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Zopiclone bandit said:
Tried for so long to get my "Mom" to try tripping but the Bill Hicks skit keeps going around my head.
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I got my 74 year old Dad to start smoking weed for the 1st time in his life back in April. He's always enjoyed a drink but has never used drugs, the one exception being 5 years ago when I gave him 5mg Diazepam along with a 30mg DHC tablet after he got home following surgery for a hernia. About once a fortnight he'll have a couple of tokes (I dont use tobacco in my joints any more) which for a novice is like a small pipe. His favourite brew so far was 'Wedding Cake'. He's enjoyed them all but the 'Northern Lights' literally knocked him out for about 5 mins. He still said it felt nice, just that it hit him too fast compared to the others.
 
Whats happening eadd. Had a disaster of a night here. Went to town to pick up a strip of pregabs, whole thing was a massive fuck about. Never got the pregabs, person i trusted with the money got me bumped. To be fair to him he gave me his last 4 martin dows roche as an apology. Waited for an hour in the hope the kid wouldnt sort it... well now having ran 20minutes to make the last bus, theres been a road accident. So the bus had to go the long way round. Meaning an extra hour on the journey. Absolute last time i ever attempt to pick up local!
 
stardust10 said:
Does anyone else here take ketamine to help with any addictions, loss and trauma etc? It's an amazing drug if you ask me and fun too lol.
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I haven't ever personally taken ketamine to help me through drug withdrawal, but I hear it is very good at distracting one from opiate withdrawal.
According to many studies it is also good for depression, and there are a lot of blers who have used it successfully.
Be careful though, it can be extremely addictive and damaging in its own right.
Fucks your head and bladder up a treat, so don't think of it as an alternative care all.
What are you hoping to get from it yourself?
 
stardust10 said:
Does anyone else here take ketamine to help with any addictions, loss and trauma etc? It's an amazing drug if you ask me and fun too lol.
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Yes i have done in the past. It even helped me come to terms with a friends death. Its a wonder drug if taken in moderation.
 
axe battler said:
What are you hoping to get from it yourself?
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In short (haha) to think about and feel things in order to process them maybe in a way I couldn't have normally? To understand myself in how I relate to the world and what I want and what's important to me really etc, to care and to feel (do already but on a deeper level, idk hard to explain), to be able to face difficult emotions and things instead of being numb all the time - which is necessary for survival but can be damaging also. Those "things" mainly being related to loss, trauma, self-identity and also a biggie being that I must stay sober which is no easy task that I find extremely difficult and will more than likely have me very ill again/dead one day. it seems to help with that massively, to reframe the way I think about it as it's massive part of culture and socially acceptable etc if that makes sense and gives me some clarity of mind. Sorry if I'm not making much sense lol. Can also definitely see how it can be addictive due to how effective it is and also I have to watch that I'm not using it as an escape too much u know cause it defo works that way too sometimes and it really is amazing to get that relief. I've seen the thread on here about the affect on bladder and that and so I only use in moderation but would probably use it more often if it wasn't for that. Also it's just kinda fun and I like the trippiness so because I like the feeling ngl. If I had the money I would 100% pay for ketamine therapy that way I'd feel less apprehensive about becoming dependant too.
@elgoucho9 that's great! If u don't mind would u fancy sharing some more if u can explain more, even by pm, how it helped u do that? ๐Ÿ™‚ if not that absolutely cool as I know it might be hard to explain, complex and also could be too personal ๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿ’›
 
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Zopiclone bandit said:
Just had BAD news, the Priest from the temple I go to has failed his English exam and is being sent back home in a few weeks.

I really didn't expect to feel this CRUSHED by it, I'm honestly DEEPLY upset by the news.
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'BAD', 'CRUSHED', 'DEEPLY',

I'm sure there's meaning in them, there capitals...
 
2-3 weeks off all opiates and decided to indulge in 120mg codeine this afternoon. It just seems to evaporate all the anxiety I feel and am feeling kind of floaty. It's scripted by a doc to me at 60mg per day but that doesn't do shit for me. I don't want to get hooked again so hoping to space out these doses to every 3 days or so. I used to be heavily addicted to heroin and it seems to scratch the itch a little without going into truly dangerous territory. So am just going to chip with the codeine here and there hopefully. I know everytime I get addicted then wd there's kindling and the PAWS are worse. Maybe I'm playing with fire a bit but I do use the codeine for legitimate shoulder pain too. I'm also scripted up to 40mg valium per day (holding at 35mg) and am hoping to get that back down into the 20mgs range. Wish me luck!
 
Got my wee cousin living with me jus now as trying to keep him out of trouble because where he stays and his wee pals etc are all in a gang and he got slashed as well as got in some legal trouble. Problem is he's drinking everyday even altho I told him he's no allowed it in the house. But I swear down - if it's not placebo effect - the k I'm getting works wonders (sorry for going on about it but it's amazing for me). Last night when I had a moment of weakness and was about to get on it a took a line and holed (was absolutely wild) and when I came out of it I had zero desire to drink. It's actually mental how that works.
Not been on here in a while as my mental healths been shite. I think it's helping with that slightly as well and I've started to enjoy reading again so am here to stay bitches nae luck ๐Ÿ˜‚
It's cool to see the same auld cunts still posting ๐Ÿ˜ฌ๐Ÿ˜› Hope everyone's getting on ok!
 
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Impressed myself yesterday by carrying a large irregularly shaped metal object that weighs 125kg around the place for sport - well removal and reinstallation

Fucking sore knees, thighs and arms today though. I do not like this older business
 
Ran out of weed yesterday & my "plug" as our Yankee cousins may say tends to be invisible on Sunday's and Mondays

However my trusty billet grinder has yielded a gram of the finest grinder hash it has ever collected each time I have needed a spliff so far - by shaving bits from the side using a flatblade electrical mini screwdriver - had about 8 banging spliffs out of it so far and plenty more for the rest of the night

No wonder it loads of torque to spin the thing! Tomorrow I wil meet said plug & begin renewing my strategic grinder hash reserves
 
BK38 said:
2-3 weeks off all opiates and decided to indulge in 120mg codeine this afternoon. It just seems to evaporate all the anxiety I feel and am feeling kind of floaty. It's scripted by a doc to me at 60mg per day but that doesn't do shit for me. I don't want to get hooked again so hoping to space out these doses to every 3 days or so. I used to be heavily addicted to heroin and it seems to scratch the itch a little without going into truly dangerous territory. So am just going to chip with the codeine here and there hopefully. I know everytime I get addicted then wd there's kindling and the PAWS are worse. Maybe I'm playing with fire a bit but I do use the codeine for legitimate shoulder pain too. I'm also scripted up to 40mg valium per day (holding at 35mg) and am hoping to get that back down into the 20mgs range. Wish me luck!
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I misread it & took it to say "Cocaine"

How you feeling today? PAWS I know well, it is a Sneaky Fucker & will hit you at the worst moment, how you holing up today?
You can only take each day as it comes in my experience, PAWS is WORSE than the actual withdrawl (in regards to the pain, the issues with going to the toilet etc)

I swear to God it feels like the clock is going backwards at times, I have always said all the nice feeling you get from Heroin is paid back with a huge APR Rate, I always smile when I hear MP's etc talk about addiction, I have always had an issue with drug workers who have never had an addiction to Opiates trying to tell me anything about it, it's equal to me trying to tell someone how to drive a F1 car.
 
Jackal said:
However my trusty billet grinder has yielded a gram of the finest grinder hash it has ever collected
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<3 <3 <3
I do the same, that fine Yellow / Tan powder it gets in the bottom is so nice.

Back in the day when someone I knew would grow weed & trim the leaves etc off the scissors would get raw THC on them, an oz would give up about 0.5 to 1 gram of the stuff. It would be taken off the scissors & let to rest on a book to dry off. After cutting all day for a few weeks you would have a nice lump of the stuff, you could see the white THC crystal in it, it would get you very stoned, you know that level of STONED when your eyes look like they are bleeding & they are like slits, it's an effort to get out the chair to make a cuppa tea level of being stoned ;) ;)

That stuff is ssssooo good it should be make illegal...........oh wait a minute folks!!!!!!!
 
Today is Shivya day, I am walking upto Dudley for special "prayers" & to see3 this Mega Sexy Punjabi woman who goes there. Yeah she is Punjabi & you can ask anyone from India who's NOT from that part what Punjabi people are like & they will 98% of the time say the same thing ;)

I am so sad the Baba (Holy Man) is going due to fucking dumb Home Office Rules, NEVER believe any of these GB News types who say about immigrants NOT being able to speak English, I have seen the test papers for ESOL tests & it's NO JOKE Folks I Promise you that much. If 100 people who live in Dudley took it & I am on about folks born in the UK they would fail it in a tragic fashion, the questions on there use words in a weird context, I even had an issue with a few of the questions asked.

It's ALWAYS the same kind of people who have issues with others coming to the UK, they are always narrow-minded, know NOTHING about the way England rules over India, they usually have only ever been on package Holidays to Benidorm in Spain too.
I welcome anyone to watch a show like "Bargain Loving Brits in the Sun" as it shows Working Class types in Spain, they all wave UK flags, are drunk, WHY these people love to shout "Oggy Oggy Oggy, Oi Oi Oi" is beyond me, it is the War-cry of the Spastic & Idiot I Promise you that folks, you know NOTHING Good can come from it.

When you hear that you can be 99.99% SURE behind such a noise will come people with terrible quality tattoo work, usually wearing a t-shirt with a Wolf on, they come in a Tribe, one or several will be on a Lazy Scooter too.

Maybe for one example if the UK DIDN'Tbomb the shit out of places like the Afghan Tribal Lands etc these people wold have NO NEED to come to the UK for a basic start, NEVER FORGET the UK backed people like Al-Nusra Front in Syria, they backed The Northern alliaqnce in the Afghan war in the 1980's, you can watch Rambo 3 & see how the USA pushed that stuff, when it is in Western movies.....it speaks for itself folks.

Also I have to RESPECT someone who has come from the Far East on FOOT, all their items in the world are on their back, they are worthy of being given shelter way above people born in this country who's biggest achievement was going on Jeremy Kyle 3 times.
 
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