God in harmony with one another.

Peace and Love and God Bless you all!

Psychiatrists are devil worshipers.
Witches and warlocks is what they all are!
Karma will get them.

 

[JoshuaGuillory36]

As long as divination, spell-casting, or astrology doesn't turn you against GOD, then it's okay. And as long as it doesn't take your focus off of him, or take away your worship of or reverence for him.

 

[JoshuaGuillory36]

Psychiatrists are devil worshipers.
Witches and warlocks is what they all are!
Karma will get them.

The religion of psychiatry, pharmacy, and the medical field or community is ATHEISM, and in some cases SATANISM, or devil worship. They don't truly believe in good. They don't truly believe in GOD.

 

[JoshuaGuillory36]

Today's been a wonderful day. My Dad appears to be a control freak. It seems like almost every time he talks about the Bible he discusses something in it that will control people. It's not love, it's control. He doesn't go in the Bible to really free people, but to enslave them. "You can't do this," "You can't do that", is his belief or ideology. My Mom, on the other hand, is a very good woman, who doesn't waste her time looking for ways to control people. She not only looks, but does things, to love people.

Peace and Love! And God bless you all! May you never fall!
May you forever rise and attain the prize.

 

[fenec]

Allah bous donated dopamine and it’s sadistic for psychiatrists to deprive us of it, inchallah, he dies

 

[JoshuaGuillory36]

Porn-induced sexual dysfunction is much different than medication-induced sexual dysfunction. Semen retention didn't work for me, but it may always work for any of you. But semen retention did let me know I had improved in semen volume since the initial time of no semen volume, watery semen, etc.

Semen retention may possibly work big time if it's done for 90 days, 360 days, or 3 to 5 years.

Peace and Love! And God bless you all.

 

[invega-survivor101]

Over 6 months off invega had 1 shot of invega trinza and 2 shot of invega sustenna still have severe anhedonia and sexual dysfunction and no libido still.feel.completley numb no sign of improvements or recovery

When will I start to feel better ?

 

[deficiT]

David wants God to put him in a position, not only above his enemies, but where he can punish them or teach them a lesson. Or where God works through him to carry out the revenge or punishment.

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Some of these posts might be better suited for there, feel free to join in on a topic or create your own about whatever you'd like

 

[invega-survivor101]

Also how do you know when your starting to recover? Or have any improvements?

and how much invega leaves your system every single day?

 

[paranoid android]

Also how do you know when your starting to recover? Or have any improvements?

and how much invega leaves your system every single day?

The first thing that came back was my sex drive and the anhedonia wet away

 

[invega-survivor101]

The first thing that came back was my sex drive and the anhedonia wet away

How long did it take you for your sex drive to come back