• The Dark Side 💕 Welcome Guest 💕
    Posting Rules Bluelight Rules
    Notable Threads Urgent Hotlines
    Bereavement Mindfulness
    Suicide Support Anger Management
  • TDS Moderators: AlphaMethylPhenyl | paranoid android

Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 8.0

Status
Not open for further replies.
I feel like I'm generally improving, but very incrementally. I'm sure if I didn't get PSSD I would be almost normal by now. I hate myself for doing this to myself. It was very unwise to try to fix this with an SSRI, and I shouldn't have tried to treat my OCD yet. I had another option I didn't know about at time that wouldn't have hurt me, buspirone. I regret not continuing to take it when it had been prescribed to me, I wouldn't have had withdrawl and the sexual dysfunction remaining while Prozac was in my system would have also went away after a couple of weeks.

I do recommend busiprone after invega, but wait until the invega is out of your system. It made me feel really good when I was taking it.

I cry a lot and react more, but I feel like I'm under 50% here. I'm definitely not "me" yet. All this shit hurt me so much.

I'm feeling paranoid again, I hope that stays down though. I'm worried about the scammer. I had read that some of the scammers that use scripts that rotate around in scam circles are Yahoo Boys, and some of those scammers use black magic to be successful. It's true, I looked into some Yahoo Boy shit on Facebook and there were ads for charms and ritual soap. I hope this doesn't bloom into a delusion. I'm scared I have something demonic on me since everything I valued about myself is gone. I'm even losing my hair.

This person pretended that because I didn't have enough money to hold onto when the ritual closed, the supposed demonic curse attached to me would come back and attack me and take away what I held as valuable. As someone who isn't materialistic, I considered my personal traits and talents the most valuable thing I own, along with my friends. I also had a friend move away and my other close friend doesn't want to see me because it would be emotionally hard for her. I was so alone in 2023, except for internet friends.

That person pushed me even though I didn't have any money. I told them I don't have a steady income and everything, and they still tried to squeeze me for cash by scaring me. Ridiculous. I think their plan was to hope the real curse they set on me worked and I would come back to give them more money to lift it.

I read that curses don't land on innocent people, but I've never done anything considerably evil. I do things that like, Catholics would consider evil like be queer and support abortion rights. I'm scared that that's it sometimes, but it makes no sense to me that those things are bad and I will never turn around on my values like that.
 
LookingforHope1 said:
Yeah I have facial movements and making faces unintentionally like grimacing and eyebrow raising, my lips move and twitch, my nose twitches, my fingers and limbs twitch. My face feels uncomfortable, like I need to move it all the time. When I was trying to sleep the other day I was woken up by my arm swinging and nearly hitting my face. It’s stuff that has never happened before, and it’s constant.
Click to expand...
How long has it been when you withdrew the injection
 
InvegaAnon said:
I feel like I'm generally improving, but very incrementally. I'm sure if I didn't get PSSD I would be almost normal by now. I hate myself for doing this to myself. It was very unwise to try to fix this with an SSRI, and I shouldn't have tried to treat my OCD yet. I had another option I didn't know about at time that wouldn't have hurt me, buspirone. I regret not continuing to take it when it had been prescribed to me, I wouldn't have had withdrawl and the sexual dysfunction remaining while Prozac was in my system would have also went away after a couple of weeks.

I do recommend busiprone after invega, but wait until the invega is out of your system. It made me feel really good when I was taking it.

I cry a lot and react more, but I feel like I'm under 50% here. I'm definitely not "me" yet. All this shit hurt me so much.

I'm feeling paranoid again, I hope that stays down though. I'm worried about the scammer. I had read that some of the scammers that use scripts that rotate around in scam circles are Yahoo Boys, and some of those scammers use black magic to be successful. It's true, I looked into some Yahoo Boy shit on Facebook and there were ads for charms and ritual soap. I hope this doesn't bloom into a delusion. I'm scared I have something demonic on me since everything I valued about myself is gone. I'm even losing my hair.

This person pretended that because I didn't have enough money to hold onto when the ritual closed, the supposed demonic curse attached to me would come back and attack me and take away what I held as valuable. As someone who isn't materialistic, I considered my personal traits and talents the most valuable thing I own, along with my friends. I also had a friend move away and my other close friend doesn't want to see me because it would be emotionally hard for her. I was so alone in 2023, except for internet friends.

That person pushed me even though I didn't have any money. I told them I don't have a steady income and everything, and they still tried to squeeze me for cash by scaring me. Ridiculous. I think their plan was to hope the real curse they set on me worked and I would come back to give them more money to lift it.

I read that curses don't land on innocent people, but I've never done anything considerably evil. I do things that like, Catholics would consider evil like be queer and support abortion rights. I'm scared that that's it sometimes, but it makes no sense to me that those things are bad and I will never turn around on my values like that.
Click to expand...

Magic isn't real, and the only way their "curses" can effect you is if you stress out about them to the point of mental distress.
 
Decided to skip plan A as treatment. doesn't seem to be working out. Going to plan B...This should definitely work out.
 
InvegaAnon said:
I feel like I'm generally improving, but very incrementally. I'm sure if I didn't get PSSD I would be almost normal by now. I hate myself for doing this to myself. It was very unwise to try to fix this with an SSRI, and I shouldn't have tried to treat my OCD yet. I had another option I didn't know about at time that wouldn't have hurt me, buspirone. I regret not continuing to take it when it had been prescribed to me, I wouldn't have had withdrawl and the sexual dysfunction remaining while Prozac was in my system would have also went away after a couple of weeks.

I do recommend busiprone after invega, but wait until the invega is out of your system. It made me feel really good when I was taking it.

I cry a lot and react more, but I feel like I'm under 50% here. I'm definitely not "me" yet. All this shit hurt me so much.

I'm feeling paranoid again, I hope that stays down though. I'm worried about the scammer. I had read that some of the scammers that use scripts that rotate around in scam circles are Yahoo Boys, and some of those scammers use black magic to be successful. It's true, I looked into some Yahoo Boy shit on Facebook and there were ads for charms and ritual soap. I hope this doesn't bloom into a delusion. I'm scared I have something demonic on me since everything I valued about myself is gone. I'm even losing my hair.

This person pretended that because I didn't have enough money to hold onto when the ritual closed, the supposed demonic curse attached to me would come back and attack me and take away what I held as valuable. As someone who isn't materialistic, I considered my personal traits and talents the most valuable thing I own, along with my friends. I also had a friend move away and my other close friend doesn't want to see me because it would be emotionally hard for her. I was so alone in 2023, except for internet friends.

That person pushed me even though I didn't have any money. I told them I don't have a steady income and everything, and they still tried to squeeze me for cash by scaring me. Ridiculous. I think their plan was to hope the real curse they set on me worked and I would come back to give them more money to lift it.

I read that curses don't land on innocent people, but I've never done anything considerably evil. I do things that like, Catholics would consider evil like be queer and support abortion rights. I'm scared that that's it sometimes, but it makes no sense to me that those things are bad and I will never turn around on my values like that.
Click to expand...
Although I had similar theories in regards to myself, I truly don’t think you were cursed. The odds of that happening are very unlikely.
 
I’m enjoying music and working out again but I still feel extremely uncoordinated and clearly have nerve damage
 
RecoveryInProgress said:
Although I had similar theories in regards to myself, I truly don’t think you were cursed. The odds of that happening are very unlikely.
Click to expand...
Me too.
I paid a spell caster to cast a spell in August and I've been getting sicker ever since. I think it's from the invega tho. I was sick since March and then it got worse over the fall.
 
Status
Not open for further replies.
Top