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Looking for a junkie friend
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BugSlayer101
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I’ve only had oramorph and high zomorph doses. I’ve never tried heroin and I don’t think I ever will. But who knows what the future holds. If it works for you… then good on ya mate. I don’t judge. But I have sympathy for the ‘bad’ addicts. I’ve never had the addiction. My addiction is cannabis. They say it’s not addictive. But as a regular smoker… I can tell you it is
I have never actually done heroin i get a prescription for morphine instead. I would never touch the street heroin here with a 10 foot pole as its all fentanyl. Also i am not currently addicted to opiates either. I used to be but quit not of my own free will. Now i just take them whenever i have pain or just wanna get high not to maintain. I dont miss being addicted. I doubt i will ever try heroin as i have had dilaudid which is supposed to be better anyway so whats the point with heroin?
I smoke Cannabis everyday alll day but wouldnt say im addicted to it. I smoke a quarter ounce somedays some days less. Sure i prefer to have it but im not going to be puking or shitting my guts out if i dont get it. Or be craving weed like a cunt like i do with cigs. I dont think i actually know anyone with a Cannabis addiction
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BugSlayer101
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I get ya, I wouldn’t be pukin and shivering, but life would be shite without. A Q lasts me about 5 days. Smokin some shit wedding cake atm. But getting some blue zushi shortly. And well done with getting over that shit
I look at weed like i look at say Dr.Pepper. I don't need it but im alot happier with it. Damn a quarter lasts you like 5 days? Thats pretty good i wouldnt be worried about using that much even. So what if you smoke weed anyway? Atleast it's not meth
When i was in the psych ward and for like a year when i got out i learned sobriety was not something i got along with. I did have weed in the psych ward but that was it. The first thing i did when i got out of the psych ward was call my coke dealer. I banged that shit right up. I kept using coke until i managed to get back on my benzo and opiate scripts. Then it was like i didnt need coke anymore. Freud's theory of sublimation right there. Although im not addicted to opiates or benzos anymore i just like having them there in case i need them.
I think im just allergic to sobriety lol. The only drugs i do daily now are nicotine and Cannabis. With benzos and opiates i dont use them for any longer then 2 weeks in a row or so.
BugSlayer101
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Pretty much same here apart from amounts. I only smoke the little ‘one skins’
that does me. But have to travel a little for my stuff which is annoying. Excellent quality but not cheap either. £60 a Q. So I get about 3 Q a month. If I run out I have a go on my script Pregabalin. I’ve had a gram tonight. Not often though as you gain tolerance QUICK. So only once a week. I have a little drink now and then too. Bottle of wine and a couple of beers. Ciggys too
I think we as a society are to quick to label everything as a addiction anyway. It's a very old and western centric view point. I seriously doubt in Afghanistan that smoking 7 grams of hash in 5 days would be seen as a addiction as a example.
As a real life example i have a friend who lives in the Sudan that likes to have a few beers now and again. Now you may be saying to yourself whats the problem with that? Well the problem is that all alcohol is forbidden there and punishable by prison time at the very least if not death. I cant be bothered looking up the penalty. Now while having say 6 beers or so may not seem like a big deal to us it is to people in the Sudan.
As a real life example i have a friend who lives in the Sudan that likes to have a few beers now and again. Now you may be saying to yourself whats the problem with that? Well the problem is that all alcohol is forbidden there and punishable by prison time at the very least if not death. I cant be bothered looking up the penalty. Now while having say 6 beers or so may not seem like a big deal to us it is to people in the Sudan.
Pretty much same here apart from amounts. I only smoke the little ‘one skins’
I havent smoked a 1 skin in so long lol. I always buy the 1 1/4 size papers. Up until the gas station here started selling weed i had to travel 45 mins to get mine as there was no weed shop near me. But it was on the way to the city anyway where i usually had to do shopping anyway. 60 pounds a quarter? Holy shit here you can buy a ounce of mid weed online for $75. A ounce of the weed at the weed store is usually $115 a ounce. I did pay 50 bucks for 3.5 grams of Acapulco gold though but thats primo weed
Lyrica does absolutly nothing for me. Becareful mixing lyrica and alcohol that sometimes leads to weird shit. I was facetiming with my friend once and got smashed on lyrica or gabapentin and rum and i went on a huge rant about wanting to kill the prime minister or some shit and how i was going to do it and all that. Thankfully my friend doesent get weirded out easy lol
I have beer in the fridge but since my neck was killing me i had to stop after 4 beers and have a shot of morphine. I can never drink on morphine it just makes me feel sick. It's also not a good idea
BugSlayer101
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Yeah I’ve learned my lesson about mixing gaba and booze. Got into a fight with my dad, fell over and smacked my head on floor. Had to go in ambulance to hospital. They were on strike at the time so one of the paramedics was a soldier, in uniform
yeah you gotta be careful mixing. And yeah mate… weed is still illegal in UK. But you can get script now I think. I’ve just always got it from the dealer. He’s doing’Blue Zushi’ atm. That shit is buzzin!
Yeah I’ve learned my lesson about mixing gaba and booze. Got into a fight with my dad, fell over and smacked my head on floor. Had to go in ambulance to hospital. They were on strike at the time so one of the paramedics was a soldier, in uniform
Ya gaba and booze is just fucking weird. Man that reminds me of the time my dumb ass drank a bottle of vodka then took about 10 zopiclone. I tried to go downstairs for a smoke and fell over the stairs and fucked my leg right up I got off lucky though i could have broken my neck.
I would never move to a country where weed is illegal i dont think. I couldnt go back to buying shitty quality weed off dealer. Like the quality of the weed itself has gone up so much since legalization. No more getting weed thats been squashed together or some shit our wed now actually has trichomes lol. Also being able to chose from weed, hash, shatter, budder, etc is awesome. However the menus at some of the stores can be lacking. I just wish they caried more landrace strains.
BugSlayer101
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Yeah the weed I get is cali. It has been a little squashed, but the nugs are solid and crisp. When you crack it open it’s ‘full’ of trichomes. The grinder can clog with pure ^. But yeah it’s hard to get all the other shit over here. It’s who you know and I don’t know many tbh. But yeah I’m happy with the quality atm. Just shit prices. But probably worth it for quality. Great smell and flavour. He was doing an orange soda strain a while ago that tasted AMAZING. Tropical terpene. But yeah, I’m thinking of paying the £250 for the doc appointment online and maybe getting cheaper flower through them. It’s something I’m looking into. It’s pretty recent scheme over here. What’s with your pic anyways? You a commie?
Im not entirely sure that we arent breaking any rules about talking about pricing. Technically we have a no pricing rule. But then again we are allowed to talk about the price of alcohol or cigs and weed is legal in my country like they are. So we can continue until a mod telks us not to.
I remember the weed i got before weeed was legal and some of it was just suxh poor quality. Some of it would be powder dry and already grinded up so the dealers had all the trichomes ffs. I remember one time i bought a ounce and it was so wet that i lost like 2 grams when it dried lol.
I would def go the medical route if i where you. You wont want to go back to black market weed once you ve had the medical stuff. It will probably save you a few bucks as well
And yup im a Commie. Technically a Marxist-Leninist
BugSlayer101
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Thanks for the tip about pricing etc. I’m kinda new here and appreciate the help. I was only talking about paying the doctor service online which is legal. I think. If I’ve done anything wrong… sorry mods. And yeah… I’m gonna go for that medical route. And if I was to align myself in some way, I would say I’m a little to the Right. I like that you’re the kinda person that wants to chat though. I’ve always bottled my feelings.
Well the general rule is absolutely no pricing with illegal drugs. But as Cannabis is legal here and in other countries im not sure if its against the rules or not. Im going to assume for now that its not. So youve done nothing wrong dont worry.
Ya i kinda figured you for a to the right type of person. I actually have that very same flag behind me now as i do in my pic there lol. That Soviet flag triggers the almighty fuck out of some people it's hilarious. When im on discord vc it's always in view lol. But ya basically i went from being a type of socialist years ago to also being somewhat of a Anarco-Communist for awile to being a Marxist-Leninist.
I actually feel like bluelight is a outlet for me. Where else am i going to talk to people about this kind of stuff? Reddit? Redditors really arent my kind of people lol. I posted there about my psychosis and how i was treated in the psych ward and the other people in there who had been to psych ward reminded me of the suck ups we had at our psych ward. The ones that would basically lick the arses of the nurses and shrinks in there. The ones who actually liked being in there. I think someone who likes there jailor is on a whole other level of fucked up personally
BugSlayer101
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It is what it is. Mental health is a MASSIVE issue atm in Western countries. It just isn’t getting any attention or any extra funding. It’s been growing for years. Why hate the nurses? They are doing their job trying to help you. You were lucky to get a spot. Good luck getting any kinda therapy or rehab over here pal
I wouldnt have hated the nurses if they had done their goddamn job which is to give out meds. They literally have 1 job and they bitch about that like nothing else. They act like they are doing you a favour when in reality they arent that much better then the guards down in the city lockup. Ive been in both the city lockup and the psych ward. I atleast got my meds in city lockup anyway.
All the nurses do in the psych ward is follow you around and bitch at you for smoking cigs and weed. If they arent going to give us our meds they could atleast let us smoke and get stoned in peace. All they do in there in ock you up there is no treatment unless your lucky enough to get a doctor that actually gives out meds. Thats the reason why i think so many people are in there long term i dont think there doctors are willing to try majy treatments never mind experimental treatments like ketamine or shrooms.
If they had given me some zyprexa on the first night i was in the psych ward instead of denying me meds altogether i would have been in and out in a few days. Instead i was in there for 6 long fucking months 3 of which where completely unmedicated. I was going through cold turkey morphine and clonazepam wd at the time and wasent even given lopreramide or even a paracetamol ffs. Noone deserves that shit. I was also thrown in solitary 6 times for fighting with security and you dont even get a toilet in there! I was held in there for 24 hours with no food or water i dont think. Cant remember to clearly. Solitary is considered torture by the UN i beliee so how is it still a tool in psychiatry? Personally i would never be able to work as a security guard or a nurse and be responsible for anyone getting thrown in solitary.
Personally i think people who are violent should just be injected with midazolam and be thrown in a regular room until they chll out which wouldnt take long.
Theres alot of whinging about trans people in this thread. Whine whine fucking whine. Ive never seen such snowflakery
You mean KikTok??