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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 8.0

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So they’re upping my lamictal dose to 100mg tomorrow, and my Effexor will be 75mg next week. Praying something cracks through the anhedonia soon, I’m really struggling
 
Having a huge dopamine release lately. Flashbacks of how is to feel normal. Im at the point where i believe i will make full recovery. Life is amazing. Just gotta deal with the trauma of the dehumanisation in hospital 😭 love yall
 
Maymay169 said:
So they’re upping my lamictal dose to 100mg tomorrow, and my Effexor will be 75mg next week. Praying something cracks through the anhedonia soon, I’m really struggling
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The neurologist I saw yesterday was the first one who mentioned the anahedonia. That was very encouraging considering no other medical professional mentioned it. It also really sucks that I see everybody as a blanket slate. I was never like this and i've got to figure out how to get back there. I'm praying to god that this doctor can help me regenerate these areas that were destroyed. One of the biggest tortures is that I am not the same father that I used to be or husband. This cock sucker doctor is gonna pay who did this to me. Can't wait to see my lawyer today.
 
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cmf77 said:
The neurologist I saw yesterday was the first one who mentioned the anahedonia. That was very encouraging considering no other medical professional mentioned it. It also really sucks that I see everybody as a blanket slate. I was never like this and i've got to figure out how to get back there. I'm praying to god that this doctor can help me regenerate these areas that were destroyed. One of the biggest tortures is that I am not the same father that I used to be or husband. This cock sucker doctor is gonna pay who did this to me. Can't wait to see my lawyer today.
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Every doctor will tell you u
cmf77 said:
The neurologist I saw yesterday was the first one who mentioned the anahedonia. That was very encouraging considering no other medical professional mentioned it. It also really sucks that I see everybody as a blanket slate. I was never like this and i've got to figure out how to get back there. I'm praying to god that this doctor can help me regenerate these areas that were destroyed. One of the biggest tortures is that I am not the same father that I used to be or husband. This cock sucker doctor is gonna pay who did this to me. Can't wait to see my lawyer today.
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You can do shit with your doctor. This poison is FDA approved so how are you gonna sue him? We have all been screwed by FDA and pharma mafia.
 
Shamn said:
Just giving out some words of hope, recovery from Invega IS possible. Me and many others have recovered from this dirty drug and so can you. I have twice recovered from being injected with Invega, it just takes time.
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What were you dealing with? Simptoms?
 
Maymay169 said:
So they’re upping my lamictal dose to 100mg tomorrow, and my Effexor will be 75mg next week. Praying something cracks through the anhedonia soon, I’m really struggling
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Maymay169 said:
So they’re upping my lamictal dose to 100mg tomorrow, and my Effexor will be 75mg next week. Praying something cracks through the anhedonia soon, I’m really struggling
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But baby how how can you believe any medicine will save you? You are poisoning ypur brain with more chemicals? Only time. Not the medicine
 
Couple of questions. Yesterday I felt very confident coming out of the doctor's office. But I woke up this morning severely anahedoic. I felt like taken the pipe but I didn't. Regarding recovery, why is it that so many people who have had so many shots recovering? I only had one and got the worst of all the symptoms. Could the existing lyme disease be holding back my recovery? What I was impressed with the doctor yesterday is that he said he wants to check if I have different variants of lyme disease. They could be slowing my recovery. He also is assembling a team too get me back on track. I don't know how he's gonna do it. I really don't. I have to trust him though because he's highly regarded and said. A lot of this can be reversed. I don't think he would lie to me.
 
Does anyone see colors less vivid and more dull, it's like there is a filter on my vision so everything looks less vibrant. Hope this goes away.
 
Spent hours last night conversing with & giggling about how in love we are with my partner. Things are so much better than last year. Keep hope.
 
Also the past couple of months I’ve picked up a hobby that I enjoy- being a hypnotist. It’s a really cool thing that I enjoy doing & don’t feel held back by how I was affected by invega at all.

I’ve even been told I’m the best hypnotist that someone has met, so that was nice, to know I’m better than most people who haven’t had invega.

It involves a lot of creative writing & making up visualizations in great detail. So many people think it’s some pseudoscience, but it is a scientifically proven thing that’s a lot like guided meditation.

Anyways, i enjoy a hobby again. I’d say I’m mostly recovered at over a year off.
 
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@paranoid android you think its possible to get rebound psychosis from injections? Cause i feel like im getting huge dopamine release lately
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Omg thats great!
What month are you on?
Are these like energy euphoric feelings?
Is your anhedonia gone?
Can you feel coffee? Did these start after month five? Praying i get in ur shoes im momth five with the total opposite of dopamine 24/7. Were u like that at month 5?
 
Im wondering if tge reason recovery takes so long is bc the brain forgets the neural process for euphoria and pleasure. Bc lets say you get the highest dose/loading dose. That is one month completely unable to feel pleasure. The brain rewires itself to work without any euphoria or pleasure? So then even when its not in your system your brain is changed? Bc even in my dreams iam anhedonic. Month five i cant even remeber what it was like to be euphoric. And trust me i was extremely euphoric like i know my brain had way too much dopamine. So its not paychosomatic. In one month i am going to try weed again. Ladt time i smoked i was like not conscious and felt completely nothing. But that was 10 days after injection. Maybe i need to rewire my brain with weed so i can feel pleasure again.
 
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