Currently perscribed
Quitiepine 25 -50 mg nightlu
Trazadone 150- 300mg 9 months nightly ( but i dont take it )
Bupropion 150 ( but i make bank from it )
Aripiprazole 20m?g (dont make the mistakes i made never mix abilify wih tofisopam)
Methylphenidate 30mg
Scrips i have been put on in the last few years:
Mirtazapine 25mg
Sertraline 50mg
Duloxetine (cant remember the dose but it was the highest on the market and i only took 1 and wanted to slit my wrists more than ever before)
Bonus: venlafaxine, desvenlafaxine, prozac, lithium, and even ketamine have been pushed on my by zealous doctors, but no way in hell am i letting myself get swindled by overpriced gentrified ketamine, id much rather trade a few soma for 4g and slam the k in a horders indoor tent like a real gentleman)
On top
Thienodiazepines or benzodiazapines nightly for sleep, usually etizolam, bromazolam, tofisopam, or alrpazolam. But before that it was lorazepam clonazolam and oxazepam. Prior moreso, zopiclone zolipidem, flubromazopam, desalkylgidazepam, and 3-ho-phenazepam.
Rotated benzos for chronic insomnia.
I would always use either meth, amp, substituted phenmetrazines, pyrrovalerones, cathinones, cocaine in my veins or any DRI NDRI NDRA or SNDRA i could get my claws around.
a prison of dependency on wakefulness and rest via addictive drugs really is one assembled over time by hands of my own and now the hands arent mine anymore, they quit me and took a job shoving needles and poppin pills.
Tofispam interacts with many benzos and all the drugs i happend to be on recreationally, via enzyme inhibition. I now have recurring parkinsonian symptoms, extremely severe retrograde amnesia, during episodes of active psychosis catatonia or akathesia i get transient global amnesia and had a 5 day long blackout where i was found catatonic at work, at some point another day police kept me in a cell overnight, i had my bike stolen, ive lost friends who dont want to be associated with a schitzo tweaker, and ppl wonder why i use drugs to escape all the time GD