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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 8.0

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Youwillrecover said:
So its not 100% if you need viagra?
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Well, I occasionally had issues pre-invega. So, it's tough to really attribute that to the injections. If I am sober and am physically attracted to the partner then I do not need the Viagra.
 
Koz26 said:
Well, I occasionally had issues pre-invega. So, it's tough to really attribute that to the injections. If I am sober and am physically attracted to the partner then I do not need the Viagra.
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Fuck bro i was misdiagnosed and they gave me 3 x olanzapine injections imma fucking kill myself. My life is ruined because of some disgusting psychiatrist bitch.
 
Youwillrecover said:
Fuck bro i was misdiagnosed and they gave me 3 x olanzapine injections imma fucking kill myself. My life is ruined because of some disgusting psychiatrist bitch.
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How long ago did you receive the olanzapine injections? Please don't hurt yourself. It does get better.
 
Youwillrecover said:
Also starting to feel little bit of psychotic does that mean my receptors are getting unblocked?
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It's possible. They should slowly recover and return to baseline over time. I thought my dopamine receptors would be blocked permanently when I got the shots. I ended up having another manic episode a few years later where I had extreme euphoria, insane amounts of energy and became delusional. So, it seems that they didn't end up being permanently blocked.

I'm not sure if it was a manic episode or an amphetamine psychosis from being prescribed a high daily dose of adderall though. My psychiatrist thought it was mania. I thought it was an amphetamine psychosis and the PA agreed that it was possible and took me off it. I haven't had any manic symptoms since. I can still feel happy and energetic, just not to ridiculous levels like on the Adderall.
 
Koz26 said:
It's possible. They should slowly recover and return to baseline over time. I thought my dopamine receptors would be blocked permanently when I got the shots. I ended up having another manic episode a few years later where I had extreme euphoria, insane amounts of energy and became delusional. So, it seems that they didn't end up being permanently blocked.

I'm not sure if it was a manic episode or an amphetamine psychosis from being prescribed a high daily dose of adderall though. My psychiatrist thought it was mania. I thought it was an amphetamine psychosis and the PA agreed that it was possible and took me off it. I haven't had any manic symptoms since. I can still feel happy and energetic, just not to ridiculous levels like on the Adderall.
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What about weed? Does it work the same?
 
Koz26 said:
Hey everyone, I joined this forum back in 2015 when I received 2 shots of Invega Sustenna. Just wanted to offer some hope to those going through a difficult time and feeling like things are hopeless. It does get better. I do feel as though I've recovered and can live a happy life again.
It took about 8 months until I started noticing significant improvements. However, in the early stages of recovery, I was having suicidal ideations daily and was in a really dark place. I check back in on this forum periodically to see how people are doing.

I am actually starting Graduate School for Nursing at Johns Hopkins on January 22nd, 2024. My goal is to go into Psychiatric Nursing and try to help people as best I can. I am not against antipsychotic use altogether. For example, in the case of acute psychosis, where the patient has a history of violence and not being compliant with medications, then I can understand why an injection may be considered. Although, I do think it should be a last resort because of how harsh they can be.

I hope those of you struggling start to feel better soon. Things improve slowly, but they do improve. Try your best to get some exercise and eat healthy. These can expedite the healing. Be kind to yourself. Treat yourself the way you would want someone you loved to be treated. Don't be too hard on yourself. There are people who care ❤️

If you have any specific questions for me, feel free to ask.
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What about people like me who have had the " brain burning " and comorbities like Lyme Disease? This piece of shit doctor never checked me for Lyme Disease and now I can't tell what is causing all these problems.I know I have permanent damage and I don't know what to do.I am 11 months in and just want to end it.It is easy for all you to say everything will be OK, but I am so greatly suffering.
 
Kiaf85 said:
She look like a soulless piece of shit! I hope there is a hell for people like this! Reminds me of that Thanos creator Elizabeth Holmes that lied about that health care machine. I think that crazy bitch is in jail! I remember this psychiatrist tried to tell me I’d need antipsychotics for the rest of my life after I told her how Invega made me feel. I asked if I could have therapy instead, she said only if you take your medication 😡 They thought they had a sucker for life! Injections should be illegal!!!! Anyone that disagrees should be the first one to receive one.
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Im deeply spiritual and one of my favourite spiritual teacher David Hawkins wrote in his book that every person will face the consequences of everything he did here in afterlife. All these soulless evil pharma puppies psychopats will not escape from karma they cause by inflciting these deadly neurotoxins on us 😉 but yeah i believe we can heal it just takes time. Still suicidal as fuck tho. Prolly due to trauma and ptsd i got from the whole thing.
 
Kiaf85 said:
She look like a soulless piece of shit! I hope there is a hell for people like this! Reminds me of that Thanos creator Elizabeth Holmes that lied about that health care machine. I think that crazy bitch is in jail! I remember this psychiatrist tried to tell me I’d need antipsychotics for the rest of my life after I told her how Invega made me feel. I asked if I could have therapy instead, she said only if you take your medication 😡 They thought they had a sucker for life! Injections should be illegal!!!! Anyone that disagrees should be the first one to receive one.
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Btw Kiaf did you recovered being one year off?
 
Youwillrecover said:
Btw Kiaf did you recovered being one year off?
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Yes and no. I haven’t had a period in a year. I am 38. I have acne on my back and shoulders that don’t go away completely. I can’t feel positive emotions. That poison sent me into early menopause. I have recovered some things but not everything.

To be stripped of your emotions has to be one of the most evil things

The place where the psychiatrist office is used to be an old Funeral Home
Youwillrecover said:
Im deeply spiritual and one of my favourite spiritual teacher David Hawkins wrote in his book that every person will face the consequences of everything he did here in afterlife. All these soulless evil pharma puppies psychopats will not escape from karma they cause by inflciting these deadly neurotoxins on us 😉 but yeah i believe we can heal it just takes time. Still suicidal as fuck tho. Prolly due to trauma and ptsd i got from the whole thing.
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I was deeply spiritual before Invega.
 
Kiaf85 said:
Yes and no. I haven’t had a period in a year. I am 38. I have acne on my back and shoulders that don’t go away completely. I can’t feel positive emotions. That poison sent me into early menopause. I have recovered some things but not everything.
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I wonder why some people recover so fast like i seen girls having their period back pretty quickly yet you still suffer. Whats ur diet?
 
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