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Stimulants Weird speed boredom effect

ChemicallyEnhanced said:
I get the opposite lol. Everything is fun/exciting, but the only withdrawal I really would get is (well, I'd be like...I COULDN'T stay awake no matter what, sleep for like 306 hours, and that would be it as far as withdrawal, apart from) everything would seem tiring and boring.
Have you tried something as simple as a good book or binging a TV series?atching tv series but then I
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ChemicallyEnhanced said:
I get the opposite lol. Everything is fun/exciting, but the only withdrawal I really would get is (well, I'd be like...I COULDN'T stay awake no matter what, sleep for like 306 hours, and that would be it as far as withdrawal, apart from) everything would seem tiring and boring.
Have you tried something as simple as a good book or binging a TV series?
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But when Im in that stage it feels like it would be super boring and I would just stop watching after 5 minutes even if it were a good show, maybe I should force myself. Btw how often do you redose if you snort, I think my issue might be redosing too often or too much and then depleting the dopamine too soon. I now snort an ordinary line every 3 hours or so and Its much better then before, but what is yours routine?
 
And regarding the shadow people, In my oponion Its just psychosis, not actual entities eating your soul, just amphetamine and sleep deprevation are eating it away. If there is a pshychic way to sense enteties it would surely be trough a lot of meditation and hard spiritual work, not sleep deprevation. So I feel I will be fine if I only binge rarely when I have the chance cause I like to add weed and watch that delirum(idk Im weird)
 
Allanford said:
And regarding the shadow people, In my oponion Its just psychosis, not actual entities eating your soul, just amphetamine and sleep deprevation are eating it away. If there is a pshychic way to sense enteties it would surely be trough a lot of meditation and hard spiritual work, not sleep deprevation. So I feel I will be fine if I only binge rarely when I have the chance cause I like to add weed and watch that delirum(idk Im weird)
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Even seeing spiders on the window and bugs on the ceiling is sort of psychadelicly fun to me, but I am aware if this was to turn into a habit it would stop being fun prety fast.
 
Allanford said:
But when Im in that stage it feels like it would be super boring and I would just stop watching after 5 minutes even if it were a good show, maybe I should force myself. Btw how often do you redose if you snort, I think my issue might be redosing too often or too much and then depleting the dopamine too soon. I now snort an ordinary line every 3 hours or so and Its much better then before, but what is yours routine?
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I don't use anymore, but when I did (Amphetamine Sulphate), I used to redose approx. every 5 hours. That was for both swalling and snorting, although I actually preferred to swallow it [I used it primarily to not eat as I was anorexic at the time and I felt the appetite-suppression was stronger when the amphet was taken orally.
 
ChemicallyEnhanced said:
I don't use anymore, but when I did (Amphetamine Sulphate), I used to redose approx. every 5 hours. That was for both swalling and snorting, although I actually preferred to swallow it [I used it primarily to not eat as I was anorexic at the time and I felt the appetite-suppression was stronger when the amphet was taken orally.
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got it, I overcame the boredom with weed and online gambling (I would not recomend gambling)
 
fuck...how do I stop now...I took amphs too lightly, I cant seem to have a week where Im not at least 3/4 days on it and the rest of the week I sleep, and I always tell myself NO MORE, and I do it again, I think Im gonna get fucked by this shit in the end, fuck around and find out I guess
 
Allanford said:
I won agood jackpot just 6h ago and I already lost all that and gambled away 80e more, def a good idea to never touch gambling
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Yeah my brother used to gamble a lot. I was surprised how often he won, often decent amounts, but he always kept going and lost it all and more.
 
smokedopetillidie said:
This is true of any substance in excess. I used to hit dabs over and over till I was basically immobile and bump adderall with it. The 30mg pills(snorted; ik terrible for my lungs and nose but it was potent) and the dabs were that suspiciously high percentage shatter that has almost no hhc.

one time it was so bad I had a crazy psychotic episode where I had a conversation with an evil alter ego lol. I remember sitting In the corner of my dark room convinced my rain coat hanging up was the “alter ego” and I had crazy auditory hallucinations with its voice and all. The jacket only appeared to morph into someone after I basically stared at it till I was convinced.

think that’s the closest to stim psychosis I ever got but I frequently lose my mind off the amphetamines. Usually a wake up call to take a short break. And as far as feeling bored and like shit you’re burning the synapses that transport dopamine, slooooow down brother!!! Important part is you being here for a long time and a good time.

I feel like the shadow ppl is just kinda par for the course on meth binges. Haven’t partaken too often but everything I saw looked like a guy lmao. Only upside over other amphetamines I saw was no suicidal ideation on the comedown at least for me. My suicidal thoughts can get real bad on adderall and speed; other amphetamines. Why I’ve never tried mdma too scared I’d do something rash on the comedown.
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... sounds like the ego is trying to take over control, but the auditory hallucinations are actually coming from yourself, as the only rope still holding both the light and the shade together... That's why we usually don't deny their reality, because that would be unreal to both, and separate us into split personalities I think...
 
ChemicallyEnhanced said:
Glad you got you're boredom cured, I HATE feeling bored.

Oh, yeah, I stay away from gambling. It's one of the very few addictions I haven't had lol.
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What sucks just as bad as boredom, not being bored making, doing, taking but like something in your brain got broken.

No reward, knowing at forhand and knowing the reality creating is not fun but a war on one self. To prevent
Procrastination. which only makes you spiral down. So keep creating!

Despite the lack of reward.
 
emkee_reinvented said:
What sucks just as bad as boredom, not being bored making, doing, taking but like something in your brain got broken.

No reward, knowing at forhand and knowing the reality creating is not fun but a war on one self. To prevent
Procrastination. which only makes you spiral down. So keep creating!

Despite the lack of reward.
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Yeah, that kind of boredom is the WORST. Like, without opioids I get complete anhedonia where even if I KNOW FOR A FACT I would love the movie/show/game/book at any other point, I just feel utterly bored for it. Being constantly bored and unable to enjoy anything makes me panic, when combined with insomnia, 'cause it's like you're desperate for time to pass but you're just watching it c-r-a-w-l by in this never-ending stream with nothing to help.
 
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