cowardescent
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I've been taking drugs since I was 19. Ironically, I used to be one of those kids who swore alcohol for life. Now, I think I've consumed more alcohol and nicotine than any of my friends did in their teens. What I've found after long periods of sobriety is that even though sober life is preferable and stable, it in no way feels as good.
People keep saying "keeping yourself busy with exercise, work, etc.. will lead to feeling as good as drug". I call bs. Although they are healthier, they absolutely don't compare. I remember my first time taking hydrocodone in America after interestingly visting an escort. I can honestly say that feeling, even from a weak opioid was far superior to any pleasure I'd experienced in my life.
That feeling with opioids, coke, ecstasy, doesn't last and you'll be chasing the high but I still feel that maybe abstinence is not necessarily the best and dabbling once in a while is fine.
People keep saying "keeping yourself busy with exercise, work, etc.. will lead to feeling as good as drug". I call bs. Although they are healthier, they absolutely don't compare. I remember my first time taking hydrocodone in America after interestingly visting an escort. I can honestly say that feeling, even from a weak opioid was far superior to any pleasure I'd experienced in my life.
That feeling with opioids, coke, ecstasy, doesn't last and you'll be chasing the high but I still feel that maybe abstinence is not necessarily the best and dabbling once in a while is fine.