So it's been a while and somewhere at the end of march or something just before my new FT job, I was in 3 withdrawals bupre, benzo, pregabs and that was not planned it happenned as dr. used her leave and the was connected in a longer holiday.
ah i have 2 halve full bottles with solution 100ml one is 4/ml and the other is 2.5-3/ml and like 200-300mg powder left. im thinking to ordering again but at this site 50euro is minimum so i have to order another g. sound not like a good idea :D but i dont know... took a 200uq blotter of acid hope the other meds dont fuck the trip too much up :D
I can't even imagine those azolam's like clonazolam or bromazolam, as alprazolam is a week thing as oppossed o it!
I hope you are doing fine??
So I was those 5 days and 5 days home thinking i can do this I'm a man well, fuck I thought to myself still I don't feel like I would kill myself, but again thought If someone was to walk in and said It's time for you to die and point it in my head I would be like I't must ve been that angels sent you just please do this or give me some drug!
I was convulsing than adding hellish migraine and hearing neighbours watch on the wall ticking seconds I emptyed myself meaning no more vomiting and no more diarrea had some loperamide and come paracetamol with codeine as it's OTC here than went straight to ER drove myself!, I advise not to drive but I had GF sitting next to me, so there they said why the hell you haven't been here 5 days ago?
Why torture yourself as they saw buprenorphine 2mg daily, pregabalin 150,150,300mg daily, xanax xr 2mg 0,0,1? and I said well I tried and I came!
but was out cold on sunny day, pale face, and there I layed as ER was frickin full of people and in 10 days I had my first seizure there in ER, well I thought I had one mini at home but waiting there for 5hrs to be given 5mg diazepam I said you asked me why I waited and now you but I saw that here there is shortage in good employees, staff like nurses, drs!
They said we don't have pregabalin here and no buprenorphine and they asked me what Should be the best should I stayed there as it was sunday or ? I said just write on paper that pharmacy can give me pregabalin but me paying the full price, which will be given back to me day later when my script went through! That helped!
So to this day I with Ketamine and MXE, with some Kratom powders couple bags of 100g green malay and one or two red vein went zero on buprenorphine and with diazepam when needed I wnet zero on benzos but....
Pregabalin is some shit out of this world i tell you all! I ordered Phenibut HCL as F-phenibut which I saw is fluorinated baclofen as it is but better as I tried baclofen to and it carries shittier comedown or rebound than phenibut..
But I can now go a day without pregabs and next day with 300mg and I cannot always get K as no more Phenibut well I can't find any as Liftmode won't ship it to CRO but even better.
as plumbus here stated
I wonder whether Kratom helps with pregabalin withdrawal because I was taking that too during the time when I quite pregabalin. I didn't think about it, Kratom was fairly weak for me but who knows.
I think Kratom helped as who knows to this day pregabalin is a very strange mofo: we all saw what went down in Ireland or NI Belfast,
And yeah when i quit pregabalin cold turkey of course i have to take more kratom but i dont remember having any withdrawl from the pregabalin and i was on 600-900mg/day.
Maybe it's my fybro and two surgeries from playing football on my right knee and by back is only better as that tinituss(however it's spelled) as 5th year on pregabalin I think to myself well what the heck? OO and I have 72mg Concerta script for only ADHD on adult as I don't have other mental disorder as my therapist said which is me talking to her 5mins twice in last 36 days she laughed when I told her please don't forget to write on that Concerta script code for ADHD she said OO you have that actually and I said well pharmacist won't gave me if not listed and she wrote it and said deal with that fybro with orhoped and go to another MRI's and EMNG's and see ya in half a year!
