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Mental Health Coming off Invega (Paliperidone, Xeplion) injections v 6.0

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roofmaan1 said:
when you say Damaged receptors work less efficiently and some even don't work completely... will damaged reseptors recover and get back to normal and repair themselfs?
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Neurons will absorb most of damaged receptor proteins and regrow them. It is a complex process.
 
I feel like I’m rapping up my place on this forum. I swear I have nothing else to talk about anymore. Just rapidly waiting to feel better each day. I started studying the Bible which is good. It has helped.
 
Invegaishell said:
Hello everyone. Last time I posted I was about 4 months off so still early in the recovery process. I wanted to let time pass to see if I made any improvements. I now am 7.5 months off with little improvement. The only area I’ve gotten better is in the Akathisia department. I can sit still now. But my mind is blank. It’s still like I have no thoughts. I can’t make eye contact and haven’t been able since I got the medication. (This symptom bothers me most). I still have erectile dysfunction. I also still have severe anhedonia. If anyone could respond for when they got their eye contact back as it is very difficult to be around people when you can’t look them in the face. I talked to one guy from a previous thread and he said 18 months. Curious for everyone else. My mood has improved only positive.
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Months 7 and 8 are the hardest months because you really feel like you should feel something at that point and it doesn't make sense to be struggling in some of the exact same ways as in the early months of recovery but I experienced the same thing. It wasn't until around month nine that I started to feel any lift of anhedonia
Locke23 said:
I'm suicidal and need help
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Locke23 said:
I'm under what the bible calls strong delusion. I see license plate numbers and time and they convey a message. I keep seeing 36 and 37 which means 3 6's equivalent to hell or like 51 and 52 and 53 which conveys another message. This is not psychosis. Evil spirits are attacking me and God is allowing it. I'm under strong delusion because I did not follow God's way and rejected Christ which is the only way to be saved. The color yellow blinds my mind I can't see the truth. I feel trapped and that God will not forgive me. I'm exhausted and have prayed, God has given me up and rejected me.
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Locke23 said:
3 6s is the number of man and symbolizes the mark of beast. There are certainly evil spirits that exist. The repetition of the numbers occurring could not be due randomness.
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Hi Btizzle. You are suffering from delusions of reference and apophenia. I suffered greatly from these myself. I have told you many times before that the Bible says that God forgives the repentant. You have a delusion that you've committed some act that hardened your own heart and makes it impossible for God to forgive you. This isn't Biblical because it implies that you personally can complete some act that is stronger than God. You base this off on one passage in Hebrews which is misconstrued and also implies that Paul's words mean more than the actions of God or Jesus. Wanting to be forgiven is the opposite of a hard heart. I believe that you are suffering more from your self flagellating and masochistic delusions than invega at this point. Don't kill yourself, please find a way to visit a church or priest & get your heart opened to the idea that what you believe isn't true, or find someone that can get you on a low dose of APs to mitigat this harmful thought loop - APs can shut down your thoughts for a time, but it's you that ultimately has to choose not to live in them.
roofmaan1 said:
does eating alot of protien make this process speed up?
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I've been on these threads for over four years. Nothing speeds the process up.
 
Locke23 said:
My life is ruined I've lost everything I feel like spiritual death and destitute God won't forgive me
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Many people who have lost everything have managed to build it back together through hard work and some determination, maybe a shove in the right direction.

Never be afraid to reach out when you're suicidal. Sometimes it takes just getting the thoughts out there and some processing can be done. My DMs are always open as well, so if you need someone to vent to, please feel free to message me.
 
t_xeplionhell said:
I checked the sources, only 1 don't work. I provided around 6 sources to ebooks and researches.

There are many other scientific ebooks and researches about Pharmacodynamics, Pharmacology and Drug Receptor Interaction.
It is basic knowledge which I just cited in that quote.
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re antagonists leading to useless receptor proteins...this is temporary as receptors are constantly recreated right? sorry need someone who uunderstands science to explain this to me
 
LongeDD said:
re antagonists leading to useless receptor proteins...this is temporary as receptors are constantly recreated right? sorry need someone who uunderstands science to explain this to me
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Yes it is temporary because receptors get absorbed by neurons and then recreated(regrown).
 
deficiT said:
Many people who have lost everything have managed to build it back together through hard work and some determination, maybe a shove in the right direction.

Never be afraid to reach out when you're suicidal. Sometimes it takes just getting the thoughts out there and some processing can be done. My DMs are always open as well, so if you need someone to vent to, please feel free to message me.
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He is doing extreme hard work for just staying alive and suffering through what invega caused.
 
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