BourbonMac
Bluelighter
I have no idea what to do. I'd call the ER but we all know that's useless, they can't do shit. If I got some IV benzo I'm sure it'd help, but they'd label me as drug seeking.
I've had stomach issues all month, but really ever since I tried some acupunctures awhile back, my last one was 2 months ago. Got them for tinnitus, it made the tinnitus 10x worse and then I developed stomach pain regularly. It seemed to go away until early July, but man, what I thought was bad before, that was nothing. I'd kill for a moderate stomachache right now, I literally can't breathe it's so bad. Like a fist is constantly being pushed into my gut by an MMA fighter. I remember getting elbowed really hard in 6th grade right in the gut and it hurting like this, that's the last time I've felt pain that bad, but that passed. This hasn't. I got out of the shower and took 2 passionflower capsules since I'm out of Valium and I've always gotten along with it. Just the act of swallowing the capsules somehow managed to fuck up my stomach. This has been kind of a trend really, but usually it passes. This is growing worse and worse.
I decided to fight fire with fire and am currently drinking kava as it's somehow helped stomachaches before and pushed crap along or gas out, but it's not really having any positive nor negative effect. I have almost no choice but to get stupid baked but that's gonna fuck up my tinnitus which is worsened my THC considerably, but that's my only other option. If that fails, here's to a night of zero damn sleep when I'm so sleep deprived I've been going psychotic and thinking about harming people. I won't say more than that, but yeah... it's bad. No one innocent, but maybe the acupuncturist who fucked up my damn summer. I wonder if it's an ulcer of some sort, but how would an acupuncture cause that? I mean, he did needle my gut the first two, but then he didn't on the 3rd which still made my stomach worse after it had finally gotten better.
This is the definition of Hell. I've asked my doctor if he can up my Valium dose but I doubt he will. Only getting 30-45 5mg tablets is not enough, I have a high tolerance to 15mg when once 5mg worked great and could get rid of any stomach pain no matter how bad it was. I'm on Bactrim for a sinus infection, but that's a very light antibiotic that I've taken many times without issue, and my stomach issues started before this anyway. Nothing has become noticeably worse while on it. Maybe I even have an infection of the stomach somehow, like the guy used some not so clean needles, I don't know. He was weird as hell and creeped me out a lot.
I've had stomach issues all month, but really ever since I tried some acupunctures awhile back, my last one was 2 months ago. Got them for tinnitus, it made the tinnitus 10x worse and then I developed stomach pain regularly. It seemed to go away until early July, but man, what I thought was bad before, that was nothing. I'd kill for a moderate stomachache right now, I literally can't breathe it's so bad. Like a fist is constantly being pushed into my gut by an MMA fighter. I remember getting elbowed really hard in 6th grade right in the gut and it hurting like this, that's the last time I've felt pain that bad, but that passed. This hasn't. I got out of the shower and took 2 passionflower capsules since I'm out of Valium and I've always gotten along with it. Just the act of swallowing the capsules somehow managed to fuck up my stomach. This has been kind of a trend really, but usually it passes. This is growing worse and worse.
I decided to fight fire with fire and am currently drinking kava as it's somehow helped stomachaches before and pushed crap along or gas out, but it's not really having any positive nor negative effect. I have almost no choice but to get stupid baked but that's gonna fuck up my tinnitus which is worsened my THC considerably, but that's my only other option. If that fails, here's to a night of zero damn sleep when I'm so sleep deprived I've been going psychotic and thinking about harming people. I won't say more than that, but yeah... it's bad. No one innocent, but maybe the acupuncturist who fucked up my damn summer. I wonder if it's an ulcer of some sort, but how would an acupuncture cause that? I mean, he did needle my gut the first two, but then he didn't on the 3rd which still made my stomach worse after it had finally gotten better.
This is the definition of Hell. I've asked my doctor if he can up my Valium dose but I doubt he will. Only getting 30-45 5mg tablets is not enough, I have a high tolerance to 15mg when once 5mg worked great and could get rid of any stomach pain no matter how bad it was. I'm on Bactrim for a sinus infection, but that's a very light antibiotic that I've taken many times without issue, and my stomach issues started before this anyway. Nothing has become noticeably worse while on it. Maybe I even have an infection of the stomach somehow, like the guy used some not so clean needles, I don't know. He was weird as hell and creeped me out a lot.