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EADD Heroin thread v.XXV -- a quarter centuary of threads if not yet a full decade since the 'drought'...

pharaoh said:
I saw on YouTube some report about the xylaxine "tranq" problem in Philly and they showed a woman who lost her leg. People in the comments were saying things like "if I lost my leg, I'd be quitting straight away," whereas if you're a addict and it's your cute all, the first thing you'd do after waking up to find you'd lost your leg would be to score. This is what people don't get. And when you wake up in WDs and look around at the mess with texts coming in like "bangin food. 3 for 20" from several dealers, even if you swore the night before that you were gonna clean up, you're probably gonna make a call or two and meet your man.
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Very True in a way as we can take Krokodil in Russia for example, I FULLY UNDERSTAND the need I Promise you.
I had 0.3ml shot into the main Arteries in my arm & my fingers blew up like huge sausages & the pain was so bad YET I wanted to score & shoot Heroin right away as I'd missed the bag.

What has changed my mind on using Heroin since 2001 was a medical issue which caused me pain like I've never known & have had to have medical care for weeks each day, I'm still in Danger of getting a VERY BAD infection which if it goes wrong will literally put me in Hospital for days if not weeks, possibly cost me my Life at the worst.
 
pharaoh said:
. Even though you know it takes over your life, you are content with that because you are content via the drug. You can live in squalor and it won't matter. I saw on YouTube some report about the xylaxine "tranq" problem in Philly and they showed a woman who lost her leg. People in the comments were saying things like "if I lost my leg, I'd be quitting straight away," whereas if you're a addict and it's your cute all, the first thing you'd do after waking up to find you'd lost your leg would be to score.
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Zopiclone bandit said:
Very True in a way as we can take Krokodil in Russia for example, I FULLY UNDERSTAND the need I Promise you.
I had 0.3ml shot into the main Arteries in my arm & my fingers blew up like huge sausages & the pain was so bad YET I wanted to score & shoot Heroin right away as I'd missed the bag.

What has changed my mind on using Heroin since 2001 was a medical issue which caused me pain like I've never known & have had to have medical care for weeks each day, I'm still in Danger of getting a VERY BAD infection which if it goes wrong will literally put me in Hospital for days if not weeks, possibly cost me my Life at the worst.
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Sorry if I missed it but did you end up going clean? If so I hope that things have gone well for you. If you're still using then I hope you're managing. I have this thread confused with another one but I always enjoy your posts and insights.
 
pharaoh said:
Sorry if I missed it but did you end up going clean? If so I hope that things have gone well for you. If you're still using then I hope you're managing. I have this thread confused with another one but I always enjoy your posts and insights.
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It's ok, I find it very disturbing if someone is online all the time, it shows to me their Life is empty & they can't even keep up a Habit let alone a "Normal" Life with Children, Pets etc.

14 days Clean of ALL Opiates, not a damn thing has gone into my system in regards to any Opiate.

Google the word "Fistula" & you'll see WHY I have quit & what I am terrified of getting, it's not a nice sight I Promise you that much.
pharaoh said:
but I always enjoy your posts and insights.
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lol

At least somebody gets me, when I took the The Myers–Briggs Type Indicator (MBTI) I came back as INTP which says it all.
So many don't get me but I speak Truth, I am a person who has a real Issue in wrapping things up in Cotton Wool, being "Woke"
The main person who shaped my thinking was Diogenes, his the guy who has shaped me 100%

 
Zopiclone bandit said:
It's ok, I find it very disturbing if someone is online all the time, it shows to me their Life is empty & they can't even keep up a Habit let alone a "Normal" Life with Children, Pets etc.

14 days Clean of ALL Opiates, not a damn thing has gone into my system in regards to any Opiate.
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Agreed.

And, that's great going, man. Well done. Can I ask what you're thinking about going forward? You gonna stay off the gear?
 
blondin said:
Isn't a fistula something you get in your arse - genuine question...sorta
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Anal, Vaginal or even on the Penis.

The Abcess I got is right on my arse where the poop comes out, I didn't shit for 13 days as the gear was so strong and it caused me some bad issues which I'm not eager to experience again.

Some Tory MP's pay lots of money to have men and women poke around their arse, all it did for me was smash the little bit of self-pride I had left.

I can't describe the pain when an abscess on your ass is packed with wadding, as i said before just after the operation I was given 200mcg of NHS Fentanyl right into the vein, that says it all for the level of Pain you Experience.

The first time I had the hole packed with wadding my vision went grey and I got that bell ringing sound in my ears the same as a good hit of crack but it was horrendous, I came so close to doing a projectile vomit.

I've learned a brutal lesson, when you can't walk, sit down, go to sleep, shit like a normal person it makes you review your life choices very quickly 😁😉
 
Zopiclone bandit said:
Anal, Vaginal or even on the Penis.

The Abcess I got is right on my arse where the poop comes out, I didn't shit for 13 days as the gear was so strong and it caused me some bad issues which I'm not eager to experience again.

Some Tory MP's pay lots of money to have men and women poke around their arse, all it did for me was smash the little bit of self-pride I had left.

I can't describe the pain when an abscess on your ass is packed with wadding, as i said before just after the operation I was given 200mcg of NHS Fentanyl right into the vein, that says it all for the level of Pain you Experience.

The first time I had the hole packed with wadding my vision went grey and I got that bell ringing sound in my ears the same as a good hit of crack but it was horrendous, I came so close to doing a projectile vomit.

I've learned a brutal lesson, when you can't walk, sit down, go to sleep, shit like a normal person it makes you review your life choices very quickly 😁😉
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holy shit that sounds truly horrific, the whole experience...fuck that aaagh - but as we know from intense experience comes intense learning so I'm not value-judging it or owt

will definitely be on my mind next time I reach for an opiate though trust me ("Now...do I really need this at this moment" type thing)

gotta say , well survived! and also kudos not whining all over here about it (not saying that people don't need to vent / share / process etc...I'm sure you get my drift)

fukkin OUCH (shudder)
 
For_All_Seasons said:
It is actually pretty good gear. Better than my other connect. No doubt Akhmed al-Talib couldn't be arsed drying it properly before knock-off o'clock. 😂
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Mate that looks like gear I got years ago in southeast London. A few mates had come to see me (a mate and his mate I should say) and they were after crack so I found some street guy who sorted it. Asked for a bag of B for myself and when I got it, I thought I'd been had. It wasn't powder like I was used to and this was ten or so years ago when I was new to it. It was sticky - now I'd probably describe it as looking like raw opium or something. It was some of the best gear I'd ever had. It wasn't wet from being in some dealer cunt's mouth as can happen but was just like that - squishy and sticky, dark brown, probably a bit more like the east coast black tar the yanks used to have before fentanyl took over. It ran on the foil beautifully. Felt as pure as any I've had with the second best I can remember coming from a city in the West Midlands (but really up north, just technically within that county for some reason) and that was mostly due to the size of the bags/relative purity. The sticky stuff was special though, how I imagine it might look higher up in the supply chain but this was just a bag sourced by some street hoodlum.

If Akhmed Al-Talib could send more of that gear and if local big shot raaahnd the manor Johnny McArdnut could stop bashing it with all kinds of shite before putting it out with his runners, heroin might well become popular again. It would likely with me anyway.
 
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pharaoh said:
Felt as pure as any I've had with the second best I can remember coming from a city in the West Midlands (but really up north, just technically within that county for some reason) and that was mostly due to the size of the bags/relative purity.
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Nailed on you're referring to Stoke here 😄
 
moshforjesus said:
Nailed on you're referring to Stoke here 😄
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You got me. Banging bags, Cheap and decent gear. An old head dealer who wasn't greedy, did 0.3s or more and didn't bash it once it got into his hands. Nice enough wee guy too and everyone was scared of the cunt. Dunno why as I wasn't from round there.

Anyway I reckoned someone had to get it. How the fuck is that the West Midlands?
 
pharaoh said:
Mate that looks like gear I got years ago in southeast London. A few mates had come to see me (a mate and his mate I should say) and they were after crack so I found some street guy who sorted it. Asked for a bag of B for myself and when I got it, I thought I'd been had. It wasn't powder like I was used to and this was ten or so years ago when I was new to it. It was sticky - now I'd probably describe it as looking like raw opium or something. It was some of the best gear I'd ever had. It wasn't wet from being in some dealer cunt's mouth as can happen but was just like that - squishy and sticky, dark brown, probably a bit more like the east coast black tar the yanks used to have before fentanyl took over. It ran on the foil beautifully. Felt as pure as any I've had with the second best I can remember coming from a city in the West Midlands (but really up north, just technically within that county for some reason) and that was mostly due to the size of the bags/relative purity. The sticky stuff was special though, how I imagine it might look higher up in the supply chain but this was just a bag sourced by some street hoodlum.

If Akhmed Al-Talib could send more of that gear and if local big shot raaahnd the manor Johnny McArdnut could stop bashing it with all kinds of shite before putting it out with his runners, heroin might well become popular again. It would likely with me anyway.
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Exactly what it was like, not just wet from some scally on his bike with a leaky North Face anorak.

Got a new batch off the same lad now that's exactly the opposite to that last one - very fine powder, lighter than usual, almost like cocoa powder. Dissolves into a much clearer shot. Just as powerful, but with a slightly more euphoric profile.
 
For_All_Seasons said:
Exactly what it was like, not just wet from some scally on his bike with a leaky North Face anorak.

Got a new batch off the same lad now that's exactly the opposite to that last one - very fine powder, lighter than usual, almost like cocoa powder. Dissolves into a much clearer shot. Just as powerful, but with a slightly more euphoric profile.
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Interesting. Would love to know more about the former kind of gear. I am assuming it is something close to the black tar style they get, or used to get in parts of the US (East Coast mostly I think). Was it around for a while or no? Could've been an ounce that came off the brick like that or something and wasn't bashed, even though I've never seen it in the brick like that.

I also remembering it smelling really pure, probably the purest smelling heroin I've ever had. I wonder if your man's new stuff is the same stuff with some bash added.
 
pharaoh said:
You got me. Banging bags, Cheap and decent gear. An old head dealer who wasn't greedy, did 0.3s or more and didn't bash it once it got into his hands. Nice enough wee guy too and everyone was scared of the cunt. Dunno why as I wasn't from round there.

Anyway I reckoned someone had to get it. How the fuck is that the West Midlands?
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Never mind the West Mids, I'm not convinced Stoke is even part of planet earth

opiofr3k said:
I’m glad I live in Bradford, that’s what keeps my away from trying H, fuck knows what they selling here 😂
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Honestly, probably some of the best gear in the country given the city's demographics 😉
 
I don’t know mate, just don’t trust this city at all but mb one day I’ll give it a try, I’m a user like 2-3 times in a year that’s it, just asking ppl on streets can be a bit dodgy
 
moshforjesus said:
Never mind the West Mids, I'm not convinced Stoke is even part of planet earth


Honestly, probably some of the best gear in the country given the city's demographics 😉
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Fucking true on both accounts :ROFLMAO:. Seen Stoke's "monkey dust" epidemic? Its the only city in the British isles that even has that problem. A city of space cadets.

So true on Bradford and so much of Yorkshire too given that the Pashto dudes are some of the biggest players in bringing it in. Anybody ever read up on the case of Meggy Khan? Plenty of decent/semi-decent gear around Bradford and other notorious parts of Yorkshire I'm sure.
 
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