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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 8.0

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bojana said:
I have two kids. 10 and 14 years. I am dead. Vegetable. Cant stand cant walk. Cant do anything cant take care of them, my ex is with them. I used to do 2 jobs, took care of them and do everything by myself. I dont have motivation, emotion, strenght, total ahnedonia, no intelegence, simply fucking dead. They will suffer without me but ot is simply impossible to live like this. I dont want nobody to see me like this, i am a burdom to everyone. Im dead they just dont want to except that. Im so sorry for my kids its tragedy for all of us
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paliperidonevictim2005 said:
not everyone is brain dead lobotomized like you are sorry to say im talking about people with moderate impairment like me not extreme like you
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You are sad little man. I know im fucked no need to point it out, it speaks about you how small of a person you are.. I am wondering just how do you know how fucked are you? Horrable horrable person
 
bojana said:
I have two kids. 10 and 14 years. I am dead. Vegetable. Cant stand cant walk. Cant do anything cant take care of them, my ex is with them. I used to do 2 jobs, took care of them and do everything by myself. I dont have motivation, emotion, strenght, total ahnedonia, no intelegence, simply fucking dead. They will suffer without me but ot is simply impossible to live like this. I dont want nobody to see me like this, i am a burdom to everyone. Im dead they just dont want to except that. Im so sorry for my kids its tragedy for all of us
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I’m located in Michigan, if I was near you, I’d come help you! I truly hate that you’re going through this!
 
bojana said:
This drug rouined me but it didnt make me evil like you. I wish you to recover. Do not fucking call mother who is dead Crybaby. I am a soldier for 14 months who is going trough hell and whos kids are gonna suffer becouse of this poison
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i am sorry, i was mad, i'm not evil i just cant take people calling me a horrible person when im already struggling it pissed me off! i am concerned about you!
 
cmf77 said:
So, this guy this guy that was suppose to help me, with this miracle cure, totally jerked me off.What a scumbag.Made me take all these tests and just left me with my hand on my ass.That was dirty!
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Good news is that you're probably okay.

I'm hoping my hormone problems is just PCOS, but the lowered TSH makes me worried. I wish I didn't have PSSD. I wish I felt like myself.

I have developed a better baseline on the PSSD. I'm not completely numb anymore, sensation overall is at 25%. I'm grateful that I still have a small amount of pleasure and sometimes my orgasms are satisfying.
 
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be careful if you decide to try MDMA i think im taking my decision back it can be laced and itself its neurotoxic i heard it healed some people but it could make you even worse by damaging your brain further
 
InvegaAnon said:
Good news is that you're probably okay.

I'm hoping my hormone problems is just PCOS, but the lowered TSH makes me worried. I wish I didn't have PSSD. I wish I felt like myself.

I have developed a better baseline on the PSSD. I'm not completely numb anymore, sensation overall is at 25%. I'm grateful that I still have a small amount of pleasure and sometimes my orgasms are satisfying.
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I can get an erection while Im sleeping but during the day it is hard to get one.
 
I hate to be wishy washy
but my contact finally got back to me and I set forth a plan. Plus I met with an attorney today and said what was done to me was absolutely criminal. Praying to God. He takes my case and I could pay for treatment to get better. He seemed very sympathetic and interested. I hope this is my avenue to get better
 
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