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Mr.Downer said:
Having a very enjoyable night took some clonazepam and had some beer and whiskey plus an edible then watched a movie with the family and now that everyone is in bed and I’m not drunk anymore I can really have some fun 😎

Another milligram of clonazepam
200mg butalbital
3.6 grams of gabapentin dosed properly
4-5 grams of ice cream cake stuffed into cones
Several Marlboro’s

Feelin fantastic eyes watery and my veins flush with THC gonna dose another 50mg butalbital and eat another edible and watch a heady movie or 2 and enjoy my night

Hope everyone has a good night 😁
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EXTREMELY jealous* that you got a barb!
I used to have a legit Phenobarbital script and I miss it so much

*not jealous in a bitter way, more just happy for you and wishing I could join in lol
 
Will be up to 2.5mg brmzlm before I decide to close my eyes tonight. Needing the relief. Mind fucks but not bad.
Started early and eating with doses.
Also maybe .75g kratom and a couple puffs of d-8 to round it all out.
Thinking pregab but it won't hit full swing til the middle of the night and I will wake up halfway off the bed. Yep, experience.
😂
I will rest great tonight, Inshallah (god willing to us infidels) hahaha
 
ChemicallyEnhanced said:
EXTREMELY jealous* that you got a barb!
I used to have a legit Phenobarbital script and I miss it so much

*not jealous in a bitter way, more just happy for you and wishing I could join in lol
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Yeah that’s one thing I count myself luck for cuz I can get them every month no problem but most people I know can only get a script once a year

Definitely more euphoric then benzos and they used to be my DOC I have to say even when I took 50mg plus of alprazolam it didn’t give me the dream like state of euphoria and relaxing confusion that phenobarbital or even butalbital which is weaker will give me

Anyways taking a break from barbs and benzos tonight-

I’m having a real good evening 🔥
750ml vodka and 120mg gummie
On my 7–8th joint of Gary Payton
1,200mg gabapentin
Several Marlboro’s

Playing catch with my shepherd out in a field with my friends having a bonfire trading stories real country shit 😂 think we’re all gonna have a couple grams of mushrooms and sleep in my buddys camper in the morning

Off on another adventure boys wish y’all could come with me 😁👋
 
Mr.Downer said:
Yeah that’s one thing I count myself luck for cuz I can get them every month no problem but most people I know can only get a script once a year

Definitely more euphoric then benzos and they used to be my DOC I have to say even when I took 50mg plus of alprazolam it didn’t give me the dream like state of euphoria and relaxing confusion that phenobarbital or even butalbital which is weaker will give me

Anyways taking a break from barbs and benzos tonight-

I’m having a real good evening 🔥
750ml vodka and 120mg gummie
On my 7–8th joint of Gary Payton
1,200mg gabapentin
Several Marlboro’s

Playing catch with my shepherd out in a field with my friends having a bonfire trading stories real country shit 😂 think we’re all gonna have a couple grams of mushrooms and sleep in my buddys camper in the morning

Off on another adventure boys wish y’all could come with me 😁👋
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Damn, wish I come, too! lol
 
OT:
Passed out soon as I posted last night and did indeed rest well.
Tonight it's back to therapeutic dosing of .25mg bnz and a couple puffs of THC.
 
Lil'LinaptkSix said:
How much kratom is on hand?
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Not enough, only have a few capsules left. I’m about to go pick up some of those OPMS extracts to try to get through the brutality of the next few days. I wish I had made everything last longer. Just stayed awake for like weeks taking tramadol (way more than usual), clonazepam & coffee to try to not sleep & medicate flashbacks, ptsd night terrors & stuff (I have to get better at dealing with this shit)
Caramba
 
AngelsandFairiesarereal said:
I’m about to go pick up some of those OPMS extracts to try to get through the brutality of the next few days.
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Shouldn't the alprazolam (Xanax) cover most opioid WD?
Iirc those shots are expensive as hell but if ya need it ya need it I get that.
It's the trams, right? I mean I do not have much experience with that but have done some research and seen some tram WD irl not pretty.
Just being me; nosey.
:)
 
Lil'LinaptkSix said:
Shouldn't the alprazolam (Xanax) cover most opioid WD?
Iirc those shots are expensive as hell but if ya need it ya need it I get that.
It's the trams, right? I mean I do not have much experience with that but have done some research and seen some tram WD irl not pretty.
Just being me; nosey.
:)
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lol it’s all good, feel free to ask
Yea tramadol withdrawal is tough for me, i know people probably think I’m loca but for me way harder than other painkiller withdrawal I’ve had like the diluadid, oxycodone ect.
I kinda have to combine the Xanax or (clonazepam) kratom (or diluadid when I have it) & caffeine to kinda hit all the weird ways the tram withdrawals hit me & it’s still tough.
Trams a weird one because it has opioid effects but also an antidepressant effect as well as gives me a kick like to keep going or stay awake.
Hope any of that made sense lol
& yea those extracts are too expensive in my opinion but they definitely help in the thick of it, so I’m going to get a couple (but I do kinda feel like a sucker when I have to pay that much for them)
 
AngelsandFairiesarereal said:
Trams a weird one because it has opioid effects but also an antidepressant effect as well as gives me a kick like to keep going or stay awake.
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That's where I was going I have seen some awful WD from trams in others and I was the one with them. I gave em away as I got jack from them. Weird.
But... no longer in that state and Rx is no more... don't even want another opioidish Rx tbh. I may dabble with bupre here and there but otherwise....
So basically you are mostly in a constant state of WD? I ask cause I feel that way usually and have for decades. Maybe from the damage done to receptors since early development idk.
Certainty there is a thread or million here on how to treat tram WD. Imma look for it.
See ya inna few. ;)
 
Mangled from smoking 4 bowls of some legit gelato #41. Watched Joe Rogans latest podcast with Joey Diaz. Now stuck on some bullshit with Ramseys Kitchen Nightmares.

Struggling not to binge eat, I'm on a specific at the moment. The only draw back with weed is that heavy urge to ransack the cupboards late at night urgh!
 
Sober sleep is not an option for me yet. The boogiman always comes back and I have to beat his/her/it's ass back to wherever.
I may last a few weeks but without fail memories come back as dreams and it would be better if I didn't sleep at all.
So ya bnz before bed and no more lashing out, screaming or just general violent behaviors while asleep. Sometimes I do not even turn in sleep but that is on heavier doses. What I call knocking myself tf out to reset.

Seems like I'm getting sleepy now all I gotta do is close my eyes....
 
Fiddinda be coffee and benzos. Yeah. Sleep really well on the combo.
Strange cause soon as the initial up from coffee is over all I gotta do is close the old eyeballs and sees ya.
<3

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BIG CHILLIN ALL DAY😎 got my script of clonazepam and my gabapentin and my butalbital

Plus I got a re-up on my mushrooms got 5 mushrooms chocolate bars so I’m gon be set on mushrooms for a while😁

Anyways down to business

So far tonight-
3 grams of mushrooms 🍄
7mg clonazepam
2,600mg gabapentin
100mg butalbital
Also 3 1 gram joints and sucking down a gorilla glue #5 cartridge
100mg hydroxyzine
Albuteral
Marlboro’s and a couple cigars

Feeling absolutely amazing and very hypnotic 🤤

Hope y’all have a good night 🙏🏼
 
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