Freeotrope
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Jan 10, 2009
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I'd love to trip with my co workers depending on the job
This song on LSD ao good, i love animal collective. They have always been iny rotation since i got into them back in like 2005. Underneath is the first song of theirs amd was completely blown away.
My god, I just tried delta8-THC for the first time and it was not fun.I realise it was probably more intended for vaping since I had about a gram of solid stuff, but I have no functional vapes to hand and, having sadly run out of weed a few days ago, thought I'd just mix about 100mg into a big tobacco joint....
I still have no idea what proportion actually successfully vaporised of course but whatever happened... it was too much.
Cue several hours of lying in bed rolling around leaving mental voice notes to anyone who I thought I'd get away with just voicing some of my random thought-spangles for a bit. Oh - just prior to this I took 16mg 2CB coz, why not. That may have contributed to the psychedelia a little because frankly I was full-on-tripping. But also very anxious and sick. It probably did not help I'd been drinking pretty strong cider since the morning either.
I took a bunch of diazepam and some clonazepam which bothered me a lot because I really, really need to be careful with those substances, but they do improve my life, frankly, if I just don't go too mental with them. But I was just so anxious!
Eventually, I actually went for a full abort by taking 200mg sertraline. I used to be prescribed it, actually I think I still am but I barely take it - I have observed it has acute effects that are occasionally useful though, and I knew would quickly dampen the 2CB fuelled psychedelia which IMO was perhaps the more manic-anxiety-inducing part of this impromptu combo... gradually, it seemed to work... and now I feel fine, no doubt better than fine because of all the benzos.
My god though I can't wait til my next batch of weed comes in, it's really crazy the sharp uptick and downtick in sensible life behaviours that seems to correlate with when I consistently get stoned nowadays...
This ...Charlie always worries me, but I've had to arrive at the fact that he's my peer, a middle aged adult who knows what her's doing, or if he doesn't, I have done whatever it is possible for me to do over the years to try to help. If I saw anybody else post that particular combo/timing of drugs, I'd be preparing a bit of a lecture or perhaps a scolding, but the man has chosen his path. That said, I would hope that at any given time anyone talks about such extreme drug taking -- that is, if it's safe for anyone, is only safe for seasoned veterans whose receptors are permanently tuned to 20% sensitivity -- that someone would mention for the benefit of everyone else who may be reading, especially inexperienced/young folks scanning posts waiting to find one account that suggests to them that such a combo is going to be fine and safe and fun so that they can ignore the 10 others that say not to do it, that ordinary brains will absolutely not be okay to engage in dosing like that. And that dosing on top of being drunk (or other GABAergics) is bad practice, as reduced inhibitions can lead to poor decisions, and emotional difficulties during the trip in some cases, too.