Methamphetanonymous
Bluelighter
Hello everyone. I've been working on some writings on phenomenon within online methamphetamine use communities. I followed a trail of claims of a mythical substance known as N-isopropylbenzylamine used to cut methamphetamine and causing dangerous effects on its users. It didn't take long for me to figure out that this is bullshit but what I did want to uncover was where it all began. And I think I have.
Please enjoy this fairly long read. Let me know if anyone here has insight on the history and perpetuation of this myth by bad faith actors online. This is not a topic about N-Iso being used as a common cutting agent (because it isn't) rather about the social phenomenon of this urban legend and where I believe it began. This is a small portion of a book that I am writing on the history of methamphetamine's online user culture.
“Jesus Christ dude you need to calm down. Just because there is a serious lack of empirical evidence doesn’t mean that (meth) isn’t cut.” — u/WhackaTwacka, Reddit 2022
“I just mean the people selling this shit could just pay two guys to go online and confuse everyone about what’s being used to cut their drugs. I’ve seen a lot of remarkably similar bullshit out there.” -HeisenbergSpecial, Reddit 2018 Confessing his grift via projection
So just to recap, N-isopropylbenzylamine hysteria is present all over r/meth r/stims and other dedicated subreddits. It is posted about near daily. Although a growing number of skeptics are beginning to ask harder questions, it seems that N-isopropylbenzylamine’s presence as a cutting agent of methamphetamine is near universally accepted among methamphetamine users online.
So let’s move on to another interesting set of questions; where is the evidence that N-isopropylbenzylamine is present at all as a cutting agent for methamphetamine? When was this discovered?
Well, let’s start with the when. I began to search high and low on the internet for initial references and discussion about N-Iso cut methamphetamine. The farthest back claims of cut product are from seven years ago, in 2017. These claims seem to have popped up around the same time on multiple discussion platforms including Reddit, BlueLight, and Drugs-Forum. These claims seem to all originate to one or two individuals: u/HeisenbergSpecial on Reddit who also goes by OnePot on Drugs-Forum and I strongly suspect but can not verify that he is attached to other pseudonyms on other forums like Bluelight.
HeisenbergSpecial popped up in 2013 on Reddit during the peak of final season of the hit TV show “Breaking Bad”. This user discusses Breaking Bad often, and their first posts were “Ask Me Anything”(AMA) revolving around their self identy as a meth lab operator/clandestine chemist. This is an important part of this persons identity, however it is also entirely unverified. There is no evidence that this person is a chemist or has particularly unique insight on chemistry. What I mean by that is they tend to comment relatively basic concepts of chemistry but with a performative grandeousity that is a bit easy to be lulled into at first. They sound like an authority on the subject, and given that Breaking Bad is fresh on everybody’s mind at this point in time, this person is capitalizing on the idea of a highly educated chemist turning to methamphetamine production. Hell even I bought it when I first began looking into N-Iso.
However reviewing their posts and comments with a different lens, one of a grifter it suddenly begins to paint a different picture. Their chemistry knowledge is rivaled by mine; a person who one year ago wouldn’t make heads or tails of “chirality” or “reductive animation” or how to pronounce “methylamine”. But in a matter of weeks I brought myself up to speed on the entire chemical process of all routes of synthesizing meth, its history, and its chemical properties. I did this while working a full time job, maintaining a household and family as well as taking care of five cats and three dogs two of which are Australian Shepherds and require a lot of time and attention. Do not be impressed, the point I am making here is that it was easy to grasp all the concepts HeisenbergSpecial discusses during their time on Reddit in every single post and comment, and anyone with an hour or two a week who is dedicated can get a solid grasp on methamphetamine from a chemistry perspective. It is a very easy to understand compound which is part of why it saw such success as a domestically produced clandestine product. Anyone who wants to learn how to produce methamphetamine can in less than one semester’s time at university learn in detail how to do so and diagnose issues during the synth. (Note: this is not to imply that synthesizing meth is “easy” in the sense that anyone could go online, read measurements for a Birch Reduction and attempt to create a reaction in a two-liter bottle. It is however with some determination, critical thinking and curiosity fairly straightforward to learn and understand.)
So essentially what I’m saying is this HeisenbergSpecial character is not particularly unique or special(hah) in their understanding of chemistry. They are no authority on methamphetamine, but they are very good at sounding sophisticated and snobbish which presents a character of an Ivy League type doctorate of chemistry forced to produce meth to treat their ADHD. Sound ridiculous? I sure think so.
Anyways, a few years later across multiple anonymous online social platforms they begin aggressively spouting off about N-isopropylbenzylamine making up 50% of racemic methamphetamine crossing the boarder. For the record and we will break this down more later there is pretty clear evidence that the cartel is able to create 90% yields of enantiomically pure dextroamphetamine through some fairly rudimentary conversions. HeisenbergSpecial chooses to ignore this and claims with no evidence but their own authority (this is a common and exhausting trope with this person) that methamphetamine made in Mexican superlabs is not enantiomically pure, and only 25% at most of the product coming into the US is the desired domimergenic dextrorotary methamphetamine isomer, or the stuff that gets you high. In reality methamphetamine produced by phenyl-2-propanone and converted into dextro-methamphetamine is so dirt cheap and easy to scale up to industrial production that most samples of methamphetamine siezed during boarder smuggling is above 90% pure methamphetamine. In fact testing suggests it is more pure than ever in clandestine meth history.
HeisenbergSpecial knows this, and describes how racemic meth can be seperated and optimized into maximum potency IN THEIR AMA THREAD. So they know it’s possible, they know it can be done, and considering it has been done since around 2010/2011 the process was well documented and publicly available two to three years before HeisenbergSpecial posted their AMA.
So what am I implying here? That this person and a couple of friends made up N-isopropylbenzylamine’s presence in methamphetamine entirely? You bet. But why, you may ask? Well, just go check out their profile on Reddit for about 15 minutes.
This person has a super transparent agenda from their post history, they constantly are asking for donations based entirely on the huge success of their relatively yawn worthy AMA. Initially the grift is that they are “writing a book” which never was published after a decade.
However once their self identity as Meth Jesus, come to save meth users from the evil cutting agent N-isopropylbenzylamine reveals itself, suddenly they need donations to develop methods to seperate N-iso from meth. Yikes… that seems a little obvious in retrospect doesn’t it? They also claim to need donations to develop I don’t know like, a new synthesis for meth to return it to being a good ole USA Made product? Yeah who knows, the point is there is a massive financial conflict of interest.
Okay so what we’re working with here upon examining this users post history is a MASSIVELY insecure narcissist (who on close inspection reveals their condition through projection several times) fabricating a meth boogeyman with no evidence at all, and turning around and asking for cash. So how did they manage to dupe an entire community for a decade and counting? Well for one they didn’t, BlueLight and Drugs-Forum called bull fucking shenanigans from the start, much to HeisenbergSpecial’s ire. They publicly shared on Reddit their whiney arguments with members of these forums seeking validation from the community. It’s actually pretty delightful so please check it out. They also begin making posts setting the table for dissenters to be labeled as the ones with an agenda. As you can see in their quote at the beginning of this article, this is right in step with the projection and manipulation of a narcissist.
I believe their success was pretty simple, I mentioned this at the beginning of volume one: take a community of stigmatized, isolated users of a drug with a profile of extreme paranoia, delusions of persecution(sometimes the fear of persecution is quite valid given that nature of meth and the stereotypes cast on its users), and anxiety and boom. It helps that this person has superficial credibility from their 3000+ commented on AMA, performative sophistication and educational background, and their “savior of meth” motivation. That HeisenbergSpecial just wants to Make Meth Great Again, what a good guy!
Please enjoy this fairly long read. Let me know if anyone here has insight on the history and perpetuation of this myth by bad faith actors online. This is not a topic about N-Iso being used as a common cutting agent (because it isn't) rather about the social phenomenon of this urban legend and where I believe it began. This is a small portion of a book that I am writing on the history of methamphetamine's online user culture.
“Jesus Christ dude you need to calm down. Just because there is a serious lack of empirical evidence doesn’t mean that (meth) isn’t cut.” — u/WhackaTwacka, Reddit 2022
“I just mean the people selling this shit could just pay two guys to go online and confuse everyone about what’s being used to cut their drugs. I’ve seen a lot of remarkably similar bullshit out there.” -HeisenbergSpecial, Reddit 2018 Confessing his grift via projection
So just to recap, N-isopropylbenzylamine hysteria is present all over r/meth r/stims and other dedicated subreddits. It is posted about near daily. Although a growing number of skeptics are beginning to ask harder questions, it seems that N-isopropylbenzylamine’s presence as a cutting agent of methamphetamine is near universally accepted among methamphetamine users online.
So let’s move on to another interesting set of questions; where is the evidence that N-isopropylbenzylamine is present at all as a cutting agent for methamphetamine? When was this discovered?
Well, let’s start with the when. I began to search high and low on the internet for initial references and discussion about N-Iso cut methamphetamine. The farthest back claims of cut product are from seven years ago, in 2017. These claims seem to have popped up around the same time on multiple discussion platforms including Reddit, BlueLight, and Drugs-Forum. These claims seem to all originate to one or two individuals: u/HeisenbergSpecial on Reddit who also goes by OnePot on Drugs-Forum and I strongly suspect but can not verify that he is attached to other pseudonyms on other forums like Bluelight.
HeisenbergSpecial popped up in 2013 on Reddit during the peak of final season of the hit TV show “Breaking Bad”. This user discusses Breaking Bad often, and their first posts were “Ask Me Anything”(AMA) revolving around their self identy as a meth lab operator/clandestine chemist. This is an important part of this persons identity, however it is also entirely unverified. There is no evidence that this person is a chemist or has particularly unique insight on chemistry. What I mean by that is they tend to comment relatively basic concepts of chemistry but with a performative grandeousity that is a bit easy to be lulled into at first. They sound like an authority on the subject, and given that Breaking Bad is fresh on everybody’s mind at this point in time, this person is capitalizing on the idea of a highly educated chemist turning to methamphetamine production. Hell even I bought it when I first began looking into N-Iso.
However reviewing their posts and comments with a different lens, one of a grifter it suddenly begins to paint a different picture. Their chemistry knowledge is rivaled by mine; a person who one year ago wouldn’t make heads or tails of “chirality” or “reductive animation” or how to pronounce “methylamine”. But in a matter of weeks I brought myself up to speed on the entire chemical process of all routes of synthesizing meth, its history, and its chemical properties. I did this while working a full time job, maintaining a household and family as well as taking care of five cats and three dogs two of which are Australian Shepherds and require a lot of time and attention. Do not be impressed, the point I am making here is that it was easy to grasp all the concepts HeisenbergSpecial discusses during their time on Reddit in every single post and comment, and anyone with an hour or two a week who is dedicated can get a solid grasp on methamphetamine from a chemistry perspective. It is a very easy to understand compound which is part of why it saw such success as a domestically produced clandestine product. Anyone who wants to learn how to produce methamphetamine can in less than one semester’s time at university learn in detail how to do so and diagnose issues during the synth. (Note: this is not to imply that synthesizing meth is “easy” in the sense that anyone could go online, read measurements for a Birch Reduction and attempt to create a reaction in a two-liter bottle. It is however with some determination, critical thinking and curiosity fairly straightforward to learn and understand.)
So essentially what I’m saying is this HeisenbergSpecial character is not particularly unique or special(hah) in their understanding of chemistry. They are no authority on methamphetamine, but they are very good at sounding sophisticated and snobbish which presents a character of an Ivy League type doctorate of chemistry forced to produce meth to treat their ADHD. Sound ridiculous? I sure think so.
Anyways, a few years later across multiple anonymous online social platforms they begin aggressively spouting off about N-isopropylbenzylamine making up 50% of racemic methamphetamine crossing the boarder. For the record and we will break this down more later there is pretty clear evidence that the cartel is able to create 90% yields of enantiomically pure dextroamphetamine through some fairly rudimentary conversions. HeisenbergSpecial chooses to ignore this and claims with no evidence but their own authority (this is a common and exhausting trope with this person) that methamphetamine made in Mexican superlabs is not enantiomically pure, and only 25% at most of the product coming into the US is the desired domimergenic dextrorotary methamphetamine isomer, or the stuff that gets you high. In reality methamphetamine produced by phenyl-2-propanone and converted into dextro-methamphetamine is so dirt cheap and easy to scale up to industrial production that most samples of methamphetamine siezed during boarder smuggling is above 90% pure methamphetamine. In fact testing suggests it is more pure than ever in clandestine meth history.
HeisenbergSpecial knows this, and describes how racemic meth can be seperated and optimized into maximum potency IN THEIR AMA THREAD. So they know it’s possible, they know it can be done, and considering it has been done since around 2010/2011 the process was well documented and publicly available two to three years before HeisenbergSpecial posted their AMA.
So what am I implying here? That this person and a couple of friends made up N-isopropylbenzylamine’s presence in methamphetamine entirely? You bet. But why, you may ask? Well, just go check out their profile on Reddit for about 15 minutes.
This person has a super transparent agenda from their post history, they constantly are asking for donations based entirely on the huge success of their relatively yawn worthy AMA. Initially the grift is that they are “writing a book” which never was published after a decade.
However once their self identity as Meth Jesus, come to save meth users from the evil cutting agent N-isopropylbenzylamine reveals itself, suddenly they need donations to develop methods to seperate N-iso from meth. Yikes… that seems a little obvious in retrospect doesn’t it? They also claim to need donations to develop I don’t know like, a new synthesis for meth to return it to being a good ole USA Made product? Yeah who knows, the point is there is a massive financial conflict of interest.
Okay so what we’re working with here upon examining this users post history is a MASSIVELY insecure narcissist (who on close inspection reveals their condition through projection several times) fabricating a meth boogeyman with no evidence at all, and turning around and asking for cash. So how did they manage to dupe an entire community for a decade and counting? Well for one they didn’t, BlueLight and Drugs-Forum called bull fucking shenanigans from the start, much to HeisenbergSpecial’s ire. They publicly shared on Reddit their whiney arguments with members of these forums seeking validation from the community. It’s actually pretty delightful so please check it out. They also begin making posts setting the table for dissenters to be labeled as the ones with an agenda. As you can see in their quote at the beginning of this article, this is right in step with the projection and manipulation of a narcissist.
I believe their success was pretty simple, I mentioned this at the beginning of volume one: take a community of stigmatized, isolated users of a drug with a profile of extreme paranoia, delusions of persecution(sometimes the fear of persecution is quite valid given that nature of meth and the stereotypes cast on its users), and anxiety and boom. It helps that this person has superficial credibility from their 3000+ commented on AMA, performative sophistication and educational background, and their “savior of meth” motivation. That HeisenbergSpecial just wants to Make Meth Great Again, what a good guy!