Well, I haven’t really been on bluelight because she’s kept me busy the last few days
As far as that goes no pegging was involved

As much as I like a dominant woman every now and again I am not much for ass play. Not knocking anyone who likes it. It’s just when I was younger I was trying to see what all the hype was about and why people like putting things up their ass so I tried it with a frozen hot dog by myself and I can say that I didn’t enjoy it at all. Just felt like I had a really cold turd stuck up there. I don’t get how people get pleasure from that but hey what ever people like is cool with me as long as they’re not hurting anyone.
Speaking of hurting anyone I did cut things off with her finally. She tried to escalate from just whips and bondage and kinky sex and wax type stuff with her on top to she wanted to show me a video of what she did to her last partner and said she wanted to do it to me and that I’d like it a lot.
So, I let her show me this video. What I can tell you is that she freaked me out for real this time. I don’t even know how what she did was fucking legal man.
Not sure I should describe it here publicly because it might gross people out. It did me. I still can’t get the image and the screams out of my head.
Mods if what I am about to say is inappropriate for this forum please just delete it. She showed me a video of this guy tied up on her bed while she stuck like 50 needles in his cock and balls. I mean his genitalia looked like hell raiser and then she started taking a razor blade afterwards making small surface level cuts. I’m like WTf is this shit. I told her I’m definitely not into that and I’d have to go because I got to go to my moms

. She made me want my mommy she scared me lol.
Anyone that can do that to someone is fucking twisted as fuck. That goes way beyond anything I’m willing to experience. Apparently she sells the videos on fetlife and she says it’s not that uncommon in the bdsm community.
I am cool on that shit. I’m so out

like who the hell would willingly submit to that kind of thing. I’d imagine there can be some permanent damage after something like that. Yeah this girl is fucked up man. I’m really not sure how or if that shit is even legal.
I think I have enough BDSM for awhile