foodcrisis
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one of the first times i took shrooms me and two friends decided to all take an 1/8th each. i wanted to buy 2 1/8ths for all three of us and a bag of weed so we would have something to do, but my friend had to have an 1/8th to himself for whatever reason.
turns out the shrooms were kicking my ass. me and my friends were all sitting in a wood shed with nothing in it with nothing to do. i was sitting with my face in my lap having a real bad time because i couldn't get a bad situation that happened to me as a kid out of my head... so any ways my friend that insisted we all try an 1/8th instead of getting weed starts mumbling. i realize he didn't like the situation, so i took him outside. after a few minutes of standing outside, he decides he wants a ride home or something, so he goes over to my car and starts slamming the door over and over. he was violently mumbling shit, i'm pretty sure it was violent anyways. so i said to my other friend "forget this, let's go inside." so we went into my basement. right away, i was like "fuck. we can't just leave kyle outside.". so i gathered my thoughts and i go to say to my friend "listen my older neighbor mollested me as a kid and i'm having a real bad time. you have to talk to kyle. i can't deal with it..." so i might've been crying and i say "listen when i was a little kid..." that's all he needed to have a bad time and fall over. he completely passed out. i thought he hit his head on a tool bench. i wasn't sure so i felt for his pulse. i was pretty sure i found it, but wasn't certain... so after a while my friend starts screaming while he was passed out. i had to hold him down.... it turns out my friend went to 711 and the police found him not making any sense. so he reported my house... my friend was in the basement going in and out of screaming while the police were searching my yard with a flash light. they rang the door but no one answered.
after a good couple of hours my friend woke up. he pissed his pants. i didn't want to go upstairs in my house for some reason. so we walked about a mile to another friends house with piss all over him to get another pair of pants... we walked back to my house, doing all of this with out encountering the police.
later that day, my friend that got arrested came to my house with his father. i think they reported me, but nothing ever came of it. i think i was 18 and he was underaged too, so that could''ve ended up bad... i even drove an hour or so out of the way to pick him up because he said he was bored over AOL instant messenger. lol. shouldn't've tried to help anybody. over all bad experience, thought i was going to have to go to jail for holding my friend down if he died or something. gave me a different perspective on life a bit. the worst time that i had with drugs probably, other than maybe burning my nose trying to snort anti-depressants.
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another time i was on 5meo-amt and tripping smoking weed in my friends room for hours. at one point he sat too close to me, so i got freaked out thinking he was coming on to me. i sat there confused for a minute and then left. he was probably tripping harder than me and i don't think he was coming on to me in hindsight, so i felt bad... it was cool though cause i wasn't really getting visuals in his room and as soon as i went outside the street lights were making me think and visualize some crazy shit.
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i had a bad experience tripping with my girlfriend. i thought we could read each others thoughts, so i told her "this is how loud you can be while orgasming" cause i thought she was going to have some amazing sexual experience or something. so i started swearing and progressively got louder and louder until my parents thought something was wrong... ended up totally getting my parents attention. my parents saw she wasn't responding to anything, so they called an ambulance. the police came, i thought they were imaginary and a "blue hole" because there was blue light all around them. i tossed my shoe at them, thinking the hole would devour the shoe. the police were pretty nice to me though. i'm lucky they didn't charge me for assault or something. they let me take an ambulance to the hospital with my girlfriend. she was laying down. i was just sitting in the ambulance watching the road go by with the sirens and lights going. i thought ambulances were made for tripping people at that point. lol. before the police got called, i tried kicking a hole through my wall into another dimension. my vision was going through tubes or portals of light and i'd end up dreaming while i was awake. one of the craziest nights of my life. i got a ten strip and about two tabs of it were soaked with liquid. i was going to distribute them to a few people and i thought i was experienced with psychedelics more than some of the people that i was giving to, so i wanted to get rid of the wet tabs right away. i thought i could handle it, but i flipped the fuck out. never have i been as crazy as that night. i've probably tripped that hard on 5meo-amt, but thinking there was telepathy with my girlfriend and then having to deal with my parents, i couldn't settle down... i remember my father wouldn't leave the room with my girlfriend unresponsive and i was like "what do you want me to fuck you" meaning that i thought my girlfriend wanted me to bang her. lol.. i never found out what she was thinking or experiencing during that time. i'm not sure she could remember. i feel bad for putting her through that though. they kept her in the hospital for a couple days. they let me out that night though. i have no idea why. i wasn't making any sense. i thought they were going to steal my soul when they strapped me down to give me gas or whatever they did to make me pass out..
these are the only awkward experiences i can think of. i've tripped 100s or more of times and usually it's pretty smooth.
turns out the shrooms were kicking my ass. me and my friends were all sitting in a wood shed with nothing in it with nothing to do. i was sitting with my face in my lap having a real bad time because i couldn't get a bad situation that happened to me as a kid out of my head... so any ways my friend that insisted we all try an 1/8th instead of getting weed starts mumbling. i realize he didn't like the situation, so i took him outside. after a few minutes of standing outside, he decides he wants a ride home or something, so he goes over to my car and starts slamming the door over and over. he was violently mumbling shit, i'm pretty sure it was violent anyways. so i said to my other friend "forget this, let's go inside." so we went into my basement. right away, i was like "fuck. we can't just leave kyle outside.". so i gathered my thoughts and i go to say to my friend "listen my older neighbor mollested me as a kid and i'm having a real bad time. you have to talk to kyle. i can't deal with it..." so i might've been crying and i say "listen when i was a little kid..." that's all he needed to have a bad time and fall over. he completely passed out. i thought he hit his head on a tool bench. i wasn't sure so i felt for his pulse. i was pretty sure i found it, but wasn't certain... so after a while my friend starts screaming while he was passed out. i had to hold him down.... it turns out my friend went to 711 and the police found him not making any sense. so he reported my house... my friend was in the basement going in and out of screaming while the police were searching my yard with a flash light. they rang the door but no one answered.
after a good couple of hours my friend woke up. he pissed his pants. i didn't want to go upstairs in my house for some reason. so we walked about a mile to another friends house with piss all over him to get another pair of pants... we walked back to my house, doing all of this with out encountering the police.
later that day, my friend that got arrested came to my house with his father. i think they reported me, but nothing ever came of it. i think i was 18 and he was underaged too, so that could''ve ended up bad... i even drove an hour or so out of the way to pick him up because he said he was bored over AOL instant messenger. lol. shouldn't've tried to help anybody. over all bad experience, thought i was going to have to go to jail for holding my friend down if he died or something. gave me a different perspective on life a bit. the worst time that i had with drugs probably, other than maybe burning my nose trying to snort anti-depressants.
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another time i was on 5meo-amt and tripping smoking weed in my friends room for hours. at one point he sat too close to me, so i got freaked out thinking he was coming on to me. i sat there confused for a minute and then left. he was probably tripping harder than me and i don't think he was coming on to me in hindsight, so i felt bad... it was cool though cause i wasn't really getting visuals in his room and as soon as i went outside the street lights were making me think and visualize some crazy shit.
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i had a bad experience tripping with my girlfriend. i thought we could read each others thoughts, so i told her "this is how loud you can be while orgasming" cause i thought she was going to have some amazing sexual experience or something. so i started swearing and progressively got louder and louder until my parents thought something was wrong... ended up totally getting my parents attention. my parents saw she wasn't responding to anything, so they called an ambulance. the police came, i thought they were imaginary and a "blue hole" because there was blue light all around them. i tossed my shoe at them, thinking the hole would devour the shoe. the police were pretty nice to me though. i'm lucky they didn't charge me for assault or something. they let me take an ambulance to the hospital with my girlfriend. she was laying down. i was just sitting in the ambulance watching the road go by with the sirens and lights going. i thought ambulances were made for tripping people at that point. lol. before the police got called, i tried kicking a hole through my wall into another dimension. my vision was going through tubes or portals of light and i'd end up dreaming while i was awake. one of the craziest nights of my life. i got a ten strip and about two tabs of it were soaked with liquid. i was going to distribute them to a few people and i thought i was experienced with psychedelics more than some of the people that i was giving to, so i wanted to get rid of the wet tabs right away. i thought i could handle it, but i flipped the fuck out. never have i been as crazy as that night. i've probably tripped that hard on 5meo-amt, but thinking there was telepathy with my girlfriend and then having to deal with my parents, i couldn't settle down... i remember my father wouldn't leave the room with my girlfriend unresponsive and i was like "what do you want me to fuck you" meaning that i thought my girlfriend wanted me to bang her. lol.. i never found out what she was thinking or experiencing during that time. i'm not sure she could remember. i feel bad for putting her through that though. they kept her in the hospital for a couple days. they let me out that night though. i have no idea why. i wasn't making any sense. i thought they were going to steal my soul when they strapped me down to give me gas or whatever they did to make me pass out..
these are the only awkward experiences i can think of. i've tripped 100s or more of times and usually it's pretty smooth.