You talk about drugs all the time. I'm not gonna listen to you over top flight neurologists and endocrinologist who are working with me to get better.Your solution is to do crack and meth which is twice as bad.if thats true no one will recover ever thats not true nothing is shut down it just blocks the receptors from getting dopamine thats all my receptors arent blocked anymore the drug is mostly out of my system i have proof thc made me feel 10x better and feel alive again only 5 months off nothing is altered just when your receptors are blocked for a while your brain naturally makes very less dopamine just like if you abuse meth your brain will make very less dopamine when sober but whatever the recovery process is called homeostasis takes 3-14 months after the drug is gone to happen its where your brain goes back to normal it happens but takes a while just like drug addicts recovering from hard drug damage some people never see it happen sadly or it only happens a little bit or takes extremely long to happen which is severe damage and its rare i am living proof i see improvements such as drugs giving me euphoria and being able to enjoy music without them now