swilow
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All is indeed well. Very well. Although I've sort of forgotten what buttons do what on BL
And you?
ππ Social ππ PD Social Thread 2022-2025 v. Year of the Phenethylamine
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And you?
Bagseed
Bluelighter
mental health problems under control (relatively), but since I've recently procreated, still not really in a position to do psychedelics for now... :D maybe in some 18 years??? not mad though since my son is the best ever. still kicking it at the library?All is indeed well. Very well. Although I've sort of forgotten what buttons do what on BL
And you?
swilow
Bluelight Crew
Oh, a hearty congratulations for your son. That's exciting 
. Is his BL name bagsprout?
Glad the mental health stuff is under controllish. How did you manage it? I'm in the same boat, mainly "normal" although still tapering opioids and periodically anxious/insomniac. Haven't tripped in a good while. I suspect that will change at some point soon enough though...
And yes, still working in libraries. My current role is supervisory and involves basicslly zero stress. Perfect job tbh. Spending much of my previously intoxicated hours outside work lifting weights, put on about 23kg over the last 3 years. Although my shoulders and elbows kinda hate me. And hip. Oh well. It's fun.
. Is his BL name bagsprout? Glad the mental health stuff is under controllish. How did you manage it? I'm in the same boat, mainly "normal" although still tapering opioids and periodically anxious/insomniac. Haven't tripped in a good while. I suspect that will change at some point soon enough though...
And yes, still working in libraries. My current role is supervisory and involves basicslly zero stress. Perfect job tbh. Spending much of my previously intoxicated hours outside work lifting weights, put on about 23kg over the last 3 years. Although my shoulders and elbows kinda hate me. And hip. Oh well. It's fun.
cosmic charlie
Bluelight Crew
swilow
Bluelight Crew
Missed you too, old friend. How are you getting on?
cosmic charlie
Bluelight Crew
Missed you too, old friend. How are you getting on?
Im doing really well just working alot, six days a week and it keeps me busy. Saving money and getting ready to move to a new place soon. Being pretty responsible with my drug use and doing some FXE, n2O and Pregabalin once in awhile. Have an amazing girlfriend that i plan on marrying in the coming years, life is just lovely.
Kaden_Nite
Bluelight Crew
Hey man, was wondering about you. Most of the other Aussie classics have retired, moved on, fucked off, gone crazy or just vanished like Spacejunk. Good to see you still kicking around, hope everything is going well.Good morrow, sweet spiders of the interweb.
Cheers.
Delsyd
Bluelight Crew
Iβve been here for 20+ years and still donβt know what the buttons do.All is indeed well. Very well. Although I've sort of forgotten what buttons do what on BL
And you?
Great to see you popping in Swirlow, weβve missed you.
Buzz Lightbeer
Bluelight Crew
Yeah I snorted it all as well. DA/NE stims just aren't ever euphoric for me, except when they induce mania but that's different. I'm pretty sure ADHD has a role in that, or maybe I just have a different expectation of euphoria. 3/4-MMC could be euphoric though
swilow
Bluelight Crew
That's fucking great to hear, cosmic chuck
Hey friend, good to see you too. Ah yes, the Aussie classics. Some weirdoes I wonder about a lot... Let's hope they rear their shaggy heads at some point. How have you been?
Missed you too, old mate
. I did a brief backwards read of this thread and saw that you've spawned?? Congratulations and all. That's my current aim although biology seems to have other ideas. What else is new? And hey, I think I figured out the multiquote thing
20 years eh? Dunno bout you but I turned 40 last year, still trying to decide between different mid-life crises'.
Xorkoth
Bluelight Crew
Good morrow, sweet spiders of the interweb.
So glad to see you back here, my friend!
As you can start to see, there aren't so many of the old crew around anymore. I have thought of you often since you left, can't tell you how glad I am to see you posting here again. 
Img_9999
Bluelighter
Hey ! Cool to see you around. Shit you not, I thought about you a couple of weeks ago. Alcest played at my city and at the show I randomly remembered we talked about them once.Good morrow, sweet spiders of the interweb.
swilow
Bluelight Crew
Hey man! How u getting on?
I'd love to see Alcest, such evocative music- although their last album was kinda underwhelming... what's news?
Buzz Lightbeer
Bluelight Crew
Still smokefree btw, I do vape but it's not a lot of nicotine. I've been having really big concentration problems, however. It better pass cause this week was ridiculous...
simstim
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So the girl that I told you all about that was sleeping on my couch for a few days that lives upstairs beat up my lady friend today.
I didn't witness it because it happened outside my apartment down the street.
This really sucks. I was just thinking that they would leave each other alone, too.
My lady friend spent the night last night and things were going well. We did x and everything was groovy.
The girl upstairs told me my lady friend was bleeding. I haven't talked to her yet. I'm kind of dreading that.
I already know she is going to say that she won't come over anymore. She already said that before because of this chick and she just started coming back around.
There is a dance music festival tour at this club I enjoy going to go to tonight. I dunno if I'm feeling it tonight though.
I didn't witness it because it happened outside my apartment down the street.
This really sucks. I was just thinking that they would leave each other alone, too.
My lady friend spent the night last night and things were going well. We did x and everything was groovy.
The girl upstairs told me my lady friend was bleeding. I haven't talked to her yet. I'm kind of dreading that.
I already know she is going to say that she won't come over anymore. She already said that before because of this chick and she just started coming back around.
There is a dance music festival tour at this club I enjoy going to go to tonight. I dunno if I'm feeling it tonight though.
swilow
Bluelight Crew
I quit smoking about 18 months ago. Totally thanks to vaping. I don't doubt that vaping has its downsides but it made the transition away from cigs essentially painless and had kept me away from them. A definite victory imo.
Do you find nicotine helps you concentrate?
Deleted member 521610
Bluelighter
Bicycle day is coming up soon. I no longer take LSD, but it saved my life, And i had more trips that one probably should have taken. I pushed LSD to the max.
It was beautiful, Looking back I had a powerful LSD addiction, that wasted a few years of my life been so hooked into tripping weekly. Living in the magic world of acid instead of the real word. One day i woke up and realized I had lost my mind, was a nutcase and believed in crazy shit, and was broke. I managed to overcome my addiction to LSD and face the real world. Now im building my life up sober. I didn't do much LSD last year, i was microdosing it though for a little while. I had two LSD trips last year, edibles + 1 tab. My last ever lsd trip i ate so much cannabutter I was tripping so hard at the peak that i blacked out and went to sleep from the weed and woke up 12 hours later with the trip over lol.
I realized, my LSD journey was coming to a end. I had to build my life up sober.
I been missing LSD been dreaming about mushrooms. I did that DMT In jan. that was the last drug i ever touched. I thought I gained nothing from the DMT trip.
Looking back, Even though i can't even the place and the trip i went on and i know it was lack luster. It rewired me totally without me even noticing. It didn't even occur to me that the last drug i ever took was DMT. Since then no more weed no more getting drunk or any other psychedelic or ketamine.
I had a strong hold on my life. I feel more sane than i ever did. I no longer believe in crazy conscipairies or the NWO.
I can't even recognize my oldself anymore.
LSD is a holy chemical.
It was beautiful, Looking back I had a powerful LSD addiction, that wasted a few years of my life been so hooked into tripping weekly. Living in the magic world of acid instead of the real word. One day i woke up and realized I had lost my mind, was a nutcase and believed in crazy shit, and was broke. I managed to overcome my addiction to LSD and face the real world. Now im building my life up sober. I didn't do much LSD last year, i was microdosing it though for a little while. I had two LSD trips last year, edibles + 1 tab. My last ever lsd trip i ate so much cannabutter I was tripping so hard at the peak that i blacked out and went to sleep from the weed and woke up 12 hours later with the trip over lol.
I realized, my LSD journey was coming to a end. I had to build my life up sober.
I been missing LSD been dreaming about mushrooms. I did that DMT In jan. that was the last drug i ever touched. I thought I gained nothing from the DMT trip.
Looking back, Even though i can't even the place and the trip i went on and i know it was lack luster. It rewired me totally without me even noticing. It didn't even occur to me that the last drug i ever took was DMT. Since then no more weed no more getting drunk or any other psychedelic or ketamine.
I had a strong hold on my life. I feel more sane than i ever did. I no longer believe in crazy conscipairies or the NWO.
I can't even recognize my oldself anymore.
LSD is a holy chemical.
Buzz Lightbeer
Bluelight Crew
Nice, congrats!! This is my plan as well, going pretty smooth so far.
Nicotine definitely helped yeah but I didnt expect it to make such a difference, it'll probably get a little better over time.
cosmic charlie
Bluelight Crew
Well ive been working on something and its about to happen next week if all goes well, gonna be getting a gram of 2C-B hcl. Just one of them to start which i will be ecstatic to have in the collection. Then the following check after that im gonna be getting a "sheet?" of Blue Ocean Fluff gel tabs. Supposed to be dosed at 200ugs of LSD so pretty potent stuff.
Im thinking the gel tabs should have a real long shelf life if stored in a cool, dark place. This collection is starting to turn into something epic, will have years worth of psychs already pretty much. Gonna get a gram of 25b-NBOH after that and two grams of Allylescaline.
Once i start tripping again tho im gonna get a couple ounces of Shrooms and just eat those mainly to not dip into the other drugs. My girlfriend really love Psilocybin so that will work out just fine for us, maybe swap in Acid once a month. But we will probably take psychedelics once a week, its gonna be lovely
simstim
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My lady friend came over a little after midnight and stayed until after five.
Her eye is pretty bad. It's all swollen and purple. She said her nose was bleeding yesterday.
I feel bad for her. The other chick is a lot bigger than her. She actually weighs more than me and I'm six feet tall (I'm pretty skinny though from my x pill
diet).
She actually had a tazer on her that I gave her when it went down but she said she couldn't find it in her pocket.
At least she seems to still want to hangout. I was expecting her to say she wasn't going to come over anymore.
Her eye is pretty bad. It's all swollen and purple. She said her nose was bleeding yesterday.
I feel bad for her. The other chick is a lot bigger than her. She actually weighs more than me and I'm six feet tall (I'm pretty skinny though from my x pill
diet).She actually had a tazer on her that I gave her when it went down but she said she couldn't find it in her pocket.
At least she seems to still want to hangout. I was expecting her to say she wasn't going to come over anymore.