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Mental Health Coming off Invega (Paliperidone, Xeplion) injections v 6.0

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Merek said:
Sounds fun lmaoo they never would have tolerated that in the mental ward I was in they would confinscate it and throw us in solitary.
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Ya i think in our ward they where trying not to start confrontations especially with groups of people as there was only 1 solitary per ward. They would bitch at us but thats it. As we had smokes weed and takeout also between 8am and 10am that was also a huge plus. If there had been no solitary, better drugs and maybe a playstation i wouldnt have complained.
 
paranoid android said:
Ya i think in our ward they where trying not to start confrontations especially with groups of people as there was only 1 solitary per ward. They would bitch at us but thats it. As we had smokes weed and takeout also between 8am and 10am that was also a huge plus. If there had been no solitary, better drugs and maybe a playstation i wouldnt have complained.
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Ya igy sounds like your shrink and some of the nurses were cunts though.
 
Merek said:
Ya igy sounds like your shrink and some of the nurses were cunts though.
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First shrink i had was a total cunt and hated me. Second one i had i still have now and hes cool. A few nurses where cunts to but 2 where col now that i think of it. One was on adderall i think for adhd actually
 
paranoid android said:
First shrink i had was a total cunt and hated me. Second one i had i still have now and hes cool. A few nurses where cunts to but 2 where col now that i think of it. One was on adderall i think for adhd actually
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ya igy that’s how it was in my ward most of the guards nurses etc were cunts but a few were alright, idk how it feels to take adderall with adhd but I took 90mg xr of the shit without adhd my first time taking it (never follow in my footsteps guys my younger self was a complete idiot with drugs 90mg is way too much) and felt like I was on meth but the comedown was terrible it lasted 3 days.
 
Merek said:
ya igy that’s how it was in my ward most of the guards nurses etc were cunts but a few were alright, idk how it feels to take adderall with adhd but I took 90mg xr of the shit without adhd my first time taking it (never follow in my footsteps guys my younger self was a complete idiot with drugs 90mg is way too much) and felt like I was on meth but the comedown was terrible it lasted 3 days.
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The guaards there never talked to me i dunno about anyone else. I roughed up a few of them and pissed on one so i dont think they really wanted to chat with me lol. Most of the nurses where cunts but ya a few where ok. I dunno if the nurse told me how much she was on or not i forget. I think i told her about my experience of taking loads of dexedrine and getting tweaked lol.
 
paranoid android said:
The guaards there never talked to me i dunno about anyone else. I roughed up a few of them and pissed on one so i dont think they really wanted to chat with me lol. Most of the nurses where cunts but ya a few where ok. I dunno if the nurse told me how much she was on or not i forget. I think i told her about my experience of taking loads of dexedrine and getting tweaked lol.
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Ya I bet they didn’t lmaoo did you end up having to stay in the ward longer for roughing up the guards?
 
Merek said:
Ya I bet they didn’t lmaoo did you end up having to stay in the ward longer for roughing up the guards?
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I am not sure. I was kept there 3 onths at first with no meds at all by my first shrink who hated me. Then 3 months with my new shrink who likes me but still under the care mostly of the one who hated me as he really only ame in as a favour to my brother i think. I dont think he worked in that psych ward often as i only saw him there a few times. I dont know if my violent tendencies lead to me being kept longer.
 
paranoid android said:
I am not sure. I was kept there 3 onths at first with no meds at all by my first shrink who hated me. Then 3 months with my new shrink who likes me but still under the care mostly of the one who hated me as he really only ame in as a favour to my brother i think. I dont think he worked in that psych ward often as i only saw him there a few times. I dont know if my violent tendencies lead to me being kept longer.
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There’s a good chance they did keep you longer cause of that usually if you’re a threat to yourself or others they don’t let you leave.
 
Serhat96 said:
Does anyone know if vaping CBD is good for you getting rid of paliperidone?
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It might be actually cause I don’t think it’s metabolized through the liver if you smoke it but idk for sure I’d recommend doing research on this before doing it to make sure you don’t prolong recovery.
 
Serhat96 said:
Haldol is an typical anti psychotic quite strong and old, but very effective I wouldnt be suprised if its worse than Invega.
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No, Haldol is nowhere near invega. Not even same planet. The allergic reaction to Haldol that almost killed me was worse. The first few days weren't terrible....music sounded good.
 
I can get buzzed off just one beer, which is good that I can feel substances too the fullest I feel like I’ve mostly recovered from invega but one thing I’ve forgot about is pre invega I had pretty bad depression I definitely need to sort that out cause it played a big role in how I got injected emotions are starting to return for me and now I feel more depressed then anhedonic which I’d take depression over anhedonia & lack of any emotions any day for sure sometimes I crave nights of self destruction like taking a lot of pills and blacking out so far I haven’t given in and I’m definitely not gonna go back to that cause a month straight of that landed me in psychosis, I think I’m gonna take psychedelics again cause they help me personally a lot with depression thats just me though I’m not recommending any of you do that while I take those and I’m at a higher level of thinking I’m gonna sort out my thoughts and figure out what’s best for me to do I might stop coming to the forum as often tbh and try to have a busier schedule invega was a very dark event in my life and focusing on it so much probably isn’t good for me or any of us for that matter I won’t leave completely though and I’ll definitely check back in when I recover 100%.
 
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Merek said:
There’s a good chance they did keep you longer cause of that usually if you’re a threat to yourself or others they don’t let you leave.
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Ya probably. I was actualy fairly dangerous but mostly just to assholes that refused me meds lol. I dont need to be psychotic to be dangerous tbh

Serhat96 said:
All shrinks they all wanna force anti psychotics on you little fkers.
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Actually my first shrink wouldnt even give me a asprin never mind a antipsychotic. It took threating a lawsuit by my lawyer brother to get another shrink in to give me meds
 
paranoid android said:
Ya probably. I was actualy fairly dangerous but mostly just to assholes that refused me meds lol. I dont need to be psychotic to be dangerous tbh



Actually my first shrink wouldnt even give me a asprin never mind a antipsychotic. It took threating a lawsuit by my lawyer brother to get another shrink in to give me meds
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Thank fuck your lawyer had your back if you didn’t have a lawyer god only knows what’d happen and ya if I was in a terrifying psychosis and they refused me meds for that long I’d eventually snap too.
 
Merek said:
Thank fuck your lawyer had your back if you didn’t have a lawyer god only knows what’d happen and ya if I was in a terrifying psychosis and they refused me meds for that long I’d eventually snap too.
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She actualy told my brother that she thought i belonged in prison. So that likely would have happened had he not told her that there wasent a judge in the land who would convict a psychotic patient
 
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