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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 8.0

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paliperidonevictim2005 said:
guys someone here i wont name who was very suicidal and no improvement at all several months after invega took LSD and has been improving alot and healing ever since then and LSD made them realize healing is 100 percent possible you just have to believe and you will go back to who you were i really believe LSD and MDMA are powerful healing tools which i will use in 5 months if i dont have significant improvement by then just PLEASE BE VERY CAREFUL first off make sure its pure MDMA or LSD https://www.testyourpoison.com/en-us/collections/all/products/lsd-test-kit and https://www.testyourpoison.com/en-us/collections/all/products/mdma-molly-purity-test-kit use that to be safe because shit is laced left and right nowadays and for LSD be VERY CAREFUL i would suggest using LSD a year or more off to be safe because experiencing anhedonia under LSD can cause you to have a bad trip and fuck your life up much worse so be in a SAFE MINDSET AND SAFE SETTING with good intentions to heal from it sending love everyone you guys will get through this
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Just gotta say I took the exact same lsd as this person and it didn’t help me … I think time is the key to recovery for most people and taking lsd can land you back in the psych ward if your unlucky and get injected again. Just warning you
 
deficiT said:
I understand. Sometimes it's easier to be pessimistic than hopeful. All one can do is push back against negativity and try and be a positive role model, for both yourself and others. These injections seem like a bear to get out from under, but I'm a strong believer that one can overcome anything, given enough time and the proper recovery tools.
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I honestly dont think that the moderator can be someone who didnt suffer from Invega hell and recovered, becouse he simpy doesnt understands this hell..
 
Mucky said:
Just gotta say I took the exact same lsd as this person and it didn’t help me … I think time is the key to recovery for most people and taking lsd can land you back in the psych ward if your unlucky and get injected again. Just warning you
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thats why i will only take it as a last resort if no improvement in 5 more months but ill be safe i was never psychotic so i think ill be fine be extremely careful guys if your gonna take it if you were psychotic!
 
bojana said:
I honestly dont think that the moderator can be someone who didnt suffer from Invega hell and recovered, becouse he simpy doesnt understands this hell..
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I was there. I had several shots of it. Terrible restlessness was the worst part for me. Not fun otherwise, but apparently it helps a lot of people. Also, people with psychotic disorders don't tend to have much insight as to the severity of their condition. For what it's worth...
 
bojana said:
I honestly dont think that the moderator can be someone who didnt suffer from Invega hell and recovered, becouse he simpy doesnt understands this hell..
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Well for one, I'm not the TDS moderator, I'm just a moderator on this site. For two, it doesn't necessarily take lived experience with invega to be supportive to others going through it, like I said I have gone through plenty of mental health, trauma, withdrawal, grief, and substance abuse issues and recoveries. And lastly, yeah the moderators main job is to note when people are being insulting or otherwise creating a bad atmosphere and fixing it, which doesn't require any lived experience with invega.

Like AlphaMethylPhenyl noted above, he is a TDS moderator and he does have experience with invega. Personally I think it'd be great to have more moderators in this subforum with experience recovering from invega, as this is one of the most active threads. Anyone is welcome to apply.

Maymay169 said:
What would you say the recovery rate is?
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Can't speak on the recovery rate, it's not something I keep track of personally and itd probably be difficult to just using this thread as a metric, as there's probably lots of people that recover but only post here when they're struggling and we never hear from them again.
 
Maymay169 said:
Are ssris/snris more dangerous coming off of antipsychotics? The reason I wanna try taking them is because they pulled me out of anhedonia and blank mind last time completely… so I was gonna try the same dose
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If it worked for you once, it's probably going to be okay.

I got PSSD because I smoked weed on Prozac, causing it to build up too much in my system and I didn't get the chance to taper off of it. I thought you could cold turkey 10mg and that it just made me psychotic, but odds are there was too much of it in my brain.
 
InvegaAnon said:
If it worked for you once, it's probably going to be okay.

I got PSSD because I smoked weed on Prozac, causing it to build up too much in my system and I didn't get the chance to taper off of it. I thought you could cold turkey 10mg and that it just made me psychotic, but odds are there was too much of it in my brain.
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That’s a wild uneducated guess
 
AlphaMethylPhenyl said:
Also, people with psychotic disorders don't tend to have much insight as to the severity of their condition. For what it's worth...
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Which is a common but incredibly paternalistic and often outright harmful take that's seeing a lot of backlash from activist groups. For what it's worth.
 
HelpMeInvega said:
That’s a wild uneducated guess
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Cannabis slows down the metabolism of SSRIs. My body already has trouble processing medication due to my stage 1 NAFLD. I think PSSD happens when the dosage is too high or when someone is sensitive to SSRIs or there's a metabolic issue. I had both sexual dysfunction on Prozac and I'm going through withdrawal still, where it worsened.

I have no one to blame but myself for my situation. I could have just quit smoking weed and gone on an SSRI I was on before, but it made me really fat so I chose Prozac. I read that "lol u can smoke a lil weed on Prozac it's fine".
 
guys this is extremely troublesome i keep having thoughts that the penis shrinkage is permanent because i didnt go erect for 2-3 weeks after invega i hope thats not enough time for erectile tissue to get damaged and shrink but is it? i also think maybe low testosterone made my penis shrink too but im not sure yet if i have low testosterone because i have wet dreams weekly which is a sign of high testosterone but im worried that how low it was in the beginning combined with not being erect for 2-3 weeks has caused permanent penis tissue atrophy (damage and shrinkage) meaning i will have small dick forever even if i recover my dick used to be big now its shrunk and tiny from this fucking poison that that scumbag waste of oxygen old motherfucker daughterfucker degenerate doctor gave me please tell me this isn't fucking permanent and only temporary life is not worth living in my opinion even if i recover and the shrinkage doesn't go away, i feel like i am one of the worst cases for shrinkage, thanks
 
paliperidonevictim2005 said:
guys please help me out with this im begging you this is making me panic and lose hope! i read somewhere that going without an erection for too long will permanently damage and shrink erectile tissue and after this poison i didnt get erect for 2 weeks maybe 3-4 weeks but i hope it was only 2 weeks is this long enough for damage guys? PLEASE HELP OUT GUYS THIS IS MAKING ME PANIC AND LOSE HOPE! my dick has shrunk but i hope its temporary and at night it goes close to normal size. thanks.
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I didnt get a erection for 2 years because of invega and abilify and the last time i measured it it hadent shrunk. You will be fine dude lol
 
paranoid android said:
I didnt get a erection for 2 years because of invega and abilify and the last time i measured it it hadent shrunk. You will be fine dude lol
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you miraculously didnt get shrinkage idk why maybe your testosterone was high and prolactin was low and my prolactin is still high and testosterone low im not sure why you didnt get shrinkage and i did i have a little hope bc i know some people who had shrinkage and said it went away but im worried its permanent i have horrible shrinkage you never had shrinkage so are you sure it will go away?
 
paliperidonevictim2005 said:
you miraculously didnt get shrinkage idk why maybe your testosterone was high and prolactin was low and my prolactin is still high and testosterone low im not sure why you didnt get shrinkage and i did i have a little hope bc i know some people who had shrinkage and said it went away but im worried its permanent i have horrible shrinkage you never had shrinkage so are you sure it will go away?
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Dude your giving yourself a panic attack over nothing your dick did not shrink. I thought mine had shrunk when i couldnt get it up to but no it didnt
 
paranoid android said:
Dude your giving yourself a panic attack over nothing your dick did not shrink. I thought mine had shrunk when i couldnt get it up to but no it didnt
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ok but sorry for tmi but why when its soft its fucking SHRUNK BY 3-3.5 INCHES at daytime at night if im lucky most nights it goes to 3 or maximum 4 inches when soft but it used to be fucking 5 inches soft now its shrunk micropenis man because of this poison
 
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My penis is getting more erections during the night now. I still can't ejaculate and i'm worried. I'm going to see a specialist to help with the brain damage. Apparently if he regenerates these glands he can regulate the body to heal itself. It's all done through stem cells and neurogenesis. I'm also sleeping a little better. Still waking up, but I'm getting about seven hours of asleep with only one or two wake ups. I have children I don't want to go. It's pure torment. The biggest torture is not remembering who I once was or having the same love or connection with my kids. It is the most reprehensible torment ever. I am going to stick it out though. Also I have a question for the members. I smell awful. It's almost like I smell like Bengay and a dirty vacuum. I take a shower all the time. The doctor told me that my dna is all screwed up and now my body's relying on this new bastardized version of my old self.
 
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cmf77 said:
My penis is getting more erections during the night now. I still can't ejaculate and i'm worried. I'm going to see a specialist to help with the brain damage. Apparently if he regenerates these glands he can regulate the body to heal itself. It's all done through stem cells and neurogenesis. I'm also sleeping a little better. Still waking up, but I'm getting about seven hours of asleep with only one or two wake ups. I have children I don't want to go. It's pure torment. The biggest torture is not remembering who I once was or having the same love or connection with my kids. It is the most reprehensible torment ever. I am going to stick it out though. Also I have a question for the members. I smell awful. It's almost like I smell like Bengay and a dirty vacuum. I take a shower all the time. The doctor told me that my dna is all screwed up and now my body's relying on this new bastardized version of my old self.
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damn your dna is screwed up? i hope mine isn't man looks like it really damaged you, is the new doctor also third world country doctor?
 
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