To be honest, she doesn’t really have to be a virgin, although it is preferable in my culture, it is absolutely normal if not highly respected for A man to marry a previously divorced woman. I get your point about it being difficult to find a muslim woman willing to treat me the way I want. however, if I can get one of the younger generation of Arab women, those in their early 20s, I might be lucky. Some of those are very dominant and wouldn’t hesitate to smother, a man under their bare feet, and spitt in his face. actually, they might see it as empowerment but I guess that’s being a bit manipulative.
You made a really interesting point about self esteem issues. whilst I like to think my fantasies are normal and to some extent they may be, I can’t deny I am a very shy and sometimes socially awkward man.
Actually, when I used to pray for the barefooted girl of my dreams on YouTube comments, other Muslims warned me against doing that, and said I should see a psychologist. they warned that I may get what I ask for and regret it severely.
Is this over exaggerated, or do you think there is A possibility that I would not enjoy these things if they were done to me in real life by a girl I like?