FatBellyWhipSlay
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Morning Bluelighters!
It's 6am for me and I have been up all night yet again with painful RLS in both tops of arms and legs. It's like a burning tugging feeling and starts 2 mins after laying down for sleep at night and even during the day.
I have just gone through WD off loperramide and kratom and I'm feeling a lot lot better and now the PAWS are starting. It's hell
I am basically flailing around in bed trying to sleep but simply cannot do it. I'm so friggin tired. This is causing me severe anxiety and past 2 nights almost had what I would say a panic attack after getting into bed and after 2 mins that all too well know feeling comes back yet again. Sick of it. Even the ball and chain said last night "what the fvck is wrong with u just go to sleep!" Well I can't simple as.
I was on Bupe for 4 years and when I came off that had the same problem hence why I started the lope and then the kratom. I just couldn't deal with it anymore.
We even went to my local GP together on Friday morning and begged for some help and she just stared at me with that look in here eye and said there is nothing we can do for you apart from give you ropinirole again ( which made it 10 times worse last time I tried it).
I'm in the UK don't have access to any decent medication. Can't buy it from a plug and I'm at my wits end. I just no its gonna last for weeks as it did like 6 years ago when I was on 400mg of DHC/200mg Tramadol a day and went CT. Was hell on earth.so after 4 weeks I relapsed.
Not sure what I can do now. I am even thinking of going to one of these online doctors and paying £100 for a online consultation which I can't really afford and would have to wait until next payday which is the 23rd May. I think I get free medical care through my job but not sure how it works and if it's covered and I don't want to go back to the clinic as they have said they can't help me apart from put me back on Bupe/Methadone which I DO NOT want to go through again as that was 2 months of WD and was WAYYY worse than the DHC/Tramadol WD. I cracked the end and went on Lope and then kratom.
I am on blood pressure medication and 30mg of mirtazapine at night.
Just so bored of it now and it's really getting me down and affecting me during the day.
Sorry for the rant
Just not sure what I can do it can't continue otherwise I'm ill crack...
It's 6am for me and I have been up all night yet again with painful RLS in both tops of arms and legs. It's like a burning tugging feeling and starts 2 mins after laying down for sleep at night and even during the day.
I have just gone through WD off loperramide and kratom and I'm feeling a lot lot better and now the PAWS are starting. It's hell
I am basically flailing around in bed trying to sleep but simply cannot do it. I'm so friggin tired. This is causing me severe anxiety and past 2 nights almost had what I would say a panic attack after getting into bed and after 2 mins that all too well know feeling comes back yet again. Sick of it. Even the ball and chain said last night "what the fvck is wrong with u just go to sleep!" Well I can't simple as.
I was on Bupe for 4 years and when I came off that had the same problem hence why I started the lope and then the kratom. I just couldn't deal with it anymore.
We even went to my local GP together on Friday morning and begged for some help and she just stared at me with that look in here eye and said there is nothing we can do for you apart from give you ropinirole again ( which made it 10 times worse last time I tried it).
I'm in the UK don't have access to any decent medication. Can't buy it from a plug and I'm at my wits end. I just no its gonna last for weeks as it did like 6 years ago when I was on 400mg of DHC/200mg Tramadol a day and went CT. Was hell on earth.so after 4 weeks I relapsed.
Not sure what I can do now. I am even thinking of going to one of these online doctors and paying £100 for a online consultation which I can't really afford and would have to wait until next payday which is the 23rd May. I think I get free medical care through my job but not sure how it works and if it's covered and I don't want to go back to the clinic as they have said they can't help me apart from put me back on Bupe/Methadone which I DO NOT want to go through again as that was 2 months of WD and was WAYYY worse than the DHC/Tramadol WD. I cracked the end and went on Lope and then kratom.
I am on blood pressure medication and 30mg of mirtazapine at night.
Just so bored of it now and it's really getting me down and affecting me during the day.
Sorry for the rant

Just not sure what I can do it can't continue otherwise I'm ill crack...