Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 8.0

[paranoid android]

How many injections did you have?. how long did it take for you to recover?

like i mentioned its been 10 months since my last injection and no improvement ....i had two in december first one was 100mg second 50mg 2022, one in january was 50mg and one in february was 50mg . my life has been hell. its been 10 months since my last injection and no improvement

i seem to be worse than other people....
, i have lost everything. ive lost my concentration, i cant think, or feel. i have no emotions. i cant concentrate on anything eg read,write,watch tv/youtube paint or listen to music. i cant retain information and struggle to communicate.

i have lost all my motivation, i cant do anything i cant even self care eg shower/brush my teeth, change my clothes. i just dont care about anything or anyone anymore, just no feelings.

i have no hunger or thirst. everything is dead, my body if not functioning anymore. my personality has gone, im dead inside.

on top of it all i cant sleep, i havent slept since november 2022 that was before i had the first injection. have to take a sleeping tablet now that hardly works.

i wish i had hope, i am just guessing some people are just lucky and i am also guess youth has a factor to it as well. i dont think i will recover from this its a nightmare, 10 months no improvements, when i hear that when you should start seeing some, now i know its all hopeless, so hell yeah suicide right now seems like my only way out.

I had 3 injections of invega and 18+ injections of abilify which was just as bad as invega. It took me about a year off abilify and invega to fully recover. I saw vast improvements after 3 months though as my sex drive came back and i was actually able to get it up again.

I had serious anhedonia from the invega and abilify so i get what your saying when you say you feel dead. Part of the reason i was doing so much coke was that i couldnt get it up so i had to get off someway. Well that ad being without morphine which i now have again thakfully.

My concentration and attension span whwere the last thing that came back. That took a full year.

You really recovered fully from the injections?

Yup 100%. My anhedonia is fully gone, my attension span is back and my sex drive came back 110%. I am also lifting weights like a motherfucker and have managed to pack on about 20lbs of muscle. Im in better shape now then when i was 20

 

[Youwillrecover]

I had 3 injections of invega and 18+ injections of abilify which was just as bad as invega. It took me about a year off abilify and invega to fully recover. I saw vast improvements after 3 months though as my sex drive came back and i was actually able to get it up again.

I had serious anhedonia from the invega and abilify so i get what your saying when you say you feel dead. Part of the reason i was doing so much coke was that i couldnt get it up so i had to get off someway. Well that ad being without morphine which i now have again thakfully.

My concentration and attension span whwere the last thing that came back. That took a full year.



Yup 100%. My anhedonia is fully gone, my attension span is back and my sex drive came back 110%. I am also lifting weights like a motherfucker and have managed to pack on about 20lbs of muscle. Im in better shape now then when i was 20

Bro what about getting high on drugs. That worries me so much. I take shrooms and they hit no where close to what it was before. Im scared they fucked my brain for life. These scums psychiatrist working for evil pharma. The trips are boring and dulled. There is no euphoria no fun no serotonin no nothing. I only got 3 olanzapine injections last 4 months off

 

[Youwillrecover]

 

[paranoid android]

Bro what about getting high on drugs. That worries me so much. I take shrooms and they hit no where close to what it was before. Im scared they fucked my brain for life. These scums psychiatrist working for evil pharma. The trips are boring and dulled. There is no euphoria no fun no serotonin no nothing. I only got 3 olanzapine injections last 4 months off

I havent taken psychedelics since getting out of the psych ward but im going to try them soon when i get the money. Weed, benzos, zopiclone and coke works fine for me so far.

How did you find the zyprexa? Ive been on it a year almost and it works great with no side effects for me

 

[Youwillrecover]

I havent taken psychedelics since getting out of the psych ward but im going to try them soon when i get the money. Weed, benzos, zopiclone and coke works fine for me so far.

How did you find the zyprexa? Ive been on it a year almost and it works great with no side effects for me

It was olanzapine injection called zyphadera. I wasnt psychotic. Psycho bitch misdiagnosed my trauma from narcissistic family as schizophrenia and forced me on it. I have suicidal thoughts because of it where before i was really happy

 

[paranoid android]

It was olanzapine injection called zyphadera. I wasnt psychotic. Psycho bitch misdiagnosed my trauma from narcissistic family as schizophrenia and forced me on it. I have suicidal thoughts because of it where before i was really happy

Ya ive ever been on the injection only the pills which i dont get any side effects from. Are you still on the olanzapine?

 

[Youwillrecover]

Ya ive ever been on the injection only the pills which i dont get any side effects from. Are you still on the olanzapine?

No it was only 3 forced injections while i was involuntary hospitalised, i would never take this shit voluntarily. I have suicidal thoughts because of it. Will i recover or these psycho sadistic fucks from babilon fucked me for life?

 

[Youwillrecover]

If not for my karma beliefs and god they would all be dead. They dehumanise people and destroy lifes. Sick psycho fucks. Karma will get them all. All praise to Jah.

 

[cmf77]

If not for my karma beliefs and god they would all be dead. They dehumanise people and destroy lifes. Sick psycho fucks. Karma will get them all. All praise to Jah.

I agree the doctor that did this to me is a piece of shit. They will get theirs. On a happier note, I have an appointment Wed with a famed Neurologist who I had to wait 6 months to get.Also, my MRIs are are almost through triage at a top flight hospital.If they can all just get me 20 to 30% better and the progression goes slowly I will be ok with that.I just want to be my old self...that's it.I want my ying yang to work again and get this shit restinly palimate out of my system and get my prolactin levels to normal.

 

[cmf77]

No it was only 3 forced injections while i was involuntary hospitalised, i would never take this shit voluntarily. I have suicidal thoughts because of it. Will i recover or these psycho sadistic fucks from babilon fucked me for life?

How many total milligrams did you get? I only got one shot and that was enough

 

[Youwillrecover]

How many total milligrams did you get? I only got one shot and that was enough

3 x300

 

[cmf77]

3 x300

You see I don't get it. I only had 156mg and it was one shot and I got really fucked up from it.I see others with 3 times the dosage and they seem to recover. It baffles me.

 

[Youwillrecover]

You see I don't get it. I only had 156mg and it was one shot and I got really fucked up from it.I see others with 3 times the dosage and they seem to recover. It baffles me.

Cause i believe lots of my side effects are from trauma and ptsd i got from the whole dehumanising hospitalization

 

[cmf77]

Cause i believe lots of my side effects are from trauma and ptsd i got from the whole dehumanising hospitalization

I doubt it.The drug really fucks you up.

 

[Youwillrecover]

I doubt it.The drug really fucks you up.

Then why we see so many people recovering from multiple injections. I believe with loving parents i would be ok right now but im in constant ptsd with parents using the fake paranoid schizophrenia diagnosis on me which wrecks havoc on me.

 

[paranoid android]

No it was only 3 forced injections while i was involuntary hospitalised, i would never take this shit voluntarily. I have suicidal thoughts because of it. Will i recover or these psycho sadistic fucks from babilon fucked me for life?

Fuck forced injections i was given forced injections of ativan (i think) when i was in solitary and it was not fun. I dont actually get any side effects from olanzapine im on 10mg's a day. I think you will be fine honestly.

If not for my karma beliefs and god they would all be dead. They dehumanise people and destroy lifes. Sick psycho fucks. Karma will get them all. All praise to Jah.

The whole experience with the psych ward was very dehumanizing for me. They treat people like animals in there really and totally power trip telling us to not smoke cigs or weed. It's bad enough being locked up the whole experience does need to bwe more like prison.

I doubt it.The drug really fucks you up.

I recoverd from invega and abilify why cant he?

 

[Youwillrecover]

Fuck forced injections i was given forced injections of ativan (i think) when i was in solitary and it was not fun. I dont actually get any side effects from olanzapine im on 10mg's a day. I think you will be fine honestly.



The whole experience with the psych ward was very dehumanizing for me. They treat people like animals in there really and totally power trip telling us to not smoke cigs or weed. It's bad enough being locked up the whole experience does need to bwe more like prison.



I recoverd from invega and abilify why cant he?

Ablify and invega injections u had?

 

[nohope]

I understand your despair, I know it's hard, I know that life is hell but you have to know that lots of people who haven't taken a lot of doses like you take between 1 to 2 years to recover, I noted each testimony for two years and I can assure you that before 2.5 years of achieving nothing and still lost, this molecule remains for a long time in the brain between 4 to 8 mounth and only after that your brain must recover its basic omeostasis and even if you don't feel it yet, your brain understands that there is a chemical balance problem and will do everything to restore it as much as possible, invega is a poison that infiltrates many important areas such as the mesocortical pathway , the mesolimbic pathway, anccuben nucleus, caudal nucleus etc, so you should still be patient and hold on, telling yourself that soon you will surely be able to start new things little by little, concentrate on the most basic things like physical sensations and the sensations in the stomach for example, if one day you start to feel little things you will see that you will regain hope but at least reassure yourself about the fact that the brain hates its chemical imbalance and that it would automatically want to recover its initial omeostasis, even if it is long and horrible I understand, it is not yet lost after 10 months of stopping, many people took more than 1 year before starting their reemission/reisson

i really wish i could understand, i cant and its all a mess. i dont see any hope, no way out of this, i dont think i can hang on much longer never mind a year or two.

 

[nohope]

I had 3 injections of invega and 18+ injections of abilify which was just as bad as invega. It took me about a year off abilify and invega to fully recover. I saw vast improvements after 3 months though as my sex drive came back and i was actually able to get it up again.

I had serious anhedonia from the invega and abilify so i get what your saying when you say you feel dead. Part of the reason i was doing so much coke was that i couldnt get it up so i had to get off someway. Well that ad being without morphine which i now have again thakfully.

My concentration and attension span whwere the last thing that came back. That took a full year.



Yup 100%. My anhedonia is fully gone, my attension span is back and my sex drive came back 110%. I am also lifting weights like a motherfucker and have managed to pack on about 20lbs of muscle. Im in better shape now then when i was 20

then i dont understand what has happened to me, nothing is improving.. its been ten months since my last injection, its just getting worse very suicidal... i think thats the only option

 

[paliperidonevictim2005]

Bro what about getting high on drugs. That worries me so much. I take shrooms and they hit no where close to what it was before. Im scared they fucked my brain for life. These scums psychiatrist working for evil pharma. The trips are boring and dulled. There is no euphoria no fun no serotonin no nothing. I only got 3 olanzapine injections last 4 months off

you had 3 high dose injections only 4 months off its still in your system cancelling out the shrooms, idk man i took decent dose of weed had a good time i hope shrooms helps me but the poison is still in my system alot