opiofr3k
Bluelighter
Fucking he’ll stop tempting me
going to town today, will see if I can get something

There's also his quote about how a person would crawl through a mile long sewage pipe or whatever to get a hit - can't remember the exact quote. After looking at your chat with Bleaney I was reminded of a bit in Trainspotting (the book) in which Tommy get into gear. The Tommy in the film is two characters moulded into one but the point that's made is that some people really seem prone to heroin addiction and I truly believe that. Of course there is the trauma factor (certainly the case for me, started with alcohol at 14, horrible upbringing and area) but it does seem that some people just "take to" opioids. Same as zop bandit said, I've known junkies on the streets, sex workers, in hostels, user-dealers and most of their addiction was rooted in trauma, especially younger users (often passed down through families) and those who went into sex work. So many had been through the care system. And then there are old heads who came from the big towns and cities that were flooded with heroin after Thatcher destroyed industry and left so many young men unemployed - suddenly heroin comes along to fill that void, which I do not believe was a coincidence and in fact mirrors the neoliberal reforms and the globalisation of trade which destroyed these communities, whilst also making some working class people immensely wealthy and all of that money flowing through the banks.
But anyway, Burroughs made some good points but he was a trust fund kid and had he not written some books that were seen as culturally significant, notorious and brilliant (not by me in the latter case), would he really have been able to be that junkie or to keep up that persona? And back to the point about certain people "taking to" it, I really believe this. Tommy in the Trainspotting book splits with his girlfriend like in the film and gets right into his habit and Renton comments on how some people seem to. I've smoked heroin with aristocrats who love it and had trust funds and helped me with my habit for a bit (2grand a month in the bank from mummy plus rent paid etc. Burroughs style even tho Burroughs claimed that he didn't or that it wasn't substantial/enough anyway) as well as the lowest on the socioeconomic ladder but also just people I grew il with who also had hard lives and I remember a close friend going to try it and literally gagging from the smell and saying that he didn't wanna know. Massive coke head and alky tho. We were brought up to hate junkies but once I tried it, I found a new love and I knew it. You do gain some kind of incredible strengths and if you survive heroin addiction and come out the other side, you can be a rock because you've put your body and soul through hell.
Dunno about stoicism as I haven't studied much of it but it does or can certainly give you a certain hardened outlook and strengths that a lot of people don't posses. People who have never lived that way seem very soft and doughy to me, even if they are ripped. Soft and doughy in the heart. And these people probably don't need heroin and would never come into contact with it.
It's ok, I find it very disturbing if someone is online all the time, it shows to me their Life is empty & they can't even keep up a Habit let alone a "Normal" Life with Children, Pets etc.
14 days Clean of ALL Opiates, not a damn thing has gone into my system in regards to any Opiate.
Google the word "Fistula" & you'll see WHY I have quit & what I am terrified of getting, it's not a nice sight I Promise you that much.
lol
At least somebody gets me, when I took the The Myers–Briggs Type Indicator (MBTI) I came back as INTP which says it all.
So many don't get me but I speak Truth, I am a person who has a real Issue in wrapping things up in Cotton Wool, being "Woke"
The main person who shaped my thinking was Diogenes, his the guy who has shaped me 100%
It is what it isAww man don't say that. Mine is too but I don't like hearing it.
True but things can get better mate.It is what it is
Fascinated by it and find it incredible that it's never really been a national news story despite going on for years. Says a lot about how forgotten towns and cities like that have become really that the rest of the country couldn't give a shit.Fucking true on both accounts. Seen Stoke's "monkey dust" epidemic? Its the only city in the British isles that even has that problem. A city of space cadets.
Nah, Stoke has had a very localised issue with MDPV and god knows whatever other closely related substances for years. Plenty of documentaries on YouTube which are worth a watch, proves my point about it not even registering as an issue elsewhere in the country!Monkey dust as in MDPV? How is that even still widely available on the streets of the UK in 2024? It's been next to impossible to obtain online since it was banned a several years ago.
Or do they mean canabinoids, AKA Spice etc?
It made press and there are a couple of vids on YouTube about it. The closest thing was the spice epidemic in Manchester which did make national news because it's Manchester. But yeah you're right mate, decades of neoliberal economic reforms have left areas completely forgotten about and they are just rotting away. Brum city council declared bankruptcy. Liverpool council taken over by people from Central government. The country is well and truly fucked.Fascinated by it and find it incredible that it's never really been a national news story despite going on for years. Says a lot about how forgotten towns and cities like that have become really that the rest of the country couldn't give a shit.
Imagine that was happening somewhere like Bristol, Manchester or Liverpool and crossing over into the middle class student drug scene, you'd have debates in parliament over it
Never a truer word spoken brother - as a Birmingham resident I look forward to my council tax being 20% higher in just over a years time!It made press and there are a couple of vids on YouTube about it. The closest thing was the spice epidemic in Manchester which did make national news because it's Manchester. But yeah you're right mate, decades of neoliberal economic reforms have left areas completely forgotten about and they are just rotting away. Brum city council declared bankruptcy. Liverpool council taken over by people from Central government. The country is well and truly fucked.
Yep I reckon you're right about that. There are Stoke-on-Trents all over this fucked up country too, many that people have never heard of. The most deprived area in the whole of the UK was in the southeast: Jaywick, Essex. Just goes to show that even the north/south divide doesn't apply in the same way. It is the Square Mile - a city within a city - in London and then miles upon miles of variation between either middle-to-upper middle class, often gated communities and then shitty towns and cities that are falling to pieces. Tent cities, boarded up high streets, fake unemployment statistics, endless Tory rule and Tory opposition.Never a truer word spoken brother - as a Birmingham resident I look forward to my council tax being 20% higher in just over a years time!
Would also argue that the spice epidemic was/is worse in the Midlands than it ever was in Manchester, but when it's happening in spitting distance of Salford media city its always going to attract more coverage
Not a theory look up Oliver North, Iran contra, Sandanista Government in Nicaragua, Barry Seal - Coke for guns -There is a theory that CIA started crack epidemy for a reason. So nothing would surprise me
BTW i didn't do it, fuck that shit, don't need that in my life (talking about bradford's H)
I doubt very much it's mdpv. It'll likely be something in that class, and will probably vary from batch to batch.Nah, Stoke has had a very localised issue with MDPV and god knows whatever other closely related substances for years. Plenty of documentaries on YouTube which are worth a watch, proves my point about it not even registering as an issue elsewhere in the country!
Edit: to add, they almost certainly aren't taking actual MDPV at this stage, but it took off there with the street W + B users in a way it never did elsewhere, and presumably other shady research chemicals are filling the void at this point