I had a MASSIVE tolerance to high dose IV Oxycodone, HydromorphContin/Dilaudid, and H. 15 years ago when in Ontario Toronto you could get pretty decent H. Like opening a bag of salt & vinegar chips, light beige fine powder, a small pile half the size of a tictac and BOOM, that amazingly warm euphoric rush of comfort and safety lol, gods warmest blanket of security and pleasure.…the “plant of joy” lol, no shit, its original name translates into, the Opium poppy tracing back over 3,000 years ago in ancient Mesopotamia. Like in South America the Coca leaf found in tombs of wealthy people to take into the afterlife with them….the Horn of Africa with its Khat plant (beta-ketone-Amphetamine) ….us mammals just love to have our pleasure centres finger f@cked with wonderful molecules that bind to / release all these powerful endorphins and monoamines
After slamming H at $200/gram every 3 days on top of my scripted Dilaudid & Oxy I went cold turkey. First 3 days were horrific, which I thought were bad…..BUT…the real shit begins at day 3-10 days. God bless Clonidine tablets, Cannabis and HOT baths ….wish I had my 300 tablets of Diazepam 10mg ….Mmmm, those Blue Vallies
So after a month of clean…..I was on Methadone 30mg and was VERY pleasurable and a super effective and long acting potent opioid analgesic. I have chronic pain condition and do require an opioid, and an NSAID if inflammation is bad
Methadone synthasized by NAZI scientists that couldn’t secure a reliable source of opioids during war time, made this unique full mu-agonist, NMDA antagonist, with a super long half life to boot, and potent as f@ck.